Chapter 88

This is not the first time for Heather to listen to Lan Li's singing. In the hospital, Lan Li has accompanied the children with guitar and Piano many times, but this is the first time for Heather to hear Lan Li's serious singing, a song that he has never heard before, a faint and painful melody, a poetic voice.

All the emotions are light, just like aquatic plants winding in the melody, with the rising and falling of the sea, the quiet music even calms the lights under the night; But the emotion hidden behind the notes is so real, and so turbulent, hitting the chest, dull pain.

Heather suddenly thought of herself. Her dream seemed to be strangled in the cradle before she could set sail. Her weak body became a shackle that she could not get rid of and imprisoned her steps. Although she didn't say it on the surface, deep down in her heart, she was complaining about the world.

But if even she gives up, who can realize her dream?

"I don't know, you are such a wonderful singer?" Heather's voice broke the silence in the courtyard, and the imperceptible nasal voice revealed her confusion just now.

Lanli looked back. When he saw that it was Heather, the smile on the corner of his mouth rose. "It's just a hobby." The simple answer was "it's getting dark. It's windy outside. Let's go inside."

"Don't worry about me. I'm not a glass doll." Heather rolled his eyes and retorted wildly. Then she started walking towards the bench.

Every step is so hard, even can see her legs trembling, as if walking on the tip of a knife in general, difficult. For ordinary people, it's very easy to walk. For her, one of the most difficult challenges is eating, drinking and breathing.

Although Heather's steps were extremely difficult, lanli did not stand up to help her. He knew that Heather was not so heavy now. She could still walk with her own feet, just a little slower; He also knows that what Heather needs is respect and trust, not pity and sympathy. From her parents and nurses, she has received enough care. She needs someone to treat her independently, equally and normally, so that she can feel that she is not just a weak patient.

At least that's what Langley thought when he was lying in bed. Even though he knew it was naive, he still insisted on it. That's why he needs to always crave friends.

But just six or seven steps away, Heather walked for nearly two minutes before he arrived, and then sat down carefully. I let out a long, uncontrollable breath, and the whole person relaxed.

The silence spread slowly, but lanli didn't rush to open his mouth. After waiting for Heather to take a breath, Heather broke the silence and said, "what's the name of that song just now? I've never heard it on the radio before. "

"I just created it by hand." Lan Li said frankly that, to tell the truth, the creation just now was too casual. The lyrics had no narrative style, but were full of the feeling of poetry.

The same song, in different situations will have different understanding, in the ears of different audiences will also have different feelings. Of course, performing on different occasions will also interpret different connotations. Tonight, it's about Hollywood.

"Monster," the song is called "beast." Lan Li didn't think about it for a long time. He said casually, "what do you think?"

Heather did not speak, but chewed carefully“ It seems that the name "beast" doesn't match the content of the song just now. That kind of sad and lonely loneliness seems to be confused by the name of the song. But when you think about it, Heather is silent.

Wild animals are those who rely on instinct to survive in the jungle, those who survive under the survival of the fittest in nature, those who walk alone on the road of survival, and those who survive tenaciously in the cruel nature with scars. They are primitive and rough, naked and fierce, lonely and wanton.

Heard the voice of Lan Li, but Heather was distracted and asked subconsciously, "ah?"

Lan Li couldn't help smiling and shaking his head, "no, nothing."

Heather carefully looked at the appearance of Lan Li. The eyes hidden behind the thick eyelashes were like the mysterious night sky, endless darkness, but with curious lines and halos, which contained the mystery and profundity of the universe, and the perfection of the moment was fleeting.

"I never knew that your performance was so wonderful." Heather exclaimed, "I mean, I know you're an excellent actor. The Pacific War is really a wonderful work. Your performance is really..." Heather stopped for a moment, as if he was looking for the right words and sentences to describe his inner feelings. "It's memorable and memorable."

Langley never said his career, and few people in the hospital knew that he was an actor. If someone hadn't seen the "Pacific War" by accident, everyone would still be in the dark. In fact, Langley is not only an actor, but also an amazing actor.

