Chapter 94

Shan Jingqiu was excited to hear that, but she looked at the time and knew that her daughter would be released soon, so she hurriedly murmured loudly to the phone: "She will come out of the delivery room in about half an hour, You have to be ready, and those mattresses on the bed have to be tidied up, you know!"

"Okay, okay! Mom, I understand! Be careful when you come here..." The man smiled foolishly, hung up the phone and started another chaos.

Shan Jingqiu, who hung up the phone, smiled happily while tidying up. Although she already had the experience of being a grandmother once, she didn't feel bad at all when she experienced it again! Thinking of the baby born to her own daughter, her eyebrows and eyes are so lovingly curved, even if she only glimpses it occasionally, she can feel deeply satisfied in it.

Thinking of two years ago, Lin Yu suddenly appeared in front of her with a big man holding her hand. She raised her little chin to pretend to be proud but trembling, telling herself that she was destined to marry that man, which shocked Shan Jingqiu's eyes. The strange thing is that the man Lin Yu was looking for turned out to be Jian Huai, the male lead in the original story, Lin Qing’s perfect soldier brother in the story. At that time, Shan Jingqiu was worried, although her daughter must have been in @通水遇见: Upstairs please Don't give me any poisonous chicken soup, okay? After reading "The Road to Science", you know that Mr. Lin Xiong's family is from the countryside, and the name of the village has come out, and there is not a single photo when she was very young... and you have read Teacher Lin Yu's previous anthology, you know that she was a child How about a life story you've written? She wrote in "My Childhood" how bad she and her brother had been when she was a child! Later, her father passed away, and her mother changed her life, but at that time, I didn't know that the brother mentioned on her was referring to Mr. Lin Xiong, okay?

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@叔叔走行江湖: A student from City B University came forward to say it. In fact, I have seen this picture in another place. It is the home of my doctoral supervisor. His wife is Lin Qing, a well-known philanthropist in China (I believe everyone has heard of her. Let’s name it!) The video broadcasting website she founded has been transformed into a barrage website in recent years and has developed smoothly. The company’s income is countless. Her favorite thing is donations and building Hope Primary Schools. The Women's Federation has invested a lot of money to save those abused women and children! Anyone who knows a little about charity knows how amazing she is! According to my tutor's proud statement (emphasis added, I can't describe how exaggerated the tsk expression I saw at that time!), it was a family photo of his wife and his wife's cousin, cousin, eldest aunt, etc., It seems that this family is all excellent talents!

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@大路超天两依富: Ah... Datong Village is a well-known county seat of ours. In fact, these few people are the stars of Datong Village where we went out. 2333, what kind of ribbon-cutting city activities can occasionally see a few big shots Yes, in fact, the mother of Lin Yu and Lin Xiong is called Shan Jingqiu. If you don’t know her, you can google it. She went to literacy classes by virtue of being illiterate, attended lectures everywhere, participated in women’s federation activities, devoted her life to equal rights for men and women, and refused to abuse women. Children's pioneers! Including our folk sayings, she was a martial arts master who could beat wild boars with bare hands and break boulders with one hand! Attached are pictures I secretly took during her 70-year-old lecture! It's simply beautiful across time and space, isn't it? Not at all like an old man. [picture]

@丽丽丽丽: word mother! It's too beautiful! So in fact, the old lady Shan influenced the whole family by virtue of her illiterate status? I searched a lot of data that the old lady appeared in the papers of women's federations in various places. It is said that she directly made the incidents of drowning girls and selling children in the local area almost disappear. She even made all the children in Datong Village receive primary education and carried out literacy in Datong Village. educate! Some people on the Internet lamented that if the old lady Shan hadn't insisted on it, his father would still be a farmer by now! This is too great!

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@话脸色: That is to say, in this family, the old lady is the first person who walks in the front line of protecting women and children, insists on popularizing education, and her son is a well-known communication technology in my country (in fact, it is world-class, afraid that people will say bragging, in fact Everyone in the industry knows how much money other countries have spent to recruit Teacher Lin Xiong!) Pioneer, his daughter is a well-known children’s literature writer in my country, and she still maintains a high frequency of writing. She even almost won the X Literature Award last year. Her niece is a well-known philanthropist. I hope primary schools spread all over our country... No, the character design of this family is too Marysu, right? It's not the kind of Mary Sue who makes money to buy all over the world, but the Mary Sue whose soul is shining in the whole family!

