When Princess Xinyang decided to raise him, he was just a baby in his infancy. Naturally, it was impossible to hear her say those words. It was Princess Xinyang who told him later.
"I see." Gu Jiao way, "that, Xuan Ping Hou knows?"
Xiao LIULANG dropped his eyes: "I know that after he was kind, Princess Xinyang mistakenly thought that her son and the slave were captured and maimed by the assassin. It was not until four years ago that she came to know the truth by chance - it turned out that she had raised her son for the enemy who killed her son for 14 years. "
After that, Princess Xinyang collapsed.
She has never forgotten that son, and has never regarded Xiao LIULANG as anyone's substitute. She is really raising Xiao LIULANG as another son.
She tried her best to teach him, and gave all her efforts to cultivate him into a little Marquis of Guanjue zhaodu.
That's why she can't bear the blow of the truth.
The slave is dead, so I can only kill your son!
This is her evil, and all her evil.
"I'm the last to know." Xiao LIULANG said calmly.
He is calm on the face, and it is not known whether he is so calm in the heart.
Gu Jiao pause: "so the fire four years ago..."
Xiao LIULANG nodded: "she wants to kill me and die with me. It's a pity that something went wrong. I wasn't the one who was burned to death. Then the Dragon came and rescued her
He didn't say anything wrong, but Gu Jiao thought that it should be related to the real Xiao LIULANG.
He once said to her that if I wasn't the person you thought I was, she thought he was referring to Xiao LIULANG, but it turned out to be Xiao Heng.
He repressed the great pain in his heart and said, "sometimes I wonder, why didn't I die that year? Why did I survive? How many lives do I have on my back? People like me... Dirty people like me! "
Gu Jiao gently pulled his hand.
"Xianggong, you are not dirty."
"And it's not your fault."
The night is as cool as water.
The house in Zhuque street is quiet.
When Princess Xinyang woke up, Yujin came into the room with a basin of hot water and said to her, "how does the princess feel?"
Princess Xinyang sat at the head of the bed and asked, "did I faint just now?"
Yujin said fearfully, "yes, fortunately, I fainted on the bed, otherwise it would be bad to knock where I hit."
Once, Princess Xinyang fainted by the lake. As soon as long Yi went out to work, Yujin didn't hold her and fell into the lake with her.
Princess Xinyang looked at the eye of the needle in her elbow socket and almost guessed that Gu Jiao had come: "that girl has made something strange for me again?"
Yujin laughed: "thanks to doctor Gu."
Princess Xinyang muttered, "I don't know where she learned her strange skills?"
Yujin waited on Princess Xinyang to wash her face, then took the pills left by Gu Jiao and poured a cup of warm water for her: "doctor Gu said that from today on, we should take more medicine."
"Well." Princess Xinyang didn't object. Anyway, it's not bitter. Just eat.
Princess Xinyang was a little hungry after taking the medicine.
Yujin went to bring a bowl of millet porridge, moved a small tea table and put it on the bed: "before doctor Gu left, he told the kitchen to cook millet porridge. He said that he would eat some when the princess woke up. These days, his diet should be light."
Xinyang Princess scooped a spoonful of millet porridge: "a bite of a Gu doctor, you are on her way or into her magic?"
Yujin smiles and sits down beside the bed.
After a few mouthfuls of porridge, Princess Xinyang didn't want to eat any more. She still had no appetite.
Yu Jin advised: "eat more."
Princess Xinyang turned her face and said, "no more."
Yu Jin pushed the bowl in front of her: "eat five more."
"... Oh, you."
Princess Xinyang had no choice but to eat some more.
Finish eating, see jade Jin don't go, she asks a way: "how? Anything else? "
Yujin hesitated for a moment, and finally summoned up the courage to say: "princess, do you really... Hate the little Marquis?"
Xinyang princess's look faded down: "mention what he does?"
Yujin said: "when you come out of the hospital, you are not in the right mood. He is so miserable to live now, which is worse than to die. If the princess really hates him, she should feel happy to see him in such a situation. But the princess was so sad that she fainted. Princess, do you also feel pain in your heart? "
"You're talking nonsense again." Xinyang princess said, and randomly scooped a spoonful of millet porridge into her mouth.