Heather is not a professional. She doesn't know how to judge her acting skills, but she can feel that the powerful acting force has stirred her inner strings, and the turbulent reflection can't stop at all. It really makes people enter the world of Eugene sledgehammer sleigh.

With that, Heather shook his head. He was not satisfied with his words, but he could not think of a more appropriate word. He could only wave his hand depressed, "that's the only motivation for me to watch this series for the second time. But I didn't know your music was so... Moving. "

Yes, it's moving. It really touches the strings deep inside. It's soft and warm. The setting sun, which is extremely lonely, is so warm that it makes people cry.

Blue Li showed a big smile, "thank you for your praise. Although I know you are suspected of flattering me, but... Thank you

"Please?" Heather's eyes widened with a look of disgust. "I don't have to please you. If your music is bad, I'm the one who likes to see and hear the most. Believe me, I'll be the first to drop the stone. " Heather's exaggerated words made lanli's eyes smile into a crack, and his smile overflowed. "I just think that maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, you are an excellent actor, but you are a better singer. You should share your talents with other audiences, such as the song just now. "

"The arrow." Lan Li covered his chest and looked sad. "I thought you said my performance was wonderful."

"Of course, of course, I mean," the Pacific War "has limited play space after all. Your performance is excellent, but the role itself limits more things..." Heather explained anxiously, but then found the banter smile in the corner of lanli's mouth, which reflected that lanli was deliberately teasing her. She turned her head angrily, He puffed up his cheek and refused to continue talking with him.

"Ha ha." "I know what you mean. It's just that actors are my major, and music is just my interest in cultivating my sentiment. I enjoy the performance more than music. Of course, it's also possible that I'm a mediocre without acting talent, and I'm wasting my life, but... "Lan Li shrugged and spread out his hands," if you don't insist, who knows? "

Heather was amused by lanli's banter. As soon as he wanted to speak, he remembered that he was angry with lanli. He turned his head, then turned his head, and finally gave up. He looked at lanli angrily. "I don't mean that. You are really a very good actor, but I just think that, Your music... Can move every audience. "

"If I say you're not the first to say that, do you think I'm arrogant? Will it affect my image? " Langley said solemnly, holding his chin.

"Poof Pooh." Heather didn't hold back. She just laughed. After thinking about it carefully, she couldn't help it. She laughed more and more happily, even with Lan Li. Hard to stop down, Heather gently sighed, "you know, you will pull a lot of hatred."

With enviable talent, but profligate.

Genius is always like this. It is enviable, appreciated and hated. Just like Wolfgang Mozart, he was brilliant but unrestrained. Antonio Salieri changed from surprise to envy, then to jealousy, and finally turned into resentment, pushing Mozart to a dead end bit by bit.

Blue Li spread out his hands, "is this praise or slander?"

"It's praise and slander." Just like a little adult, Heather said seriously, but the shelf lasted only three seconds, and then broke down because of his smile. "I'm sure you'll become an excellent... No, a great actor, just like you can become an unknown great singer. So it's my pleasure to meet you. "

Great.

Although the "Pacific War" proved his strength, the words of Elizabeth and George always lingered in his ears. Since childhood, they didn't think much of his so-called dream, not only because movie actors were a humble career for your family, but also because they always thought that he had no talent.

Genius, in fact, is a derogatory term, because only after entering a certain class can we know that there are too many geniuses in the world, but few geniuses can really achieve success and make a name. In fact, in real life, genius often has a long way to go, and dies early. It is those worldly wise people who laugh to the end.

With the surname of "Hall", lanli saw too many geniuses when he was a child, real geniuses. Therefore, he never considered himself a genius, and even questioned his acting talent. However, this has never shaken his dream, step by step to the present.

Looking at Heather in front of him, Lan Li was dumbfounded. He's already made a choice, hasn't he? Then why hesitate? Is the hesitation and hesitation, struggle and confusion of the last life not enough? Only by going on can we know what the future will be like, right?

"Heather, I have good news and bad news. Which one do you want to hear first?"