@黑曼小丸子: Compared with the richest man, I think such a person is more valuable!

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The turbulent remarks made this family suddenly become "the most sullen family", but even Shan Jingqiu, who is most at the forefront of Internet public opinion, didn't care to pay attention. After all, her poor background made it impossible for her to continue to accompany her children.

She looked at the children crowded around the bedside. Although her son was still in the research institute to break through the technology and couldn't come back, she still had no regrets. She thought that she should have fulfilled the original body's wish, and the children had become such outstanding children. Man, in her life, she has no regrets at all.

Amidst all the crying, she finally closed her eyes and fell into another silent darkness.

Only countless reluctance and continuous love are left.

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"Task 1: The happy life of Lin Xiong and Lin Yu has been completed.

Task 2: Make Sun Jinhua regret it has been completed.

Hidden task: Become a respectable person by yourself Completed. "

The mechanical sound sounded, and the consciousness that was originally immersed in the darkness trembled. It turned out that the original body also had her own wishes at the bottom of her heart. In her life, she was looked down upon by others and thrown around like objects. In the end, all wishes were for her children. , for others, but there is still a little hope that my life can be more exciting.

Fortunately, she didn't miss this wish, and it seemed that she even smiled consciously.

But after a while the laughter stopped abruptly.

"It has been detected that the host task has been completed to a high degree, and the challenge mode has been activated."

"Entering the world... 3, 2, 1..."

Garbage 008! Rubbish! Rubbish!

Even ten thousand curses can't match this forward force.

A new challenge begins.

Unfortunately, Shan Jingqiu was just an ordinary white-collar worker before she became a reincarnation, and she didn't have any great ability to turn things around.

Fortunately, the novice welfare points offered by the garbage system before playing dead can still be used to buy the cheapest skills in the system store after deducting the points requirements for entering the world.

Thinking of the few skills she has arranged in ascending order of purchase points, even after a long time, she is still speechless.

Calligraphy·Elementary, Painting·Elementary, Chess-playing·Elementary...even driving·Elementary, God knows what driving elementary is.

Among the various skills, she is really picky!

However, she is well versed in the techniques of targeted poverty alleviation, and it is said that food is the most important thing for the people. She still chooses culinary skills, elementary, and pushes a small cart to sell snacks outside, so she can always earn some money to subsidize her family.

But maybe it's because there must be a way before the car reaches the mountain, or maybe it's the last conscience of the garbage system, the culinary skills and junior level are much better than she imagined.

All the skills in the space mall are divided into the third and third grades of high school. Of course, some skills that are very powerful just by their names are obviously divided into more small skills.

According to Shan Jingqiu's experiments and conjectures, the culinary skills she has learned and the elementary level can be summarized as "proficiency in home cooking". Presumably, the intermediate level and advanced level should be corresponding skills similar to court cuisine.

But even so, every home-cooked dish she makes will automatically play the BGM of the Chinese Little Master in her mind when she tastes it. She just feels that there are countless delicacies in the world, which is addictive.

So after her health improved, she and her daughter Lingzhu started a restaurant called Jin's Xiaochao, which was later known as Jinqiu Xiaochao. It's okay, he has always taken care of the meals at home, and later Lingzhu was responsible for delivering food between home and the hospital when he was ill. Therefore, when Shan Jingqiu showed his amazing cooking skills, the three daughters only felt that everyone was in charge at that time. The mother's talent was never discovered.

Of course, at that time, the four women soldiers never thought that this small restaurant would develop to this extent later.

"Mom, all six tables are still full tonight. If the box is private, Wang will always bring someone." Jin Lingzhu, who was still wearing an apron, walked out of the back kitchen and leaned against her mother who was sitting lazily and wandering away. She didn't want to know the news, so she said it ruthlessly.

Sure enough, when Shan Jingqiu heard the news, her ears drooped like a puppy born on her head, and she exuded a frustrated and evasive atmosphere. She obviously heard the words but ignored them, as if she could escape the busy night in this way .

Jin Lingzhu looked at her mother, her gentle face unconsciously filled with a smile.

My mother has become younger and younger recently, always acting coquettishly and self-willed, saying that old children are old children, but my mother is as self-willed as a child before she is old.

But she was not at all impatient.

