Anna walked into the room and whispered, "she goes to bed early, so I try not to make noise. What would you like to drink?"
Jacob's step is unsophisticated behind Anna. He doesn't notice it. Because he is too nervous, he has some hands and feet. His rigid movement looks like a penguin's step. He doesn't dare to look at the surrounding situation. He follows Anna's figure without squinting, for fear that he will be too rough.
All of a sudden, Anna turned around and asked softly, "I only have whisky."
Suddenly, Jacob bumps into Anna's eyes. Only the bedside table and desk lights are on in the room. The light is a little dim, but the eyes are shining, like the dew in the early morning at five in the morning. The hot spring water is flowing.
Jacob nodded in a daze. The smile on the corner of his mouth rose little by little. He said reflexively, "OK." But Anna didn't find out. She threw her backpack on the bed and turned to get the whisky. At this time, Jacob realized that his eyes always fell on Anna, which made him feel uncomfortable. He lowered his eyes and looked at the deep beige carpet on the floor, hiding his panic.
I caught Anna's action in the sight, and his brain reacted to it. He said awkwardly, "I don't drink much, actually." He tilted his head, gently raised his eyebrows, raised his hand and touched the position of the eyebrow bone. It seemed itchy, but he realized that this action was not very elegant, so he put it down again, his hands were a little confused, and finally he put it into his jeans pocket in a panic.
There are no wine glasses in Anna's room. One is a ceramic glass for Japanese sake, the other is a glass for plain water, one for two. Jacob looked at the glass in his hand and wondered: is he the first visitor in the room?
Jacob raised his eyes, secretly looked into Anna's eyes, but found that Anna was also looking at him, the smile on the corner of his mouth gently rose, and then quickly sipped the corner of his mouth, to hide his joy, Jacob rigidly lifted the glass, "cheers."
Accidentally, the sound was too loud, echoing in the bedroom. Suddenly, Jacob and Anna became wooden. Their body muscles were completely stiff, only their eyes were turning, holding their breath, waiting for a long time, but they didn't find the voice of complaint. They were relieved at the same time. Then, a sense of Joy came to their hearts, which made them smile.
Anna gently bit the inside of her lower lip, which restrained the outline of the corner of her mouth, but her eyes still couldn't help secretly looking at Jacob's shy and nervous smile. The pink bubble of the girl's heart could not help flooding up. She quickly picked up the cup in her hand and took a sip of whiskey.
But I didn't expect that because I was too nervous, one mouthful was actually a big mouthful, and in a twinkling of an eye, I went to two thirds. When she put down the glass, Anna noticed that Jacob really only took a sip. Anna suddenly remembered that Jacob had just said that he didn't drink much. This made her cheeks start to burn, looked up at Jacob's face, and then saw a faint red halo in the eyes, a layer of haze.
For the first time, she saw such a man who was not good at drinking. Therefore, he chose whisky as his drink for his own sake; Or... Is this his first time drinking whisky?
"Ha ha." Anna just felt her whole heart jump up. She saw Jacob lift his right hand at a loss. Then she found that there was a cup in his right hand, which was neither sitting nor standing. Anna's smile rose slightly. She heard Jacob sigh awkwardly, "it's very strong."
Anna looked down at her toes, hid her high smile, nodded her head, and simply answered "Hmm". At this time, Anna found that the two of them had been standing awkwardly and rigidly. Jacob was more like a good student, standing at attention. She sat down in the bed, trying to ease the atmosphere and make Jacob more comfortable.
Jacob secretly glanced at Anna sitting down, feeling a little relaxed, but he still did not dare to look around boldly. He could only look at the desk, which was the least girl in the room. "Is this the chair you are sitting on writing?" He walked over with his glass carefully and sat down on the chair, but his muscles still didn't dare to relax easily. He turned his mouth and half jokingly complained, "it's not very comfortable to sit here."
"Poof Pooh." Anna laughed directly. She had never heard of such a technique of holding back her feet. She forced herself to smile and nodded solemnly, "just sit down."
