"There is no feeling between me and her!" Jacob's voice tensed, but he didn't have the slightest anger. He was more tired and helpless. He could even feel that his whole body muscles were tensed, his hands were taut, but he was trying to restrain himself and didn't clench his fist.
But Jacob's helpless attitude angered Anna. Her beautiful eyebrows were tangled, and her anger became unstable in her irritability. She closed her eyes to avoid making more out of control actions, but her voice still revealed the gnashing of teeth in her heart, "between you and her! It's just a feeling! "
"No!" Jacob's mood seemed to be a little overwhelming, and his voice rose slightly. "Not at all!"
Anna opened her eyes, and her voice continued to rise. She suppressed Jacob and glared at him inconceivably! I just read your message! "
"She's just my colleague!"
Both of them raised their voices. Anna's sharpness and Jacob's profundity collided and reverberated in the narrow space of the kitchen for a long time. Anna's body could not help leaning forward and she had the upper hand.
"She! You Jacob frantically opened his hand and wanted to roar to vent his inner irritability and depression, but all his emotions were pressed in his chest, and it was extremely difficult to express them, let alone vent them. He could only roar angrily, "you shouldn't read my SMS!"
Anna looked away in a panic, but then realized that she couldn't show weakness, so she turned her head again and looked at the angry Jacob, shaking her head irritably, "Why are you yelling at me?"
The injured vulnerability fainted between the eyebrows, just like a stick, hit Jacob on the head, looking at the bright eyes, helpless emotion pulled his ankle to fall quickly, just like a free fall, all the emotions were gone, only powerless, deeply powerless, "sorry, I just roared."
Jacob raised his hands to support his head, and put his fingers into his hair. He felt that his heavy brain was about to explode, but he couldn't help it. That kind of helplessness, powerlessness, helplessness makes the heart empty. He doesn't want to argue.
However, Anna did not receive the message, "don't be angry with me." Anna regained the upper hand and said condescensively, "if you keep shouting, everyone else will be attracted."
The disappointment and blame in the words stung Jacob. He raised his head and looked at Anna in front of him through his hands. His eyes were full of incredible words. He could hardly believe that Anna really said so. In his dark brown eyes, he could see the anger rising and then dissipated; Irritability rises and then dissipates; The excitement rose and then dissipated. The mixed look complained in silence.
Anna moved her eyes anxiously. Jacob's eyes made her feel uneasy. She wanted to reconcile, but her words were different. "It's very important if someone else comes."
With the rising voice, the deep disappointment and the restless anger, Anna listened to her voice and didn't want to believe that it was her voice and her words. Every thought in her mind was resisting these words, even she hated herself. But she said it.
Anna turned and covered up her confusion because she knew she had made a mistake. Even with her back to Jacob, she could feel Jacob's anger after he was so sad. She had never seen such a Jacob, and she had no courage to face it.
Yes, Jacob was angry. He widened his eyes and his fragmented mood surged again. He knew that he should shut up and the quarrel should end at this time. However, his body stood up impulsively, as if anger had taken away the domination of his body. "Who will live? Simon
His voice can be heard clearly in his mind. He hopes Anna can deny it. He hopes Anna can fight back. He hopes Anna can confront him again. However, he was disappointed. This time, waiting for him is silence. In addition to silence, silence.
So Jacob stood where he was, as if he wanted to sit down, but he stood again; It seems that he wants to stand up straight, but he can't bear the weight on his shoulders. He squats like this, every muscle of his body is stiff in the same place, and then stands up slowly and slowly. Little by little, all the emotions on that face began to ebb, and the ruddy face became pale. Even the anger in the corners of the mouth and eyes disappeared without a trace. Instead, it was despair, deep despair.
There was still silence. Anna began to cut zucchini again, only the sound of the collision between the blade and the cutting board was thinking, and the sound of Zila Zila's oil pan started to annoy people.
The last glimmer of hope in his dark brown eyes was extinguished, and his unbelievable look flashed by. His fierce anger made him take two big steps forward. However, the kitchen was too narrow. Just two steps made him crash into the stove, but he didn't care at all. There was only one thought in his mind, "did you sleep with him?"
