"At first glance, I am now holding the military power. Two or more officers and men in Daxin obey my orders. What a sight. However, I know that if the mother imperial concubine were alive, she would not want to see this. At that time, the love of the former Emperor for me also frightened the mother imperial concubine for a while. The mother imperial concubine only hopes that I can be an ordinary Prince for a lifetime, It's good to be able to enjoy prosperity and wealth, have a wife and children, and live a lifetime like this. If I knew I would be like this today, I don't know how to worry. Fortunately, now, the mother imperial concubine doesn't need to worry. Being invisible is a relief. "
Su Yunchu's voice inside, I do not know when, has more choking, "Huaiqing..."
Murong yuan looked at Su Yunchu with a soft face and the hairpin between Su Yunchu's hair. "Do you know why I became like this regardless of my mother's expectation?"
The light smile on his face looked like he didn't care, as if all the past had passed tonight after years, leaving no trace and pain in his heart.
"Huai Qing, stop talking. Let the past pass."
Su Yunchu suddenly felt that he had no courage to listen. The original idea of digging up scars and healing wounds now seems to be how ridiculous and selfish.
Because the more he looked at Murong yuan's calm face, the more Su Yun knew that the more he wanted to dust off the past, the more cruel it was.
But Murong yuan smiled and looked at Su Yunchu. "Ah Chu, don't be afraid. Those are the past years."
Su Yunchu suddenly didn't know how to speak.
But Murong yuan continued, "Later, half a year after the father ascended the throne, this secret message was silently circulated in the harem. They all said that the fifth prince was not the father's own son, because the fifth Prince's eyes seemed different from those of the new couple. In fact, at that time, I couldn't see the difference between my eyes and others, but if others said so, I would Subconsciously observe your eyes more, but I haven't seen any difference for a long time, but I often see that the mother imperial concubine will carry me behind her back and secretly cry where I can't see, or, late at night, when she thinks I'm asleep, she will look at me in front of my bed for a long time. "
"When I was a child, maybe the former Emperor was too fond of me, but my father didn't like me as much as the other princes. Although I know that among the whole imperial concubines, the mother imperial concubine is the most favored, but I'm not the most favored imperial son in my father's Imperial concubine. Later, the messages in the harem became more and more intense, and my father didn't like me any more, even though the mother imperial concubine is still the most favored Concubine, but my father looked at me suspiciously. Even, he would often look into my eyes and then frown deeply. "
Murongyuan said this, his tone had a cold color of forbearance, and then went on. In his voice, Su Yunchu was not hard to hear that resentment.
"Until one day, I came back from the imperial garden. At that time, I had just played a few eunuchs who were more and more daring to talk openly about the mother imperial concubine and my little eunuch. However, when I returned to the mother imperial concubine palace, many palace people had surrounded the palace one after another. At that time, the father and the queen were there, and many women in the palace came. When I returned to the palace, the queen was waiting Someone took me out. Later, I heard that the mother imperial concubine was found lying on the bed of the mother imperial concubine's bedroom together with a bodyguard in the palace. "
Su Yunchu only felt that his facial features were haunted by something very painful. He was flustered. He didn't know how to express it. Murong Yuan said it was calm, but she knew that his heart was not calm. He looked like telling other people's stories, but that was his own experience.