From that moment on, she knew that the former magnanimity and the former compassionate servants were worthless. People die like lights out, people go to tea cool, ancient truth.
She can not influence everyone with her enthusiasm and kindness. Maybe those people are good and good, but they have no filial son before the hospital bed, let alone those who have no blood relationship. One day, their kindness will be exhausted and the rest will be like this.
From that moment on, Princess Qin knew that it's better to rely on others than on yourself. If you don't do it for yourself, heaven and earth will kill you! Don't trust anyone!
Fortunately, mother Shen and father-in-law Shao are there. Otherwise, she would have starved to death for fear that she would not be poisoned.
Of course, it's good to be in Taier.
When imperial concubine Qin thought of her only son Gong lingshe, she felt moved and guilty. She was moved because when the whole world gave up her, only her son did not give up her. And the guilt is that because of her negligence, her son had to face the danger and difficulties alone at a young age. A good child has created a killing tool.
"Qing'er, what are you thinking?" The emperor asked again.
The emperor, who was so dignified that he could decide his life and death in the blink of an eye, spoke with such a soft voice and cautious imperial concubine. If she could change her concubine, she would have been moved to the ground. However, the imperial concubine Qin remembered that the man he loved with all his heart and soul had gradually given up her, just as Qin Wanqing had existed without her.
The heart is full of disdain and disappointment, but Princess Qin's face is with a soft smile, "emperor, I really didn't expect that my concubine will have to wait until the day when I meet with the emperor again." The voice almost trembled, full of excitement.
Not far away Kang Quan sighed and wiped the corner of his eyes with a veil.
The emperor moved forward and hugged imperial concubine Qin tightly in his arms. "Wanqing, my Wanqing, you suffer." Full of love.
Imperial concubine Qin lowered her eyes, and her thick eyelashes covered her disdain. "No, my body is not bitter. It's the emperor who is suffering," then she raised her eyes and slowly stroked the emperor's slightly old cheek. "It's my fault. I can't take care of the emperor."
The emperor couldn't see the change of imperial concubine Qin. He thought she was just like before. She sighed deeply, "Wanqing, after decades of years, I understand one thing. There are only two people in the world who do not care for my good. One is my mother, the other is You. "
Compared with the emperor's movements, Princess Qin's heart is very calm. She is afraid that the emperor will find clues and simply plunge into the emperor's arms. However, their hearts are very clear -
Yes, once these two women wanted nothing in return for him. One was the empress dowager, but now she is dead; the other is she, who is also dead Dead heart!
She was very disappointed with the emperor. Even if she didn't care about everything for the emperor, what did she get? In exchange for her poisoning, he gradually lost his patience. He accepted many concubines and made frequent talent shows. Let alone the number of new people, the prince also gave birth to one after another.
She didn't want to go back to the palace. As long as she returned to the palace, she could recall the helpless, painful and long time.
But she has to go back to the palace, one is to revenge, the other is for her son, her son, she is her life!
Thinking of her poor child, Qin Fei's heart is more firm, but her eyes are softer.
She raised her head from the emperor's arms and looked at the emperor with a smile. She exhaled and said, "my concubine came back and just looked at the Yongxian palace. Now, seeing that the emperor is healthy and energetic, I feel relieved. "Then, gently pushing the emperor aside," then, I will leave, and the emperor will take care. " The voice became slower and lighter, and the depressed Yongxian palace behind her, however, there was a kind of fairy who was ready to return to the heavenly palace after suffering a lot.
The emperor had a slight illusion that Princess Qin was about to fly.
"No, I can't. You can't leave in the evening." With that, she grabbed imperial concubine Qin and hugged her in her arms.
Imperial concubine Qin lowered her eyes and buried her in the corner of the emperor's skirt with a sarcastic smile. "Why?"
The emperor was panicked and his arms trembled. "You are my man. You are not allowed to go. If you go, who else will love me?"
Qin Fei said, "the emperor, don't say that. The women in the harem are all the emperor's people and love the emperor. If the emperor says so, they are afraid to be sad."
"I don't care. I want you alone in the evening." The Emperor didn't let go at all. "Today you are not allowed to leave. This palace is your home. If you don't go back, where are you going?"
Home?
Qin Fei's heart smiles bitterly. When she is frozen, when she is hungry, no one in the "home" cares about her!
Although I think so, some things should be measured. If we do them too well, we will lose the effect.
Imperial concubine Qin raised her eyes and said, "Emperor..."
"Don't say anything more. I said you can't go. Don't you love me? At that time, you once said that you would not give me any reward when you were around me. Just keep me. Do you forget that? " The emperor said anxiously, but the feeling was like a baby without milk.
Qin Fei chuckled, "how can I forget? I will never forget it. Even outside the palace, I pray every day that the emperor is in good health and everything goes well. ""You are not allowed to pray outside the palace. You must accompany me in the palace," the emperor was more and more anxious. "You are not allowed to go today, but stay in the palace."
Imperial concubine Qin's line of sight looked to the depressed Yongxian palace, "if I don't go, where will I live?"
The emperor was worried, "can I give you Funing palace?"
Funing palace, which was the palace of the empress dowager, is of great significance.
Qin Fei laughed and shook her head helplessly, "that's against the rules."
The emperor said, "then..."
"If I go back to the palace, I just want to live in Yongxian palace." Qin Fei Dao.
When the emperor heard that Princess Qin was willing to come back, he was overjoyed. "I'll have someone repair Yongxian palace right away. With the best things, I want to make Yongxian palace the best." then, fearing that imperial concubine Qin would regret it, he hastened to call Kang Quan. "Kangquan, go to the house of internal affairs to order that the Yongxian palace be repaired immediately. Go now."
"Yes, I will go." Kang Quan saw that the emperor was in a hurry and ran away.
"Is that all right? Don't do it The emperor was worried like a child.
Imperial concubine Qin shook her head. "I can't stay tonight. Because Yongxian palace is to be repaired, it will take a long time. During this period, where will I live?"
"Live in Qianqing palace and live with me." The emperor said.
Qin Fei shook her head slowly again. "It's not good. It's not in accordance with the rules." His eyes were slightly proud.
The emperor held on to imperial concubine Qin and said, "Wanqing, you've always been so rigid. You used to be like this, and now you are, but you often teach me a lesson." Speaking of this, he sighed again, "since you are ill, no one has taught me such a lesson." The voice was low and trembling.