Chapter 349

"You must be very excited."

The lawyer's voice rang out in the receiver. Anna realized her stupefaction and stood still. She quickly squeezed out a smile, "no, I mean, I'm very excited..." but the loneliness and blankness in her eyes couldn't deceive people. Just at the moment of pause, her eyes began to lose focus. When she heard the lawyer's voice again, she recovered, Cheer up, thank each other for their hard work, incoherent, look complex, "I just didn't expect this to really happen."

The bitterness and complexity of the voice can not be removed.

Hang up the phone, Simon prepared a surprise, blindfolded Anna, carefully led Anna to the living room, and then let Anna sit down, revealed the surprise - he replaced the old wooden chair with a new soft leather chair.

Anna was at a loss. She looked at the chair and Simon, but she couldn't say a word. She just sighed "wow", but there was no excitement in her voice.

William looked at Anna on the big screen. She just stood beside and looked at the leather chair at a loss. She didn't know whether she should be happy or sad. She didn't know whether she should be happy or sorry. The loss between her eyebrows told the story. On her wrist, with the repaired bracelet, she wanted to do something, but she didn't know what to do or what to do. After hesitation, she turned and left.

Leave the leather chair and place it quietly in front of the desk.

William couldn't help but close his eyes and take a deep breath, but the bitterness of his tongue still lingered on his chest. He was so depressed that people wanted to roar, but he couldn't roar out. All his emotions were stuck in his throat, so sour that he couldn't even change his breath.

Anna had a little party and her parents came to London to celebrate her promotion.

When he learned that Simon strictly controlled Anna's drinking and that there was no whisky at home - her father's favorite whisky, which had built a bridge between her parents and Jacob; When learning that Simon Anna gets up at 6 o'clock every day and runs in the morning, she breaks Anna's habit of sleeping in; When we learn that Simon has even changed Anna's diet, all the food has become a healthy diet

They were all shocked and stunned. They didn't even know whether they should be happy, angry or worried. The father loves his daughter's change, but the mother stops his father's words with a look, and politely agrees with Simon's philosophy of life. However, her eyes are worried about her daughter. Looking at Anna's shallow smile, she also talks.

Simon proposed, in front of them. The room suddenly fell into silence.

Mother didn't speak, father didn't speak, Anna didn't speak, only Simon was talking about his enthusiasm and sincerity.

Anna's expression is a little distracted. It seems that she can't find her soul in her eyes. Even the light can't help sliding from her side, and the world is dim little by little.

Hope knew she shouldn't keep crying, but the tears just couldn't stop.

She is no longer sure, no longer insist, she does not know Anna should choose Jacob, or should choose Simon; She didn't know whether Jacob should choose Samantha or Anna. Anna and Simon, Jacob and Samantha, they are very happy, very happy, very happy, aren't they?

But Anna and Jacob, that's Anna and Jacob. They are unique, just like they are crazy.

Hope didn't know what to do.

Anna chose Jacob after all, she broke up with Simon, she resigned, she withdrew her apartment, she went to Los Angeles; Jacob and Samantha break up. She moves out of the studio. He cleans up the room. He picks Anna up from the airport.

But Anna began to feel strange. This city, which had left her countless footprints, has become very strange. It's like a world away when she steps on this land again.

Jacob still prepared a bunch of flowers, and their favorite whisky... However, when the alcohol entered, Anna no longer enjoyed it. She seemed to be used to the days when she didn't drink.

For Anna, everything has to start all over again. First, she needs a job. But it's not that simple.

Looking at her job, Anna is tired. She decides to take a bath. Jacob comforts her that the job will be found soon. He goes with Anna.

Bathed in the shower, two people hugged each other tightly, but there was no surge of lust.

Anna leaned her head on Jacob's shoulder and looked at the corner abstractly and emptily. The loss and loss between her eyebrows rippled under the splashing water. Her mouth was full of bitterness and sobs, but she couldn't say it. The focus of her eyes scattered little by little. She tried to find a trace of warmth in her arms, but failed.