After her father passed away, Lingzhu fell into a daze and panic for a while. At that time, the restaurant was neglected in management and even the master chef who was in charge of the kitchen with her father had left. She was not good at cooking, and the dishes she made could not win back the old customers. Heart, day after day, even making ends meet seems to be a matter of reluctance.

Looking at her two younger sisters who were not yet married and had just entered college, Lingzhu once felt that the burden on her shoulders was unbearable. Before her father passed away, her mother always talked about if she could find a promising man who had a car and a house, and could It would be nice to help my sister... Even she unconsciously had such an idea, if only there was such a person who could help her.

Jin Lingzhu once thought that there was such a person in her life, and that was Wang Qimeng.

Of course, such unrealistic fantasies came to an end long ago when my father was still ill.

Not long after her father left, Lingzhu heard about Wang Qimeng's many blind dates under the arrangement of her mother. While she was busy with her mother, she heard that he was married. Of course, it was impossible for her not to know This news, after all, for Ms. Wang, being able to recognize pearls with discerning eyes and preventing her pearl son from finding her fish-eyed pearls is a good thing worthy of 360 degrees of publicity.

Lizhi Hutong is very short.

The sound insulation effect of the old house is not good.

The voices from the Wang's house at the opposite door pierced her ears, and every time she dragged her tired body back home, she could hear the words said at the top of her voice.

"Tsk tsk, old Wang, look at the new wife I've found. Her parents plan to pay our son a down payment. You know, some people don't even think about saving such a down payment!"

"Look, how well this daughter-in-law is found, our son will save at least 20 years of struggle!"

"Our precious daughter-in-law doesn't need to be subsidized by our family. In the future, all the things in her family will be reserved for my good grandson!"

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Lingzhu knew every sentence and meant something.

She was so sad then. I even thought for a while, even if I find a rich man and marry like this, then I can show up in the alley with my head up and chest out, and tell Mama Wang, look, I, Lingzhu, have many people who are willing to subsidize and support me. Take care, I also despise your poor son.

Almost went the wrong way.

But the mother who obviously had the same idea suddenly changed.

She pulled herself almost stationed in a restaurant, went to the wholesale market at the other end of the city early in the morning to squeeze through the crowds, bought the freshest and cheapest vegetables, and even had to think carefully about a radish, originally because The mother who has a small fortune in the family and loves face even ran outside the restaurant and yelled to try the food. She wiped the table and washed the dishes by herself.

But this day was busy day by day, and my heart, which was originally floating in the clouds and didn't know where to go, settled down to the ground bit by bit.

Lingzhu still remembers that at that time, she was busy until eight or nine o'clock every night. After her sister finished class, the four of them packed up together until nearly ten o'clock. If it is four, mother will go directly to the door, with one hand on her hips, shaking the fan, and shouting loudly to the closed door:

"Are you saying that the world is going downhill and people's hearts are not old? Why are there so many men who eat soft rice these days~ so many~"

"If you say a thief, you know that if you steal money from others, you have to be caught and locked up. Why do some men feel honored to move money from other people's homes these days?"

"Tsk tsk, in ancient times, men who asked their wives for money to buy a house or a car would have stuck in the door backwards! In modern times, it's packaged. Men would cheat money and call it capable! I think they just have no backbone!"

She even made up a song with the tune of "You Are Ruthless": "I said he is really ruthless, and he is good at cheating money! If you ask your wife for money to buy a house, you will be proud~" She sang even louder and louder even though she was out of tune. I don't feel embarrassed.

As soon as Ms. Wang wanted to show her head, she could always reply with a voice eight notes higher: "Why, why are you angry with men who eat soft rice? You mean your Ah Meng eats soft rice! God! , I really can't imagine how you Ah Meng became such a person!"

Every time Jin Lingzhu heard those words, she would subconsciously tighten her heart, and slowly relieved herself from her mother's words. Later, she couldn't help but laugh out loud at her mother's singing.

Later, the business of the restaurant was getting better and better, and my mother's lazy look came back again. She tried her best to reduce the long queue of customers, and repeatedly raised the price but could not refuse the flock of customers. Later, Jinqiu Xiaochao even ordered Strange rules--

The door opens at 5:30 every night, six tables and one box are received (reservation required), and the menu is written on the blackboard (optional).

