Xu Ting sat up immediately: "Why so fast? Is she not yet sixty? Her mother is still alive and well."
Although they haven't returned to their hometown in these years, Zhang's family sent people to watch Xu Ting all the way. Back then, after the two brothers of the Zhang family gave 200,000 yuan to each other, it was a filial piety to the old couple of the Zhang family over the years.
Picture of what? Not the money in the picture? Therefore, the old couple of the Zhang family have had a pretty good life these years. Maybe it was because she was rich, Zhang Li's mother was doing just fine.
Why is Zhang Li going to be ahead now?
Jiang Chan: "Who knows? Life is impermanent, so it's just this period of time."
Xu Ting: "Although she is mentally ill, isn't she in good health? I hated her so much back then, but seeing her so crazy, I can't help but hurt her."
Jiang Chan: "Good health doesn't mean that there are no accidents. In fact, it's quite hard for her to live like this."
Xu Ting sighed: "Then you have to talk to Da Hai, go see her more during this time, and don't leave any regrets in your life."
Early the next morning, Xu Ting suggested to visit Zhang Li more in the future. Although Xu Hai and Xu Xi did not understand, they agreed. Only Xu Chuan thought of something else, and he didn't knock Jiang Chan on the way to work.
"Auntie, what's wrong with her?" Over the years, Xu Chuan had a deep understanding of Jiang Chan's abilities, and he had a bad premonition in his heart.
Jiang Chan: "It's just as you think, she's not too long."
Xu Chuan covered his head and laughed softly after a long while: "Auntie, I didn't expect that she would actually walk in front of me in this life, and I suddenly feel strange in my heart."
"If she leaves, we will really become motherless people. Thinking about it like this, it's weird."
Jiang Chan: "Then let you pick her up and live with you, would you like to?"
Xu Chuan shook his head: "I don't want to, she is mentally unstable, and my wife is pregnant. I dare not let Zhang Li get close to anyone."
Jiang Chan snapped her fingers: "Isn't that so? People have biases in their hearts, didn't you also make your choice? Besides, Zhang Li occupies the identity of your mother, and you have not been bad to her over the years. Bar?"
"Dai Dahai has hired a lot of doctors for her since she became independent? But her illness can't be cured. Is it anyone else's fault? You have already done what you can, and leave the rest to fate."
Xu Chuan: "Didn't my aunt always teach me not to believe in fate? Why do you say that now?"
Jiang Chan: "These are two different things. When manpower is scarce, you have to admit something you can't do. Although it's painful, you must admit it if you should."
With Jiang Chan's guidance, Xu Chuan felt a lot better. He started the car again and went to the bureau: "Auntie, every time I see you, I feel amazing."
Jiang Chan chuckled: "How do you say?"
Xu Chuan: "I think my aunt is very powerful. As long as anyone does something, they can't hide it from your eyes."
Jiang Chan: "Envy?"
Xu Chuan thought about it and shook his head: "Although I am envious, I don't want to be a person like you."
Jiang Chan was curious now: "Why?"
Xu Chuan: "No one has any disciples if you are the best. For someone like Auntie who has insight into the world, it will be very stressful for others to be with you. Besides, living like Auntie makes me feel a little tired. It's better for people to be confused."
Jiang Chan sneered, "You think too much, I have a lot of friends, and no one said that there would be pressure to be with me. In fact, if the other party is upright, they should like being with people like me very much. ."
"Compared to living my life in a daze, I would rather walk alone and sober. I came to this world to see the world clearly. Of course, everyone has their own choices. This is my own opinion. "
Xu Chuan: "That's why I can't do what my aunt does. Seeing everyone clearly makes it easy to be disappointed in others."
Jiang Chan: "Then you still need to practice, the real open-mindedness is that I know that there are many things in this world that are not beautiful, and that everyone has various shortcomings, but after I see the whole world clearly, I am still willing to embrace the whole world. The world is willing to embrace those who are not beautiful."
Xu Chuan was silent: "Auntie, you have gone through so much to get this insight. It is estimated that when I am fifty or sixty years old, I will be like my aunt."
Jiang Chan: "The more you've experienced, the more your vision and mood will naturally be different. Compared to others, you've experienced a lot."
Xu Chuan: "Compared with my aunt, I think I am very naive."
Jiang Chan: "Everyone needs to grow up. I'm optimistic about you. On Zhang Li's side, if you have time, you should go and have a look. Cherish it for a limited time, and don't regret it after you pass away."
Xu Chuan wiped his face: "I know what you mean, auntie, I will go. Knowing that her time is short, those resentments in my heart suddenly disappeared, but at the same time, my heart Empty again."
"I haven't seen my grandparents, and my grandparents are like that again, my mother..." Xu Chuan sighed: "I especially envy those who have elders, because I have never felt any of these."
Jiang Chan knew what Xu Chuan meant, and because he had never owned it, he was extremely eager.
"I thought I had given up all these years, but every time I think of my past dreams, I don't want to step into the Fifth Academy again, because I'm not sure if I will break out."
Xu Chuan smiled bitterly: "Auntie, you're right, Zhang Li is crazy, but we sober people have to bear more. Obviously these are not what I want to bear, but they just fell into our hands."
"I thank her for giving birth to us, but it's over after birth? To be born without raising is the greatest cruelty, not to mention..."
Jiang Chan: "You might as well think about it differently. It's not that she doesn't want to, but she has no ability. Will you feel better?"
Xu Chuan hooked his lips: "Aunt, it's comfortable to talk to you, I feel better when I think about it this way."
Jiang Chan: "That's good. We can only accept what has happened. Xiaochuan, you were meticulously cultivated by me. I believe you have enough courage to face all the difficulties in your life."
Xu Chuan slammed the car door: "Yes, as long as my aunt is there, I'm not afraid of any difficulties."
Seeing Xu Chuan cheering up, Jiang Chan didn't say more, she knew that Xu Chuan would adjust her mood, because he was a person with a strong mind.
After all, Xu Hai was busy with work, so the brothers made an appointment and the time was staggered. When they went to visit Zhang Li, Zhang Li had very little time to be awake, and most of the time she was confused.
Xu Chuan stood outside the window and watched the nurse give Zhang Li water and wipe her hands, his eyes were calm and unwavering. He thought that seeing Zhang Li again would make his mood fluctuate, but now he found that he was very calm, and Zhang Li would never be his nightmare again.