"But once I get hurt in the process of getting along, it's hard for me to give them that wholeheartedly. Am I very timid and cowardly?"
Jiang Chan: "of course not. It's the most normal way to protect yourself from injury. I don't think you've done anything wrong. You don't have to feel sorry for anyone. As for your parents, if you really don't want to forgive, don't forgive."
"If you don't forgive, it doesn't mean you did wrong. No one said that you could erase everything in the past by saying sorry. If you reluctantly forgive, it will make you feel worse. It's better to be like this."
"Little cicada, so I like to stay with you. It seems that only you will consider me from my point of view, always put my feelings first, and won't force me to do things I don't like."
Lu Wei also admitted that her feelings for her parents were indeed complex, but if she was allowed to forgive her parents, she really couldn't. Now it's good that we have our own lives, and the well water doesn't invade the river.
"If you are firm and say no to those unwilling things, you won't be so hard. It's undoubtedly very hard to please everyone around you. After all, many people eat people's food and don't do personnel."
Jiang Chan said sarcastic words calmly: "don't satisfy everyone. Just have a clear conscience."
"You're right. I really should be tough. My biggest disadvantage is that I won't refuse people. As long as others treat me better, I will basically dig my heart and lungs for them. It seems that I pay less. I feel sorry for them."
"You can control the scale yourself. Don't worry, I've been there all the time." Jiang Chan sighed silently. It seems that there are various reasons behind every tragedy, but in the final analysis, the influence of the original family really accounts for the vast majority.
"Yes, you've been there all the time. It's amazing. As long as I know you're there, I'm full of courage at once. It seems that I'm not afraid of anything."
No longer looking at the mobile phone, Lu Wei got up and pulled her slippers to the window: "look how broad the sky outside? Why should I focus on the people who make me sad? I still have a lot of things to do."
"This is a way to keep yourself busy, so you don't have the heart to think about those sad things."
Jiang Chan nodded, "so let's discuss your new film? Or do you want to release the album first?"
"Let's start with the album. I've saved a lot of songs over the years. I want to make them. As for the film, wait until I'm finished with the album. It's a big project, little cicada. Will you help me?"
In the end, Lu Wei didn't forget to ask Jiang Chan for help.
"Of course I will help you." Jiang Chan made a promise. Looking at the smiling Lu Wei, she also chuckled.
With so many tasks in the world, Jiang Chan is particularly satisfied to see others lead a better life because of their own efforts.
Time passed quickly. A year passed quickly. In this year, Lu Wei launched her new album. In the second half of the year, she launched her own film time.
After time was released, it was highly praised.
"When I really heard everyone's praise, I found that it seemed that I did well?" Lu Wei leaned against the bay window of the room, holding a red wine glass in his hand, looking very comfortable.
"You did a good job. As I said earlier, you are an excellent person." Jiang Chan said: "time is your hard work, and I play little role."
It's not Jiang Chan holding Lu Wei, but Lu Wei is really a very thoughtful person. Her color matching is very bold, just like her music style. It seems that she always tries new styles.
"Here's to us!"
"To us!"
After the launch of time, Lu Wei fell silent again. She still followed Jiang Chan's previous frequency, one album and one film a year. When she was 40, she won the best director award at the International Film Festival again with the film "later".
In the eyes of others, this is Lu Wei's second award, but only he knows his feelings.
Jiang Chan: "Congratulations!"
Lu Wei: "Tongxi!"
Standing on the podium and looking at the actors of different colors and nationalities, Lu Wei cleared his throat: "tonight, the stars are shining and there are many friends. Thank you very much for giving me this award."
"Later can't win the prize without the support of the whole team, including actors, behind the scenes and other staff, but in addition, I most like to thank only one person, who is the best friend of my life."
"When I was in the most difficult time, she suddenly appeared and dispelled the haze around me. She was gentle and powerful, tolerant and short-sighted. Without her, maybe I wouldn't be standing here today. I just want to say that it's nice to meet you in a short life!"
Seeing Lu Weiyu choking, thunderous applause surged below. After bowing again, Lu Weicai went to the stage.
The annual award ceremony is particularly lively on the Internet.
"Congratulations to big sister Wei for winning the prize again!"
"Big sister Wei is great! She really gives us a long face!"
"I'm going to cry after listening to sister Da Wei's acceptance speech!"
"It was not easy before sister Da Wei!"
"Sui Yanzhen, this dog, treats us like this! You deserve to go to hell!"
"Don't consume the dead, will you?"
"So is the land!"
"No one is curious about who sister Da Wei's best friend is?"
"Curious, but elder sister Da Wei is usually so mysterious that she can't dig out anything famous?"
Holding the trophy back to his seat, Lu Wei's tight nerves relaxed: "little cicada, I'm not shy on the stage, am I?"
"Of course not. You are the brightest star tonight."
Jiang Chan: "it is estimated that everyone on the Internet is curious about who your best friend is."
"They will never think of you." Lu Wei narrowed his eyes with the trophy. "This is the unique secret between us."
It seems that after each award, Lu Wei will go to Yan Jing's program. This is not just to the hotel, Yan Jing called: "Da Wei, Congratulations, come to the program when you are free?"
"Sister Jing calls. You have to have time if you don't have time." Lu Wei joked with her. She is a bit of a bed reader. Every time she comes abroad is a challenge. She can't slow down in two days.
Chen Chen was also very surprised. A few years ago, she didn't listen to Lu Wei about recognizing the bed. She thought her problem had been cured. Unexpectedly, she made it again a few years later.
Because of Lu Wei's bed recognition, they almost came a few days in advance to participate in the film festival in the past two years. They hurried back after the award ceremony. Others don't feel bad, but Chen Chen still feels bad about her.