The tyrannical three rules are still full of business every night, and even recently, after being headlined by the official account, the reservation has already arrived four months later.

The income of a high-priced limited restaurant is beyond the imagination of many people. Lingzhu, who is in charge of the family account book, was surprised to find that before she knew it, even the money spent on her father's medical treatment was returned, and her savings became more and more abundant.

Holding the account book that day, I happily told my mother that she was slowly packing up the dishes for the evening without looking back.

"At the beginning, I couldn't think about it. You said that your father left as soon as he said and left nothing. What's the use of feelings? The four of us, mother and daughter, have to eat and drink. You have to study, get married, and get married. Can the relationship survive? In this life, nothing is missing, only a little money, but this little money is going to crush our family!"

"Originally, my mother thought about it too, so I thought it would be a success. I'll just find you a rich man! Lingzhu's mother said that she didn't want to poke your heart. At that time, my mother was so angry with Wang Yuhong. God is good, why should she dislike you? If you dislike you, you are not allowed to dislike you, because no one in our family has money!"

"But what do you do if you don't have money? Sell the three of you for money? Mom really thought it was good at the time. You said you could find a good husband's family for the three of you. Wouldn't it be nice for a man to have money in the future?"

"But I also have to thank Wang Yuhong. Mom, I am not reconciled. I think my daughter is so good, why should she be bullied by her? I will save a lot of money for the three of you, so that you can marry in a good manner, as long as you find someone you like. Man, just raise your head and chest up and pull him in front of Mom, and say Mom, I like him! As long as you are sincere, Mom Qian will pat her chest and say, Mom has plenty, and Mom doesn't make money by selling her daughter!"

"Like your dad, I blamed him for not being able to grow old with me, but we have such a good relationship, and we have never blushed in this life. I thought, what if my daughter finds a man who is not satisfied because of money?" What about it? Mom hopes that the three of you will find someone you like, and you won’t be picked and picked. If you’re not having a good day, you’ll come back to Mom. In this world, Mom will favor you! My daughter is the most OK!"

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Shan Jingqiu said a lot that day, and every sentence reached Lingzhu's heart.

It was also from that moment that those messy thoughts were completely rooted out of my heart.

Look, I have a mother who loves me the most in the world. She is a philistine, but she only wants her daughter to find a favorite man.

Whether it's right or wrong, she put her arms around her waist to protect herself in front of her.

"One of the six tables reserved in the evening is a new customer, Ms. Fang, and the rest are old customers. Mom, here is the reservation book. You can wait and see. I asked in advance. There are no taboos for taste. You can see how to set the menu ?”

"Well, Cordyceps Flower Duck Soup/Lotus Pork Belly Soup is optional, twice-cooked pork, marinated platter, sweet and sour pork loin... let's start with these, choose a few from the usual expensive menu and write it on it, so that they don't want to eat expensive ones ..."

Shan Jingqiu pretended not to hear it just now, but now she quickly picked up the menu, and quickly rushed into the kitchen to prepare.

Looking at her mother who instantly regained her vitality, the corners of Lingzhu's mouth curled up.

Just like every dish in this restaurant is full of homely atmosphere and fireworks, as long as my mother is standing there alive and well, she will feel very stable in her heart, and this day will be enjoyable.

Looking at the busy figure in the restaurant, her thoughts danced.

Now the only regret of the three of them in private is that their mother has lost a lot of weight in order to make money for the family. If possible, they hope to bring their mother back to her happy and fat little by little.

Shan Jingqiu, who managed to lose weight successfully:? ? ? ?

And those who have loosened their stubbornness usually say something like this: "Hey...it's not right to beat your wife, but divorce is too much. How can anyone want divorce!"

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You say what you say, and the unfinished discussion in the mutual aid class just now continues. In the mutual aid class, sharing is more respected than arguing. Everyone can talk about their own opinions, but no one is required to persuade Who, of course, what more people need is a hearty debate, which is naturally left after class for them to comment on their own.

However, in such sharing and debates again and again, the women in Datong Village and even the surrounding villages have completely different ideas.

They began to realize that, as women, they are the ones who oppress women the most. The ones who were once bullied by their mother-in-law are the ones who are now most scolded by their daughter-in-law. Personally, on the contrary, he is now desperately trying to have a son...

Maybe the concept is still the same, but those few precious loosens, there is a change happening...

