Chapter 235

Drake choked and stood in the same place at a loss. He stood in the same place without fighting back. The warmth and bitterness of his tears completely defeated all the defense lines. He was numb and stunned. His heart was surging like a beast and swallowed him up.

His confusion, his loss, his pain, his struggle, his confusion, his loneliness... At this moment, the powerful force of memory dragged him into the abyss.

If you can, he doesn't want to break up, he hates breaking up, he still loves her, he still doesn't want to give up, he still dreams of two people's happy life, he still believes that they can overcome the gap of distance; However, love is not the magic weapon to overcome everything, they are too young, too impulsive, too self, breaking up at that time seems to be the best decision for both of them. Maybe, as time goes by, they are all mature, they are all grown up, they are all rational, things will be different, but... But

When Drake saw the happiness in lanli's eyes turned into consternation, when Drake saw the gentleness on lanli's face and put on a mask, when Drake saw the vividness of lanli's mouth and lost its vitality... The pain and loss came crashing down, making him unable to breathe at all.

All of a sudden, he couldn't tell whether it was Langley or Jacob in front of him, or even whether it was Jacob or himself in the story. Time seems to shuttle back to the memory of those moments, real and vivid.

"Ding Ling, Ding Ling", the phone rings in the studio. Jacob looks back and his eyes fall on the drawing in front of him. His action seems to be slow and he can't react to it. He hesitates to stand up to answer the phone. Then Sam comes downstairs quickly. The sound of going downstairs makes Jacob turn his head and look at it.

Sam was only wearing a shirt of Jacob. The wide shirt covered the graceful curve of the upper body, but showed the attractive lines of long legs. The long sleeves completely covered her palm, which was funny and sexy.

Sam gave Jacob a smile, motioned for him to sit down, and then quickly picked up the phone. "Jacob's furniture store, this is Samantha." Sam sat down and said skillfully, "Hey, hello... No, no, no, no later than three weeks... OK, OK, remember to tell me..."

Jacob regained his attention and tried to focus on his design, but the trajectory of the pencil seemed out of control. Unconsciously, he scribbled in the blank space beside the design drawing. Even the lines of the pencil were not solid, just a bunch of lines, like a tangled ball of wool.

He knew that he had to concentrate, but he couldn't concentrate at all. Unconsciously, he looked up at Sam, who was talking on the phone on his right hand. However, the focus of his eyes was constantly shifting, and he couldn't find a focus. Even the lines of his shoulders became tense. He raised his left hand to touch the end of his eyebrows, but soon put it down and felt for it on the drawing paper, And then put it aside

"OK, goodbye..."

Sam hung up. Jacob shrugged and said, "do they say they can finish it in three weeks?" The tone is even a little impatient, as if I can't wait to join the topic.

"Yes." Sam saw the handsome face of Jacob. She noticed the movement of Jacob. Jacob couldn't be quiet at all. He was always paying attention to her every move. This is a good thing, isn't it? This shows that Jacob cares about himself, which makes Sam's smile rise, and she has to bite her lower lip, so as to avoid too proud smile and reveal her true feelings.

Jacob was stunned to see Sam nibbling his lips. This is Anna's favorite action. His muscles are stiff. Even his back can feel his tension.

Sam stepped forward, touched Jacob's cheek with both hands, looked at the man in front of him carefully, couldn't help but lower his head, printed a kiss on the lip, then put his forehead against his forehead, and rubbed the tip of his nose, so the happiness of his eyes overflowed, "yes, they always do."

Then Sam squatted down, looking from top to bottom, looking from bottom to top, deeply at the light of Jacob's eyes, raised his finger, gently smoothed Jacob's frowning brow, and gently touched the corner of Jacob's mouth with his fingertip, as if depicting its rising appearance.

Jacob gave a smile, a helpless smile, "I know." In Sam's eyes, she was doting. She slightly wrinkled her nose, and her smile overflowed from the bottom of her eyes. She whispered, "I have housework to do. You can work as soon as possible." The words with gentle reproach had unspeakable sweetness and intimacy, and then she stood up and swayed back to the second floor.