Anna didn't answer. She was still concentrating on cutting zucchini. Jacob patted Anna on the shoulder. "Do you have any? Answer me
"Don't touch me!" This is Anna's only response.
But such a response angered Jacob. Jaime looked at Anna, lowered his head, tried to look into Anna's eyes, looked into her clear eyes, and heard the answer to the question - even if he was not sure whether he wanted to hear the answer, "have you ever slept with him? Yes, or no? "
"Jacob! Don't touch me Anna screams at her maximum volume and pushes Jacob away. But this time, she fell behind.
"Have you?" Jacob is like an angry lion, roaring with all his strength, and his despairing anger drags him into endless darkness.
"Jacob, no!" Anna put down her knife, raised her hands and closed her eyes, but she didn't dare to look up and said coldly.
"No what?" Jacob bumped back from the wall to the ground, and then he was in the same place, looking at Anna's side face, looking at the side face that refused to make eye contact with himself. The sad and bitter emotion was so thinly pressed on his shoulder, and the heavy weight was almost too heavy to breathe. Jacob looked at Anna sadly, as if it was just a moment, The anger dissipated, leaving only confusion, and the loss of free fall but unable to land.
"Is there any? It's a very simple question, yes, No It's like a lake without any waves. It's clear to the bottom - you can see the ripples and debris at the bottom of the lake“ Is there any? "
A second ago, there was an extraordinary conflict, like a comet hitting the earth; In the next second, the sound of the oil pan becomes noisy again.
Anna did not speak, but silently put down her hands, looking at the zucchini on the chopping board, her eyes suddenly lost focus. She wanted to look up at Jacob, but she didn't have the courage. She knew that all the light and color had faded from the face she once loved.
So Jacob looked at Anna quietly, quietly. Then he drooped his shoulders, turned and walked back, sat down again, picked up the wine, and said nothing.
"I won't answer your question." Anna began to be busy again, picked up the knife again, ready to cut zucchini, she gently shook her head, whispered.
The wine in Jacob's hand pauses. "Why can't you look me in the eye and answer me?" However, his question still did not get a response. The emotion in his chest ran rampant, tearing him into countless pieces, as if he would explode in the next second, venting without warning, "look at me!" Jacob screamed in despair, like thunder on the ground. This was his only request. He wanted to see his beloved eyes again.
Anna was startled, closed her eyes, shrunk her shoulders, the whole person shrunk, but she didn't want to shrink, turned around and yelled back, "don't yell!"
"I'll roar if I want to!"
"No, you can't. Not in my house! "
The two men's unreasonable roars were surging in the air, and the whole room began to tremble. Even the warm yellow halo was dyed with a layer of coolness, and the uncontrollable anger burned all the rational bondage. Without time to think, all the words broke through the bondage of throat.
"Well, I'll go back to my house! I want to go back to my own home! Don't I want to go back to my home? I want to go back now! " All of Jacob's emotions burst, pouring down like a flood. His muscles were tense, and he choked his neck and yelled.
Anna was also completely angry. She still held the sharp knife in her hand and bumped back without any sign of weakness. "Why do you yell at me?"
"What right do you have to say that about me?" Jacob's eyes were fixed on Anna's back, but there was no response. "Yes, I want to scream with you here! I don't want to stay in my own damn home! "
"Don't yell at me..." Anna's voice was completely drowned in Jacob's roar like a surging river. She couldn't resist. She simply threw her knife into the sink, turned away and refused to continue to communicate.
Jacob still looked at the sizzling oil pan in front of his eyes. His eyes did not keep up with Anna's steps, so his action was solidified in the same place. He quietly watched the strong smell of gunpowder slowly dissipate, the loneliness between his eyebrows slowly subsided, the light in his eyes gradually disappeared, and the shoulder line which was tight because of anger slowly softened, And then it started to fall apart.
A touch of pain slipped through his eyes, but he didn't even have the strength to close them; His right hand is still holding the glass of red wine, never drink a mouthful, even the alcohol can not numb his nerves.
Zila, Zila, the sound of the oil pan reverberated in the kitchen, so quiet that it was frightening.