Both Lin Qing and Lin Yu snuggled up beside Shan Jingqiu, stroking the backs of the two little girls, looking at the backs of those leaving who were discussing excitedly and could even hear their voices from a distance, they were full of thoughts.

Lin Yu raised her head in confusion, and looked at her mother: "Mom, some of them think so wrong, why don't you tell them directly? Don't you have to correct your mistakes? Look, there are still people who think that Aunt Cuihua shouldn't divorce."

No matter how much love she has received, those little extremes and petty tempers in her heart still haven't been completely erased. Facing injustices, she can't help but get excited and wish she could speak up right away.

Shan Jingqiu lowered her head, looked at her daughter who was about to catch up with her height, who had grown into a young girl, stared into her eyes, and spoke softly: "Ayu thinks it is right and should be told to divorce directly. Yeah?"

Lin Yu nodded vigorously: "Yes! They were wrong in the first place. Look at how Aunt Cuihua and Sister Nier have been beaten! How can they not divorce?"

Just like she used to, she hated this family so much, why didn't she leave if she could leave? Of course, it's great now, she doesn't want to leave!

"Everyone has the right to choose, and mom can't guarantee that what she says is right." Shan Jingqiu looked into the distance: "What mom can do is to give them a place where they can listen to other people's stories, you see Most of the people are ordinary people, they will jump their feet in anger when they hear the stories about the bad mother-in-law bullying their daughter-in-law, they want to roll up their sleeves to beat them when they hear the stories about bad husbands abusing their wives, and they hear things that are bad for their children I was so distressed that I shed tears... They just didn't realize that what they did might not be so right when it was their turn."

Shan Jingqiu continued: "Mom understands Ayu's mood, Ayu is very angry why Cuihua has been bullied like this, and some people will think so, but people are different from each other. Second aunt, my mother is so much more fierce than second aunt, what about second aunt? Maybe you seldom lose your temper in your eyes, but we are all taking care of you in our own way..."

"...In many cases, there is no right or wrong, and you can't ask everyone to live life as you want." She finished and looked at her daughter and Lin Qing who were stunned.

Lin Yu encountered more unfairness, and she felt more grievances and extremes in her heart. The original heroine grew up in love in modern life, so her heart is softer, and she doesn't treat people as bad people. Maybe some modern people are selfish, but they are not annoying.

Lin Yu thought for a long time, then nodded: "So, Auntie, you never say what is right or wrong, except for saying that men and women are the same, and that women hold up half the sky?"

"No, I also think that many opinions are wrong, but I know that the opinions that are forced to be accepted are often not really accepted by others." Shan Jingqiu looked into the distance and rubbed the two children, only thinking that the future is infinite, She is not sure that the education she brought to the original heroine and her daughter must be the best. After all, the environment in Datong Village is not as good as that in the city, but she hopes that her children will have an open mind and are willing to listen. Heart, but also willing to make a little contribution.

In the distance, another tall boy who can no longer be called a carrot head was walking home with a bag on his back. When he saw Lin Qing and Lin Yu from a distance, he jumped up and greeted his brother loudly, and Lin Xiong jumped up and down too. Da Da rushed over, and shared what I learned today with my younger sisters.

"Today the teacher told me about the current communication technology. We have to make telegrams and send letters when we go to the county town, which is very troublesome. I hope that I can be a scientist in the future and develop tools that allow us to communicate even at long distances! " Lin Xiong said excitedly, Lin Yu looked at his brother with admiration and said those fantasies that made people feel "whimsical".

"Brother Axiong, you are really amazing..." Lin Qing adored her a little. Few of the children in Datong Village had such big "dreams" like her elder brother. Naive, after all, scientists and the like are too far away from the people in the village.

Shan Jingqiu looked at her child, feeling very proud in her heart, she couldn't help ruffling his hair, and said gently: "Then you have to work hard."

The moon is on the branches, and the night is getting dark. The backyard of the Lin family is full of happy words of the children and gentle answers from the mother...

In the bedroom, the window was closed viciously, and Sun Jinhua listened to the voice outside, muttering non-stop: "Why is it so noisy, it's time to rest and don't let the children rest, what nonsense mother! And Jianjun and his wife don't care about it!" Take care of the child, I don't know who the child will become!"

The more she thought about it, the more angry she became: "Every day, I find a bunch of people to come to the yard to talk! I don't know that it's not easy for the elderly to rest."

