"Yes, I was suffering from depression the year before last." Feng Yuan didn't shy away from talking about it. Cheng Yuanhang sat on the sofa, staring at Feng Yuan with dark eyes, his hands clenched into fists and put them on his knees.
"Do you know how hard that taste is? First, I have physical pain, but I can't find anything wrong when I go to the hospital for examination. Then I slowly lose appetite, insomnia and dreams. I completely deny my value, lose the ability to love, and gradually reduce my perception of the outside world. Sometimes the pain may make me more realistic."
"Do you see these scars? I scratched them myself. At that time, I must have an art knife at hand. If I didn't have an art knife, I would be very confused and helpless. However, self mutilation only proves that my depression is more serious. After self mutilation for a long time, my perception of the outside world becomes weaker and weaker, so I have to strengthen my efforts. In this way You can imagine the final result. "
Feng Yuan said faintly, and Jiang Chan patted Feng Yuan's hand: "things are over. You're fine now. There's no problem."
Feng Yuan's tone was a little excited. Looking at Zhang Runtao opposite, they were still skeptical: "I know you doubt me, but this child is very serious. You must pay attention to it."
Lu Qing was excited: "of course we don't believe it. My heart is cheerful and lively. Where is it like suffering from depression?"
"I just checked the information. It is said on the Internet that most of the manifestations of depression are not like going out and not sociable, but they are very cheerful. Are you mistaken?"
Zhang Runtao pushed his glasses. At this time, he would rather that Feng Yuan was lying to them.
Jiang Chan raised her hand: "I know you don't believe it. Xingyun will arrive in 20 minutes. He is a well-known psychiatrist. My mother cured him. It will be more convincing when he arrives."
"Mr. Zhang, we have no malice, but the child is still young. My mother is also out of goodwill to the child. Honestly, we really have nothing to do with your husband and wife."
Jiang Chan said this directly. If Feng Yuan hadn't seen the poor little girl, who would argue with the couple? Kind as a donkey's liver and lung.
Jiang Chan didn't like Zhang Runtao and Lu Qing very much, so she rushed them to sit down. During this time, they both took care of their little daughter. The older ones didn't care. No wonder the child was so young.
Jiang Chan sighed and touched the little girl's hair.
"I'll find the medicine box." unwilling to see Zhang Runtao and his wife, Jiang Chan brought the medicine box from the room.
She half knelt down in front of Xinxin, carefully disinfected Xinxin's palm, applied medicine, and then wrapped it with gauze. During this period, the child seemed to feel no pain and sat motionless like a person.
Jiang Chan sighed, holding her heart's small wrist to explore a pulse, "I know some traditional Chinese medicine. The child's inner side is very empty. If you don't believe it, you can take her to the hospital for examination."
Liu Xingyun came in and saw Jiang Chan half kneeling on the ground. Feng Yuan had told him about the situation. Therefore, when he came in, he saw the target task heart. After nodding with Zhang Runtao and his wife, Liu Xingyun squatted down in front of heart: "Hello, children."
Seeing the stranger, he subconsciously pulled up a smile: "Hello, uncle."
Her smile only came to her face, but there was no smile in her eyes. Liu Xingyun's face remained unchanged. He said a few words to Xinxin. Most of them were asked, but Xinxin's answer was very scattered, and the preface didn't match the later language.
Jiang Chan moved aside and gave Liu Xingyun a position, which also made it more convenient for him to communicate with his heart.
Seeing that Zhang Runtao and his wife have been staring at Liu Xingyun, Jiang Chan said faintly: "Xingyun is a psychiatrist in the provincial affiliated hospital. These messages can be found on the Internet."
Lu Qing immediately touched out her mobile phone and began to search for Liu Xingyun's information. As for Zhang Runtao, he held his little daughter and stared at Liu Xingyun and his heart. He didn't know whether he listened to Jiang Chan's words.
Asked a few questions, Liu Xingyun also knew. He looked at the little girl in Zhang Runtao's arms, then looked at his heart, and suddenly asked, "is that your little daughter?"
"Yes, isn't the second child policy open now? We just want to have another one, and we won't be alone in the future." after finding out the origin of Liu Xingyun and seeing that he is now the chief physician of the provincial Affiliated Hospital, Lu Qing's worry about being cheated is also relieved.
"We are all only children, and we will inevitably feel lonely. We want to have one more child, and they can take care of them in the future..." Zhang Runtao explained with difficulty. When he saw the expressionless little face of his eldest daughter, his heart was like a knife.
"Your starting point is good, but you haven't properly handled the relationship between you and your heart." Liu Xingyun hit the nail on the head: "I can feel that this child lacks love and security."
"I can responsibly tell you that her depression is very serious and can not be underestimated. You should take it to heart."
"But how can such a young child have depression? She is still so cheerful and likes to laugh." Lu Qing muttered to herself, as if she wanted to find a reason to overturn Zhang Runtao's diagnosis.
Zhang Runtao looked serious: "I'm not alarmist. You only know depression, but in our medicine, there is also a kind of depression called smile depression."
"Smile depression?"
"Yes, pretend to be like others and try to tell yourself to hold on for another day. The more sad you are, the happier you smile. There is no clear self-worth identification. These are the manifestations of smiling depression."
"Everyone has depression, but depression is different from depression. You can adjust depression, but depression can't. You have to see a doctor, and you also need the cooperation of your parents. If you don't believe us, it doesn't matter. There are so many hospitals. Take the child to see it this morning."
"We should go back and think about it, doctor, and we'll contact later." Zhang Runtao picked up his little daughter and stood up. In fact, he already believed Zhang Runtao's seven or eight points, but he still wanted to go back and see a doctor.
Liu Xingyun doesn't care: "it doesn't matter. The incident happened suddenly. We're so talkative. You don't believe we can understand it. The incident happened suddenly, but don't delay the child. It's easy to have problems if you drag around. Now it can't be delayed."
Jiang Chan stood up and said, "I'll see you off."