Father Song said in a deep voice, "Junjun will be the daughter of a friend. In order not to cause trouble for her, let's talk less about Junjun at home. If you really want to say, you can talk to her when she's away."
Mother song sighed: "we have not entered the door yet. We have to watch the scene when we talk. If we enter the door and stay under the eaves, do we still have freedom of speech?"
In the living room, song's father and mother are whispering, and he Miaomiao is absent-minded in the kitchen to wash the dishes. She now recovered and knew that she had behaved badly at dinner.
Now in retrospect, it was called a cold sweat. Originally, song Ruizhe's parents didn't like her very much. She still shook her face like this. Did she have less impression on his parents?
"Sorry, I shouldn't have put on my face in the restaurant just now." he Miaomiao took the first step to apologize after secretly looking at Song Ruizhe.
Song Ruizhe silently wiped the bowl: "Miao Miao, I think you have too much heart knot for Tang Peijun. I said she has nothing to do with us. We just have to live our own life."
"I know it's bad, but every time I think of her, I feel particularly uncomfortable. I try hard to avoid her, but why does she still appear around me?"
Song Ruizhe was silent for two seconds and suddenly said, "but these need to be borne by yourself. Although I don't like Tang Peijun, after all, she grew up under the eyes of my parents. This is an unalterable fact."
"They have deep feelings for Tang Peijun. Tang Peijun is like their daughter. When we get married in the future, or what products Tang Peijun's company has launched, our family will inevitably mention it."
"In short, because you chose me, you should also accept that my parents will mention Tang Peijun from time to time. They are not unintentional, nor do they want to compare you with Tang Peijun."
He Miaomiao's face was dim. If Tang Peijun was not so excellent, maybe she and song Ruizhe wouldn't go so hard. But she forgot that even if Jiang Chan didn't make these achievements, Mother Song didn't like her either.
Sometimes external achievements are just icing on the cake. It depends more on personal character. Take it for granted, he Miaomiao's many careful thoughts have nothing to hide under the eyes of mother song, which is also something that mother song doesn't like.
"If you don't like it, I'll talk to my parents and let them mention it less at home." Song Ruizhe wiped his hands and was ready to push the door out.
He Miaomiao quickly put down the rag and grabbed song Ruizhe's clothes: "no, after all, it's your parents. We are young people. Do we have to take care of our parents' words and deeds? I just envy her."
Song's mother, who came to the kitchen to pour water, went back to the living room, winked at Song's father, and they went back to the room. Forget it, out of sight is clean.
In the kitchen, song Ruizhe was rational and almost ruthless: "I also envy her for making such achievements. She is already studying for a master's degree, and we haven't graduated yet. But what can we do about envy? If we don't work hard, the gap between us and her will become larger and larger, which we can't change."
"I know. I'm just jealous. I'm jealous of why she is so liked by your parents. I'm jealous of why she can make such achievements. No matter who mentions her, I feel uncomfortable."
"You care about her too much." Song Ruizhe sighed. "If you don't adjust your ideas, we, including my parents, will work very hard in the future. You are full of resentment here, but Tang Peijun doesn't care about it at all."
"For us, she is just a passer-by. She will not participate in our life, but she really existed in the past ten years. We can't deny it."
"I know what you mean." he Miaomiao wiped his face. "I can't erase her trace. As she gets better and better, we can only accept this fact."
"Take your time. I'll try my best to convince my parents not to mention this name in the future." Song Ruizhe patted her on the shoulder and went out of the kitchen.
Now he can only tell himself that this is his own choice. He must not regret it. But really won't regret it? Every time he heard his parents say what achievements Tang Peijun had made or what reports about her, he subconsciously paid attention to her.
If he hadn't been with he Miaomiao, he wouldn't have walked so hard now. Every time the idea crossed his mind, it was quickly denied by him.
He can't think so. Once he thinks so, he will soon lose confidence in the relationship and can't stick to it anymore. Moreover, all this is unfair to he Miaomiao. After all, he and he Miaomiao have been together for three years.
No matter how difficult it is, this is also the path he has chosen. He must go on. Otherwise, his previous years of hard work will not come to naught? That's something he can't accept.
If he Miaomiao was good enough, maybe he and he Miaomiao wouldn't be so difficult, but it was because there was a Tang Peijun there, and the two formed a sharp contrast.
Subconsciously, the elders will inevitably compare the two. In good conscience, he Miaomiao really has a long way to go to catch up with Tang Peijun.
But he has no way. The excellence of others is someone else's business. Do you want others to accommodate you just because of your bad faith or self-confidence?
To put it bluntly, the world doesn't revolve around you. When you encounter something unpleasant, you can only digest and deal with it by yourself.
Song Ruizhe has also discovered that he Miaomiao has a princess disease. It seems that everyone around her wants to coax her and hold her, but how is this possible?
He is her boyfriend. He can tolerate her small temper. But his parents have no obligation to tolerate he Miaomiao's affectation, especially Tang Peijun and Zhuyu.
After all, if he had been directly engaged to Tang Peijun at the beginning, the family would not have come to this point. Looking back now, there is nothing wrong with Tang Peijun. After all, he grew up together.
But why did he like he Miaomiao at the beginning? Remembering the gloom on he Miaomiao during this period, song Ruizhe shook his head. At the beginning, he was attracted by he Miaomiao's character like a little sun.
It seems that she gets along with everyone. She warms the people around like a small sun. But when did the sun change? She has her own caution?