Jacob also felt his clumsiness. He raised his left hand again, touched his brow bone, covered up his eyes, took the opportunity to divert his eyes, looked curiously at the things on the desk, and saw a stack of CDs beside him. "Do you like Paul Simon?"
"Yes, and you?" Anna looked at Jacob's expression of exploring the unknown like a child, and so she watched quietly.
Jacob raised the corner of his mouth, and his mood relaxed unconsciously. "Yes, I love Paul Simon." He carefully pulled out the CD from a pile of things, but the scattered postcards fell off. He couldn't help but round his eyes and turned to Anna, whose eyes clearly expressed his apology.
Anna waved her hand to show that she didn't have to worry. She looked up and said, "really?"
Jacob managed to get the record and put the glass carefully beside him. "Yes, I love the land of grace." Then open the album and browse through the list of tracks“ It's really nice. "
"Ha ha." Anna laughed happily. "That's my favorite album."
Jacob held up the album and motioned with her eyes. Anna understood and nodded, "of course, no problem."
Anna put the album "land of gifts" on the record player. In the soft music, the two of them finally relaxed. Jacob took off his coat. At Anna's invitation, he found a place on the left side of the bed - the room was too small, except for the uncomfortable chair, only the bed could sit, There's not enough room to sit on the floor.
Jacob sat cross legged and straightened up as if he were attending a lecture given by a Buddhist master; Anna is lying on the pillow, leaning against the head of the bed, sitting obliquely and looking at Jacob in front of her. She just sits quietly, allowing the silence and silence to spread slowly in the air, and she can enjoy it.
Jacobs can catch Anna's smile in the corner of her mouth. He can't help but catch the light of Anna's eyes. But he worries that his abacus will be seen through. So he abruptly shifts the topic, "can you read something for me?"
"What do you want me to read?" Anna worried that her eyes were too hot, so she had to drop her eyes. Her eyes fell on Jacob's feet in black socks. She liked his dress today, light gray shirt with black jeans, and a pair of black low top converse under her feet. The simple dress revealed a clean, even more refreshing than the white shirt.
Anna raised her eyes, then bumped into Jacob's eyes and saw each other's faint smile, "something you wrote." Jacob said softly, his mouth curving slightly.
Anna paused. She wanted to say "no", but when the words came to her mouth, it became, "OK." How could she refuse the smile?
Anna walked out of bed, found her notebook on her desk, turned around and said seriously, "you are not allowed to laugh at me."
Laughing, gently, as if the spring breeze had brought the smell of the sea and the dryness of the sun. Jacob shook his head with a smile and said in a voice close to the air, "of course not."
Anna couldn't help laughing with Jacob. She sat down again, took a deep breath and tried to find courage. "I never read it aloud." Looking up at Jacob's dark brown eyes, "so, you're going to be the first audience. Are you sure you want to hear it? " Anna looked at Jacob's smile mixed with a trace of doting, did not speak, but gently nodded, she could not help biting the lip, also nodded, made up her mind.
"I thought I understood and understood, but I didn't. Not at all. " Anna read aloud nervously, "what she saw was only the surface, its inner repressed and precious desire..." she could feel the burning eyes. She could not help but pause for a moment, raised her eyes, then bumped into the deep lake, calmly and attentively fell on herself, with a trace of greed, a trace of desire and a trace of doting, As if the whole world stopped turning at this moment, only the eyes and the soft music disappeared completely.
Poop, poop, poop.
Anna could clearly hear her heart beating and pounding, and the uncontrollable palpitation was like a warm halo surrounding her.
Felicity's brain fell into a blank, so in that pair of bright and brilliant eyes, falling slowly, the gentle and beautiful, let her lose all perception; Those eyes were so deep, so focused, so childish, but they were burning like moths to the fire, like free fall. They suddenly landed from high altitude, but ran into a piece of softness. All the defense lines were suddenly torn, and the barriers of performance and life were completely broken at this moment, so that the sound of heart beating began to hit the eardrum, bang, Bang, Bang... One, then one.
At this moment, she fell in love with her heart.