"Your aunt won't go. I'll go with her, and I won't invite people home. She's really angry with me." Gong Zhenyang wry smile, "other people I don't trust, but you and I are at ease, your aunt loved you since childhood... You see more or less in your aunt's past, help her."
It turned out that he was called back because of this.
Although Xu Jingnan couldn't understand the logic of Xu Zhimin's work since he was a child, Gong Zhenyang said how Xu Jingnan could refuse. Finally, he could only say half a word: "what my uncle said, she's my aunt. I can definitely help, and I can really stand by."
"She hasn't been out for a long time." Gong Zhenyang takes a careful look at Xu Zhimin sitting on the sofa and continues to say to Xu Jingnan, "you'll take care of your aunt more then..."
"Who else do I need to take care of me?" Xu Zhimin got up from the sofa without expression, "you don't have to look like this."
With that, she took the lead to move forward, with her usual arrogance.
In a way, it can be said that Gong Chen has made Xu Zhimin's true biography.
Xu Jingnan had no choice but to smile and say sorry to Gong Zhenyang, staying behind Xu Zhimin.
"Mom, I..." Gong Moli is in a dilemma. Gong Zhenyang asks Xu Jingnan to accompany Xu Zhimin. She doesn't know whether to follow or just let Xu Jingnan accompany Xu Zhimin.
Xu Jingnan catches up with Xu Zhimin. When Xu Zhimin stops, he is surprised and says, "aunt, you..."
Xu Zhimin looked back and saw that Gong Moli was still standing there. He frowned and said in a cold voice, "Moli, you still don't follow me."
Gong Moli suddenly smile, immediately a few steps to accompany behind, leaving Gong Zhenyang a decadent standing there.
Xu Jingnan acts as the driver, and Gong Moli accompanies Xu Zhimin to sit in the back seat. Although Xu Zhimin's attitude is much better than that of hysteria before, Gong Moli is afraid that Xu Zhimin will suddenly change again. She doesn't dare to take it lightly. She is very careful beside Xu Zhimin.
All the relationships are settled, and Xu Zhimin doesn't want to explain. Even she doubts whether she will become another person one day. Even she doesn't believe that she will agree to see a psychologist one day.
Thirty years ago, before Xu Zhimin's character was so sharp and mean, her self-esteem was very strong. She would never have thought of such a thing, but she actually fell to this point one day. Let alone other people, she also felt that she was as crazy as a madman. She had already been a ghost.
The psychiatrist Xu Jingnan found for Xu Zhimin is older than Xu Zhimin. He knows that if Xu Zhimin is younger, he may be despised by Xu Zhimin and can't hold Xu Zhimin down. He simply finds a leading figure.
"Aunt, please go in. Molly and I will wait for you outside." Xu Jingnan to Xu Zhimin.
Xu Zhimin raised his chin and calmly looked at Xu Jingnan as well as Gong Moli. Then she gave a cold light and perfunctory reply. She went into the psychotherapy room.
The psychiatrist knew that the person he was going to meet today was quite special. In the morning, someone had come to ask him to abide by his professional ethics and sign a confidentiality contract. Today, the situation is huge. It seems that there is no change from the usual situation. In fact, many psychiatrists stop work temporarily to protect Xu Zhimin's safety and confidentiality.
It's just that the psychologist is bigger than Xu Zhimin, but Xu Zhimin is so light that he looks at people with no expression. It's still frightening.
"Madam President."
Xu Zhimin said coldly, "well."
After that, he still felt that the doctor in front of him seemed more restrained. He said faintly, "you don't have to be nervous. You just treat me as an ordinary lunatic. Don't you just treat the lunatic?"
The doctor laughed angrily, "madam, you may have misunderstandings about madmen. Mental illness is not equal to neuropathy. The madmen in your mouth should be what I call patients with neuropathy. These patients mainly have brain dysfunction. They can't control their own behaviors, so that some behaviors that ordinary people can't understand can only be called mental disorders, Now there are a lot of people who have such symptoms. You call yourself "serious."
Xu Zhimin seems to be in the mood. Although she promised to come, she didn't cooperate with the treatment, but the doctor's words seemed to change her.
"It's normal."
"It's normal. We're just chatting. Madam, you can relax." The doctor laughed, professional in that docile, plus Xu Zhimin willing to cooperate this time, actually talk is still smooth.
But Xu Zhimin said not much, many things are very simple to skip, even did not frown, but that understatement tone can still make people feel the soul stirring.
"I see, ma'am." The doctor had a general understanding of Xu Zhimin and said, "your symptoms are a little complicated. Although I don't know what you have experienced, I can see that you have delusional personality disorder. You are born with defects in character and strong self-esteem. This kind of person is usually easy to fall into a dead end."
"To tell you the truth, everyone is very selfish. All of us are easy to vent our anger and resentment on people who are weaker than us. People who are weaker than us are usually the closest people around us. Normal people will regret when they react to this situation, but you are extreme, I don't know what happened to you, but it certainly affected you. You have no way to control your emotions. You have been paranoid and completely vent your resentment. Gradually, it has become your obsession... "
The doctor talked with Xu Zhimin for a long time. To tell the truth, she was surprised that Xu Zhimin could wake up even under such extreme paranoia. Many cases like Xu Zhimin's were serious enough to be schizophrenic in the end.
Xu Zhimin sat there for a long time.
The doctor comforted: "even if you hurt the person closest to you, in fact, you subconsciously think that he will forgive you. Many of these situations I have met have finally been forgiven. As long as you slowly cooperate with the treatment and gradually recover, I think that person will also forgive you..."
"Forgive?" Xu Zhimin looked at the doctor as if he had heard a joke. "Are you sure he can forgive me?"
"Most of the time..." Xu Zhimin's attitude made the doctor feel a little strange.
"What if that man is your son."
"If you had strangled him when he was just born."
"If you've been venting on him for 30 years."
"If he'd rather bet his own life and want to make a clear relationship with you."
"Even so, will he forgive you?" Xu Zhimin sneered, "he won't, and I don't need it."
Everyone has to pay for what they have done.
Xu Zhimin knows that even if she does it again, she may not be able to change herself, because even if she realizes something now, she can't really bow her head. When she sees Gong Chen, she already wants to hate her.
……
Xu Zhimin came out of the psychological room.
"Auntie, what do you think of..."
"Not bad." Xu Zhimin's reply was perfunctory to the extreme.
Xu Jingnan frowned, but said nothing.
"Jing Nan." Xu Zhimin suddenly said, "did Gong Chen really break up with Tang Lixin?"
Xu Jingnan didn't seem to think that Xu Zhimin would ask such a question. This question is too aggressive. Xu Jingnan's face changed slightly and looked at Xu Zhimin warily.
My nephew is defending himself.
After Xu Zhimin found out, she just smile, as if she had already paid no attention to it. She turned to Gong Moli and said, "Moli, do you still have contact with Tang Lixin?"
It's not the tone of inquiry, it's determination.
"Ma..."
"Ask her out for me." Xu Zhimin said calmly to Gong Moli, "I have something to say to her."
"Enough, enough!" Xu Jingnan couldn't bear it any more. He turned his face to Xu Zhimin and said in a harsh voice, "aunt, what do you want to do again?"