Looking at the test results of the students next to me, I miss it very much: "red list? I was also on the red list in those years."
The so-called red list refers to the top 100 students in each examination grade of No. 3 middle school. I remember that she didn't seem to have come down from the first place in the exam.
Shen Shiqing knocked her on the head: "modest. I heard from my aunt that you have never won a place other than the first. Are you very tired to keep the first place all the time?"
"It's a bit." Gu Nian nodded: "didn't I tell you? After the high school entrance examination, I fell out with Gu Qingcheng because I signed up for the third middle school. I'm afraid they threaten me with my studies again."
"I want to study hard and don't want to be shackled by others. No doubt the third middle school gave me a lot of help at that time. I was free of tuition for three years and gave me living expenses every month. It really solved my urgent need at that time."
Shen Shiqing quietly listened to Gu Nian and said, "at that time, I wanted to study early and make money early. I urgently wanted to escape from that cage. At that home, I was out of breath."
"Maybe it's because I signed up for No. 3 middle school and challenged their authority as parents. During the military training of senior one, they didn't give me living expenses, which forced me to be soft."
Looking at the red list, I don't know where my thoughts have drifted. Shen Shiqing bit his teeth. Even if Gu Qingcheng said something to him in the morning, he still couldn't imagine how difficult it was to miss that year. All he could do was to hold his caring hand and listen to her finish quietly.
"I wasn't in good health before. In addition, the armed police were specially invited by the school military training that year. Naturally, I couldn't resist, and I fainted the next day of military training."
Shen Shiqing held her hand: "when we go back this time, we'll have a detailed physical examination."
Gu Nian knows what he means: "I'm much better after college. I've been taking care of myself for the past few years. I'm in great health now. Maybe they know they're stubborn but me. Since then, the way they treat me has changed a lot."
"I know they are trying to change, and I know they feel guilty and want to make up for it. But I remember too early. Some things can't be erased after you apologize and make up for them. I always remember."
"Sometimes I don't like myself very much. I'm too serious, because it's easy to be serious. I'm also thinking, do I want to change this character? But sometimes I can't tell what others say is true and what is false."
Shen Shiqing: "you don't need to change. People who know you won't step on your minefield."
Gu Nian: "so, they don't understand me. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable when I see them like that. I think about what I want to say to me, but I think I'm close to them, and I stand still because of the injury of more than ten years ago."
Shen Shiqing: "you have done very well. If you were me, maybe I would be far from being like you. You are still soft hearted to them after all."
Gu Nian: "maybe, I never thought that one day we would have such a peaceful meal on the same table. In my memory before junior high school, I always remember all kinds of reprimands, praises and praises, and I never heard them."
"Their logic is usually like this. How can others be the first and how can you be the second? Why can others be the monitor and you can't? Why do others bully you?"
Shen Shiqing was silent and suddenly said, "we can't decide what kind of parents we meet. But we can decide what kind of parents we become. If we have children, I won't educate them like this."
Gu Nian raised his eyes: "I have never seen how other parents educate their children, but I believe you will become a good father. After meeting you, I learned a lot of warmth from you. I believe you will be a warm father."
Shen Shiqing looked at it and thought for a long time: "if it weren't for the campus, I would like to hug you. My thoughts are also a warm person. Even if I had such a painful past, I still embrace the world with love."
Gu Nian: "such a high evaluation? I don't know myself?"
Shen Shiqing: "people with clear eyes can see that even if they hurt you so much, you still live in peace with them. You buy them a house and a car, you adopt Xiaobai and pudding, and take good care of them. Your company will spend a lot of money on public welfare every year..."
Although Gu Nian didn't say this, Shen Shiqing is not blind. Can he not see it? Just thinking about doing more and talking less, it happens that such people are the most distressing.
Gu Nian's ears are a little red: "well, stop talking, the teaching building is here."
Shen Shiqing knows that Gu Nian is not used to being praised face-to-face. Perhaps it is because she was rarely affirmed face-to-face before. In her bones, she is a little girl eager to be affirmed.
Even if Gu has only been in high school for one year and has graduated for several years, her teachers still remember her. Especially Mr. Qi and Mr. Liu, don't mention how happy they are.
After all, she spent the longest time with them. When she went to the competition, she was accompanied by two teachers all the way.
Teacher Qi looked at her with relief and thought: "at that time, I thought it was not easy for you to be a little girl. Now it's all right. After all the hard work, someone will take care of you in the future."
Gu Nian blinked, but his tears didn't fall out: "when I was studying, the teachers paid a lot of attention to me. You brought me breakfast, and Miss Liu sometimes took me to her house for dinner."
"When I went abroad to participate in the competition, I was acclimatized, and the teacher went to borrow the small kitchen to cook for me, which I remember."
Listening to Gu Nian talk about the past, Mr. Qi and Mr. Liu waved their hands again and again: "you are our student. Since we have this fate between teachers and students, we will naturally cherish it, and you child, it's not easy."
Mr. Liu: "now, there are people around you who know the cold and the hot. It also saves us from worrying about you."
Shen Shiqing nodded solemnly, "don't worry, I'll take good care of her."
Gu Nian quietly wiped away the tears in his eyes when he turned his head. "Teacher, how are you doing recently? I remember when the new year passed, Shigong said you had low back pain. Are you better recently? Why don't you go to the big hospital for examination? I'll make an appointment for you?"
Teacher Qi waved his hand: "my waist is much better. It's not a big problem. You have to take care of yourself only when you work outside. Your child is too stubborn. Don't be bored with anything."
Miss Liu: "just call us if you are sad. There is nothing you can't get through in this world."