Yujin has been serving her for many years. How can she not know her temperament? If she doesn't eat, she will eat. That is to say, she is in the mood.
Yu Jin said bitterly, "I'm not talking nonsense. The princess didn't let go of the fire at all. The princess was soft hearted at the critical moment. In fact, the princess never gave up her love for the young marquis. In that case, why didn't the princess recognize the Marquis? It wasn't his fault. He was just an innocent child. What happened in those years was not the negligence of the princess. The princess should not torture the Marquis or yourself any more! "
Princess Xinyang looks complicated.
She opened her mouth, and then she gently put down her spoon and said thoughtfully, "there was someone else who set the fire, but I can't find out who he was. And... "
"What else?" Yujin looks at Princess Xinyang.
Princess Xinyang sighed and said in a low voice, "forget it, it's nothing."
A few people in the party went back to Bishui Hutong, and xiaosanzi drove the carriage back to the hospital.
Gu Jiao hugs Xiao LIULANG's sleeping little clear space and refuses to give him the chance to refuse. Xiao LIULANG looks at his hand wrapped with gauze and his weak right foot. A trace of disgust flashed between his eyebrows.
The rejection of oneself.
Gu Jiao put a mat on the bed, put people on it, and went to the kitchen to get hot water.
"I'll do it." Xiao LIULANG said.
Gu Jiao has never been asked to take a bath since he was a child. Either Xiao LIULANG washed it for him or Gu Xiaoshun or Gu Yan washed it for him.
"Good." Gu Jiao hooked the stool with her feet and put the basin and towel in place.
Xiao LIULANG tossed xiaojingkong over and over, wiped his body and changed his clothes. Xiaojingkong didn't wake up at all.
Gu Jiao leaned on the wardrobe with her arms in her arms and picked her eyebrows lazily: "what did he play today? So tired. "
——With dragon one disaster, Xinyang princess's flower went.
Xiao LIULANG didn't say that.
After washing xiaojingkong, Xiao LIULANG goes to pour water, but Gu Jiao takes the basin.
This is a trivial matter in life, but it is not a trivial matter if there are too many small things. From his initial indifference to now, he gradually can't ignore it.
He didn't care about his life and disability, because his sin should live in purgatory.
But what's wrong with her? To meet such a miserable self?
He once deluded himself into thinking that as long as he worked hard to do it, maybe they could be better.
But when the truth was finally revealed, all his secrets were exposed, like tearing all the window papers, he found that all his efforts were so vulnerable.
He is the son of the most inferior female slave. His blood is low and dirty. His birth is a crime, and his survival is a crime. What he tramples on is the bones of his own brother. He does not deserve to touch those beautiful things.
Marquis Gu is right. He doesn't deserve her. He should be far away from her.
Xiao LIULANG sat in the room for a while. Before she went back to the east room to have a rest, he heard the sounds coming from the yard.
So late, everyone went to bed, she did not go to bed, tossing in the yard what?
Xiao LIULANG wanted to see it, but he didn't think he should.
Now that she has decided to let go, she has nothing to do with herself.
She is still young, one day will understand that there are many good men in the world, and she is the one she should not meet.
He closed his eyes and tried to be cruel, but he couldn't ignore the movement in the yard.
No matter.
We have to say goodbye sooner or later. It's better to hit the sun than to choose the day.
"Wow ~" the little headroom on the bed said in a dreamy voice and kicked over the quilt.
Xiao LIULANG walks over and pulls up the quilt for him to tuck in the corner.
After that, he went out of the house and followed the sound to the backyard.
In front of him, he was stunned.
In the cool moonlight, in the cold courtyard, she stooped and stepped on the stone bench to cut wood.
She is taller than she was two years ago, but she is a woman and looks thin.
Maybe she didn't want to wake up her family. Her movements seemed very light, but in fact she was very hard, which was much harder than letting go of logging.
But after so many efforts, the sweat on her forehead had oozed.
Xiao LIULANG went over and asked suspiciously, "what are you doing?"
"Are you bothered?" Gu Jiao asked him.
Xiao LIULANG shook his head: "no, I haven't slept yet."
Then his eyes fell on her saw and wood.
Gu Jiao bent the corner of her lips and said, "I've lost your walking stick. I'll make you a new one."
Her eyes are ye'ko