Liang Jingqi Yanyan said, "what else can you be as a substitute? Do rich people like this? If you can't get it, you can get a similar product and put it around. Every time he looks at Liang Xinyue through me, I feel very disgusting."

Qi Yan clenched his teeth: "Mom will accompany you to see a psychologist this afternoon. I won't let go of those who have hurt you. It's ok if you and ye min break up. Such a man doesn't have to go down again."

Liang Jingqi is helpless: "now is a society ruled by law, and private revenge is to go to jail. I just hope not to disturb your interest in eating. I don't want to let others spoil the fun."

Qi Yan took Liang Jingqi's hand: "it's me. Qiqi, you should be selfish. Don't worry about others and think about yourself. I feel bad about you."

Liang Jingqi's fingers moved: "I'm used to it and can't seem to change. When I'm with song Yao, I have to worry about song Yao's health. When I'm with Ye min, I have to take into account his mood. No one has ever asked me whether I'm doing well or whether I'm in pain."

Qi Yan randomly took out two pieces of tissue paper: "we won't eat. I'll take you to see a psychologist now. Qiqi, I'll always be with you. Even if... Even if you don't forgive me all your life... I'll be with you."

Liang Jingqi's finger moved: "I didn't blame you. Up to now, I don't know who to blame. Love and hate need a lot of emotion. My emotion is like a dry well. It's always giving, and it's dried up."

"Let's go. I know a psychologist. We'll go there now." they took Liang Jingqi out of their seats and left the Chinese restaurant.

In the afternoon, I went to see a psychologist. Just after coming out of the clinic, Liang Jingqi received a call from Liang Hongsheng: "Jingqi, when will you get home? What flavor do you like? I asked my aunt to cook some dishes you like?"

Liang Jingqi pulled the shoulder strap of her satchel: "I can do anything. I'm not picky about food."

After talking with the psychologist all afternoon, her depression seemed to be much less, but she was still a little listless.

Liang Hongsheng looked down at the diagnosis report sent by Jiang Chan on his mobile phone and saw that Liang Jingqi had moderate depression. His pupils shrank and his voice was always soft: "OK, I'll ask my aunt to do more. Come back and try which one you like?"

"OK, thank you, Dad."

Qi Yan walked on Liang Jingqi's left. "He's your father. You don't have to say thank you to him. Mom Zhang's cooking is very good. Tell mom Zhang what you want to eat when you get home. She'll do well."

"When you get home, I'll decorate you with a big room. What kind of decoration style do you like?"

Liang Jingqi thought: "I'll see it then. I want a workshop. My dream has always been to be a fashion designer. I can't choose before. Now I want to do what I really like to do."

Qi Yan promised: "yes, I'll clean up the third floor after I go back. It's all your territory at that time."

Patients with depression are in a special situation. It is difficult for them to be interested in the outside world. The opinion of psychologists is to try to meet the subjective wishes of patients. What's more, Qi Yan wants to make up for Liang Jingqi. Naturally, she will agree to whatever Liang Jingqi says.

On the way back, Jiang Chan suddenly said, "do you just forgive Qi Yan? She used to help Liang Xinyue find your stubble."

Liang Jingqi held her head: "little cicada, I'm very greedy. I want to take all that once belonged to Liang Xinyue as my own. She's my mother. I don't want to push it to others. As long as I treat me well in the future, I'll treat the previous things as a big dream."

Jiang Chan sighed: "don't you think it's too cheap for her? In fact, I can't see it. If anyone treats me like Qi Yan, I have to crush her."

Liang Jingqi: "I know you want to vent your anger for me, and I can understand it, but that's based on the premise that Qi Yan doesn't know I'm her daughter. You don't know how much I admire Liang Xinyue. She has everything I don't have, and I want all the things that originally belong to me."

"I also want to know what it's like to be protected and loved by my mother, because I've never experienced it, so I'm particularly greedy." I glanced at Qi Yan sitting on her side, and Liang Jingqi said.

"In fact, it's hard for her," sighed Liang Jingqi. "I know she did something wrong before, but now she has paid the price, and her father has a estrangement with her. If even I blame her, she won't be able to hold on."

Jiang Chan is very rational: "it is precisely because you still accept her that she will suffer more in the future. Qi Yan has a problem with his character, but he really has nothing to say to his children."

Liang Jingqi blinked: "so, I especially want to have such a relative. There are few relatives, and I don't want to miss one."

Jiang Chan: "I don't know how to evaluate your character. It's both weak and brave."

Liang Jingqi: "I just compare my heart to my heart. I'm always used to transposition thinking. In fact, it's not very good. Sometimes I should think more about myself."

Jiang Chan: "that's what I want to persuade you. It's a good moral character to think of others, but the premise is to protect yourself and don't hurt yourself."

Liang Jingqi: "I know what you mean. If the result is good, I can accept some harm in the process. As long as it doesn't touch my principles and bottom line."

Jiang Chan: "for example, if ye min comes back to you, you will never accept it?"

"Yes." Liang Xinyue nodded, "I can forgive Qi Yan's injury because she doesn't know. But I can't forgive Ye min. He approached me with a sinister purpose and regarded me as a substitute, which is abusing my love."

"I can't forgive song Yao, even if Qi Yan is in the wrong, but song Yao and I have lived together for more than 20 years. I take care of her life so carefully and think of her in everything, but I haven't even cultivated a trace of emotion. She always looks at me with the eyes of her enemies, and I can't accept it."

"She and ye min stabbed me in the heart, but what they maintained and put on the tip of my heart was Liang Xinyue, which hurt my heart."

"Am I so bad? Why can't I compare with Liang Xinyue? Both song Yao and ye min like Liang Xinyue. What about me? I gave them everything, but they ignored it."

Leaning on the back seat, Liang Jingqi unconsciously asked this sentence out.

Qi Yan was shocked. She subconsciously turned her head and saw Liang Jingqi's face slide down two lines of tears. She looked very haggard.