Sun Jinhua didn't expect that, in fact, every day is the time after dinner, and most of the time it is not noisy.

Lin Yaoxi sighed deeply, looking at her angry mother-in-law, she felt very helpless, it was all over, why she couldn't see clearly at all: "Jinhua, think about it yourself, who is raising her now?" You, who will take care of you every day?"

More than two years ago, Lin Jiandang, who had just graduated, actually found a girl in the city and stepped in. Before leaving, he took away all of Sun Jinhua's savings from the past few years. At that time, Sun Jinhua fell ill on the spot. , lingering on the sick bed, only recently.

And now the two of them are not entirely taken care of by Jingqiu and Qiuyun. Even the married Xinghua and even the Taohua who have not been in contact with each other for many years often come back to see when they hear about it, but their conscientious son does not even once. never came back.

Lin Yaoxi was also bitter in his heart, but he didn't understand why this woman still didn't understand at this day?

Sun Jinhua pursed her lips, clutched the quilt, and stared forward blankly, unable to relax for a long time, she just said blankly: "You don't understand."

As far as she could see, the can of malted milk essence was thrown by Taohua two days ago, and she left immediately; A few days ago, Xinghua made it back, with fine stitches and beautiful floral cloth; even the eldest daughter-in-law she pointed at her nose and scolded every day bought precious fruits...

But her most precious son, Jiandang, never came back...

Sun Jinhua lay down slowly, lying on her side with her back to her old man, her tears fell drop by drop on the pillow, she had never shed tears in her life, she killed that damn witch, she laughed, and sent her father-in-law away, She laughed, and even when she sent her eldest son away, she just howled a few times in a hypocritical manner, but now, she really cried to the point of breaking her heart.

Will she still not understand? she understands.

But if, once she admits that the youngest son she has been eagerly looking forward to has turned out to be a wolf-hearted white-eyed wolf, what will happen to her in this life? People say that there will be future blessings, but does she really have future blessings these days?

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What a pain, what a pain she is!

Although the financial power of the family has long been left behind, her special sense of mission still makes her regard every stitch and thread in the family as her own. On weekdays, even if Shan Jingqiu cooks delicious dishes, she will hate wasting oil and waste in her heart. Food, sooner or later the family will be exhausted!

From her point of view, it's okay to be hungry or have no clothes to wear, because someone doesn't come here like that.

If you want to argue with her that the family obviously has a lot of food and money, she will just poke your forehead and say to you viciously, don't my son need to save some gift money when he gets married in the future? It seems that no one in the village knows the nasty things she did back then.

Everyone knows that her eyes are on the sky! So even if she went around looking for people to complain, no one took it seriously.

But if it was just nagging like this usually, anyway, she and the old man had a full stomach, then it is very different now, Sun Jinhua was really angry this time, and even the number one healthy person collapsed at home for the first time On the bed, oops, I can't get up with a headache.

Why?

It's not about reading!

From Sun Jinhua's point of view, every word of the old fortune teller many years ago has come true now. Her eldest son died early, and he will not be able to be filial to her in the future. Yes, I don't know how hard it is to be a mother, and that dead peach blossom has been regarded as not having a daughter eight hundred years ago! So, we still have to count on the founding of the party!

But the future is still far away, and now the one who is close in the sky is Shan Jingqiu, the bastard daughter-in-law who tortured her every day!

All the money, if she objected, she said that she opposed the communism and would be arrested!

The caught meat was cooked on the spot, but she objected, so she asked her to catch one herself!

She is really angry!

And now this prodigal girl has even come up with a new prodigal trick. She actually wants the three younger ones in the family to study?

It's a good idea! Now the elementary school can pay for the brigade, but what about in the future? Will the family pay back the money in the future? And there are so many jobs in this family, what do you want to do? Not to mention it would be fine if Lin Xiong went, anyway, he was the eldest grandson of their old Lin family, so why should the two little girls, Lin Qing and Lin Yu, be acting like this? What are you drawing? Anyway, they will eventually get married, so why spend so much money, what's the use of reading so many books?

So Sun Jinhua felt that she could never see her family's money being trampled by such a vicious woman, and her dead husband refused to talk about it, so let her come! At this moment, she felt that she was like a model martyr whom she had heard about at that time, that kind of vigor was called a tough one.