Jacob sat in the same place, still keeping the same posture. He was stunned and looked up at Sam; Sam seems to be aware of his vision, looks back with a smile, the corners of his mouth reluctantly tick, and then turns around in a bit of confusion, trying to start work again. However, he looked at the design drawings in front of him and fell into meditation, as if his brain had fallen into a blank.

No sadness, no surprise, no regret, even no loss, no emotion, just revealed a loss, but in a few strokes outlined the loneliness of the heart. stimulate deeply.

John gulethrian looks up from behind the camera and takes a look at Drake standing next to him. As a photographer, he must obey the direction of the director and can't make his own decisions; However, at this time, the scene has been shot, but Drake still has no response. The whole set is waiting for Drake's instructions, so... What should we do?

John looked around. The crew was just a few people. He had to leave the camera and come to Drake. He patted Drake. Then he saw Drake turn his head abruptly. His eyes were full of hazy tears. The deep sadness flickered in the tears. The pain of struggling was so clear.

John could not help but be stunned, but he was still forced to be stunned. "Drake, this scene is finished."

Drake pauses for a second, then comes to his senses, "Ka!" The light voice almost has no weight, suffocating loneliness and blankness stuck his throat firmly, but eventually ended the shooting work of the play, but the deep shock was immersed in the memory.

Until now, Drake really understood the purpose of Langley's performance.

In Jacob's eyes, he still thinks that he and Anna are still together, he still thinks that the warmth of the family comes from Anna, he still thinks that he and Anna live a happy life... So when the reality breaks the dream, Jacob's panic and loss is so obvious that it is almost impossible to hide.

Anna is no longer in Los Angeles. Now Sam is beside him, but he has no idea how it all happened. How ridiculous, how ridiculous, but really happened.

What's more cruel is that Jacob suddenly realizes that he and Anna have completely broken up. He wants to try to recover, but he doesn't know where to start. The sense of powerlessness brought about by the loss, all the emotions are defeated, leaving only a nothingness. He is like a walking corpse who has lost his soul, sitting in the same place.

So real, so delicate, so turbulent.

Drake could hardly hide his emotions, turned around and collapsed. If we had made different decisions, would the outcome be different; If he had chosen to go to London, would things be different; If he was willing to open his heart to communicate at the beginning, will it change in the future; If

Countless "ifs" drowned him, so painful that he could hardly make a sound. Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath again. Drake spits out the heavy air from his chest, wipes the embarrassment on his cheek, and finally calms down.

The scene just now reminds him of many years ago, but in fact, he knows the result of the matter, he and she finally broke up, there are too many reasons, but can not be generalized. Love, it's really complicated. But it was because of the result that the sigh became more violent——

They can't go back after all.

When he came back from London, the result was doomed, and all his efforts were in vain. However, if time goes back, he will still make the same decision to return to London and marry her. For the sake of their future, he will try his best to save them, just like a moth flying into the fire, even if he is scarred and covered.

She is the only true love in his life. Although the two people have left now, it still can't change the fact that for the rest of his life, he will never love another person as much as he loved her.

Taking a deep breath again, his mind still can't completely calm down, but he is no longer embarrassed. When he turns around, Drake sees Langley and Jennifer standing two steps behind him. Even felicity comes over and stands about three steps away, which makes Drake jump. "What's the matter?"

Drake was a little uncomfortable because of the people's gaze. His most intimate feelings were displayed like this. The feeling of being seen through the secret was even more embarrassing than taking off his clothes. Drake had to cough a few times to hide his embarrassment. The silent air seemed to flow with a trace of care, embarrassment, and astringency. We didn't know how to deal with this situation.

Then, Lan Li shrugged and said, "we just want to ask, how was the play just now? Do you need to change the way of performance and the rhythm? You know, you are the director, we need to get the exact answer, otherwise there is no way to continue shooting, right

Completely professional, respecting Drake's privacy. Drake was stunned, then nodded with a smile, "yes. It's like this. "