The memory of those beautiful moments, Jacob's smiling face, Jacob's eyes, Jacob's dance steps, flashed in my mind, Anna's mouth involuntarily gently pursed, up, but the corner of her mouth was quickly pulled down heavily, almost unbearable.

Jacob hugged Anna tightly, rubbed Anna's neck with his cheek, tried to find the familiar warmth with his skin, but the focus of his eyes was lost in the crystal shower, and his action began to become meaningless. A heavy sadness and loss of consciousness were shrouded in his eyebrows, and his action was so rigid in the same place.

The fragments of happiness in my mind, Anna's eyes, Anna's laughter, and Anna's small movements, roll in the fundus of my eyes. The sweeter the memory, the more bitter the reality is. I breathe out gently, and my chin slowly falls on Anna's shoulder, but then I lift it up again. Slightly invisible to open a trace of distance.

There is no happiness in the imagination, no romantic beauty in the expectation, and even no excitement at the time of reunion. Everything is so insipid, so insipid that people's nose and hair are sour. The careful exploration, the respectful politeness and the loss spread slowly between the two people.

Anna finished the bath, picked up the towel and left the bathroom; Jacob raised his hand and tried to catch Anna's arm, but he slowed down, missed it and fell down powerlessly. Then he raised his eyes and looked at Anna's back as she left. The desolation and sadness that had nowhere to be placed came under the spray of water. He was so stunned and motionless.

Dark brown pupil depth, a wooden, once full of the entire starry sky eyes, only a dim.

The movie, it's over.

The entire screening Hall fell into darkness, and the silence spread in the air. The boundless darkness slowly surrounded everyone like the tide. A voice of vicissitudes and hoarseness came to my ear, like a canoe sliding on the surface of the sea in the night. "In the night, you announce the end of everything, but you are just lost in the darkness."

The moving voice, like algae, tied its ankles and slowly pulled itself down into the underwater world. Everything was quiet and there was no light. Only the lonely soul was shouting:

"I don't want to continue to climb barriers, I don't want to continue to break barriers. I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe what you said to me. "

Hope only felt that she was about to suffocate. She couldn't breathe at all. She pounded her chest hard, but still couldn't feel the oxygen. Her hot and bitter mood blocked her.

She should be happy, shouldn't she? Anna chose Jacob after all. She should celebrate, shouldn't she? Jacob and Anna got together after all. She should clap, shouldn't she? After all, they overcame many difficulties and came to each other.

But why can't she laugh at all? The bitterness and powerlessness hidden behind happiness were so turbulent that they completely defeated all her defense lines, made the language so pale, even the tears so shallow. Tears have completely burst the dike, but there is no sound at all. Even if we cry and shout, even if we roar and roar, there is still no sound. But the hot tears have scalded our cheeks and chest, and we can't stop at all.

"Then open my eyes and tell yourself that I'm deceiving myself. We can't go on. If I have to guess what's in your mind... Say something, say something, even if it's a 'I love you'; Unless you want to turn around and leave, don't leave this annoying noise... "

Over and over again, the cry of despair and pain reverberated in my ears, clear and penetrating, but heartrending. Tessa hugged her knees tightly, huddled together, and bit her lower lip hard. Her cry was choked down her throat, and she began to shiver.

Why, why?

Clearly is the happy ending, why is it too bitter to say a word; It is clear that after all, they overcome difficulties and come together. Why are they so sad that they can't help themselves; Clearly they love each other so deeply, why do they hurt each other so badly... Why on earth?

The ending is so happy, but so cruel.

From the time Simon gave Anna the leather chair, Tessa's tears could not be restrained and kept falling. She could feel their sadness, their pain, their helplessness, their bitterness, so deep that she could not speak. Looking at Anna's weakness, looking at Jacob's loss, the heart seems to be torn into countless pieces, they finally come together, but they also bid farewell to each other.

"Woo." Tessa tried her best, but the sound of sobbing still leaked out uncontrollably between her lips and teeth. Then, the light of the projection hall came on slowly, and the warm light tore the rich darkness and hurt her eyes. She simply buried her head in her arm and wet her knees with tears.

They can't have each other anymore.