Chapter 386

Carl Lund's eyes were deep, and tears blurred his eyes.

The steady and gentle voice is slowly dragging under the yellow light of the bar, like a kite flying under the blue sky in autumn, and its curling tail is hunting in the strong wind; The boundless sky can't see the edge at all, and the forest, ocean and earth can't be seen in the sight. The disappearance of the horizon makes the whole world infinite, but the kite is still flying lonely, lonely and sad.

All of a sudden, the kite line in my hand broke. With a crash, even before there was time to react, the tiny kite was engulfed by big blue and disappeared without a trace.

The loneliness to the extreme, the loss to the extreme, the desolation to the extreme, the vicissitudes to the extreme emotion, hit the chest hard, did not give people the time and space to respond, the weight of despair dead on the heart, let the whole person began to fall freely, no matter how struggling, can not grasp any dependence, can only endless fall, escape into a nothingness.

Carl just looked at Lan Li in a dazed way. His blurred vision reflected the faint halo of light. It was like a kaleidoscope. It was dazzling, but it isolated the whole world. The surrounding scene was gradually moving away, leaving only his own lonely person standing in the same place.

All this happened so suddenly and so quickly that kalgan could not hide it, so he sat helplessly in the same place, and his lonely back revealed a sense of sadness.

Lan Li turned his head and saw the despair and vulnerability in the eyes of the old tramp. It was like a drowning man crying for help. This kind of emotion was too real and sincere, which awakened Lan Li's deep memory. However, there is nothing he can do. He can't help everyone. Sometimes, he can't even help himself.

He took his eyes back, looked at the bottle of beer in his hand, lifted it up and took a big drink. The cold touch made him feel a little bit better. Now, he is no longer Chu Jiashu. He is no longer Chu Jiashu who is bound in the hospital bed and can't fly again.

When the line of sight cut off, Carl caught a struggle in the deep eyes, which was fleeting, deeply imprinted in Carl's mind.

Carl quickly turned his head, poured the rest of the beer into his throat and wiped the warmth in his eyes. His emotion was still surging, but his reason had gradually returned.

They've all lost sight of him, Tony Kaye and Woody Allen.

He just thought that this young man was a very interesting actor.

The two works "buried alive" and "the Pacific War" are far from the real life. Even at the first sight, he didn't recognize each other. If woody didn't give a positive hint, he might have missed it.

This subtle change in temperament can be seen in Lan Li's solid performance skills and delicate acting control. This is too rare for a 21-year-old. If this is the case, the media's praise can not be regarded as exaggeration.

So, he and Tony are interested in lenley, he just came to talk.

But I didn't expect that there was a soul who could see through the vicissitudes of the world hidden under the young, wanton and polite skin bag. The passage of Allan Poe's words, between the leaping changes of his voice, easily touched his inner weakness, and hit him hard, one after another.

The fragility that hides loneliness and desolation is like an invisible mist, twining in the soul, but never disappearing.

Besides Langley, Carl couldn't think of a more suitable actor to play the hero in his play.

To be more precise, they had another candidate, Adrian Brodie.

The youngest Oscar winner in film history has been in a rut since he became a pianist. But it is undeniable that Adrian's calm and gloomy, sad and lonely temperament really meets their requirements for the hero.

However, Tony always thinks that Adrian's temperament is too gloomy, but lacks a trait. Just like the winter in New York, it is very similar to London, but it is not London after all.

Karl said he couldn't understand. Because Tony doesn't know exactly what that "trait" is, it's just a vague intuition. As a screenwriter, Carl doesn't understand Tony's feelings at all. He even thinks that Tony is making trouble out of nothing, just as the artist always emphasizes that "feeling wrong means feeling wrong".

But today, Carl finally understood.

In Lan Li's body, there is a kind of indifferent and alienated temperament, everything is quiet, calm, introverted. Just from the appearance, we can't detect any difference at all - just like when we met for the first time; However, after exploring slowly, you can see the fragility in the soul.

From the appearance, the temperament of lanli and Adrian is quite different. Adrian is like a continuous rainy day, thin and gloomy; Lan Li can even smell the sunshine, just like the lazy sunshine at three o'clock in the afternoon in early summer, mild but not dazzling.

But when we savor it carefully, Adrian's melancholy is just melancholy, but his temperament stays at a certain level and cannot be further explored; But in Lan Li, there are endless possibilities, just like a huge book, people can't help but want to continue to read.

This makes Carl begin to describe in his mind the appearance of lanli playing the hero in his works, just like a ray of sunshine falling through the haze of New York. Everyone thinks that it is enough to bring warm sunshine, but when he starts, he only feels a piercing cold, despair wrapped in hope, so bitter that people can't cry out.

Now Carl finally understood why woody would reject Adrian and specifically recommend Langley. Because lanli is the perfect and only choice.

What Carl is most curious about is that Langley is an excellent actor, even an excellent actor. The affirmation of Emmy and Sundance is just the tip of the iceberg. So, what kind of spark will be produced when Langley performs the script?

Apart from these, it is worth pondering how woody captured the temperament of Langley?

Usually, lanli is like a pool of clear spring water. It is calm and chilly. When you look down, you can't see the depth at all; In the two works of "Pacific War" and "buried alive", lanli's performance does not show such a profound and mixed temperament. So why did woody recommend Langley so firmly?

Carl suddenly became a little curious: what will the live performance of Langley look like? What will the music of Langley look like?

"Cough." Carl cleared his throat, cheered himself up and looked at Langley again. "Do you like Allan Poe, too?"

"No, I don't like it." He shook his head. "If I had to choose, I would choose Arthur Rimbaud."

Carl was a little surprised, but when he thought about it carefully, he was relieved and nodded with a smile. "Rambo is like the gorgeous golden sunshine and flowers in summer, while Ellen is like the winter in London, never seeing the light."

"At least the soul of London is warm." Langley's response made Carlton pause. He looked at Langley carefully for a while. A warm smile flowed from the bottom of his eyes and nodded his approval. "Maybe this is the difference between London and New York."

Lanli shrugged his shoulders and said no.

Carl adjusted his sitting posture, facing lanli, "I want to seriously invite you to play a work."

Seeing the eyes of Langley, Carl organized his language and said seriously, "this is a play with a heavy tone. From the perspective of a substitute teacher, it tells a story about education, but it's not the type of death poetry society."; It's more about people finding themselves, facing themselves, and returning to society and themselves. "

Carl noticed the funny smile at the corner of lanli's mouth, and he immediately reflected it. In fact, the "death Poetry Society" is also a story about looking for self, insisting on self and embracing self. It made Carl smile.

He thought again, "what I want to show is the influence of family and society on education. You know, from the standpoint of teachers, what he sees are students who have taken shape. Every student reflects their family, class, culture and ethnic background. What teachers need to teach is not only knowledge, but also morality and concepts."

This time, Carl's words became smooth. He was immersed in his own thoughts and talked endlessly. The decadence and sadness between his eyebrows were always lingering. Langley guessed that maybe Carl felt the same way, maybe in the past, or now, he was facing a similar dilemma.

"But the problem is that if the family and society do not pay enough attention to it, then what teachers can give students is really limited. So, I conceived the role of such a teacher, he is a teacher, he is the child of his parents, he is still an adult - may become someone's father, he inevitably received the influence of family education, but now it is necessary to separate this influence and bring more hope to the students. "

Carl suddenly stopped and looked up at lanli seriously. "I don't think anyone is more suitable for the role of teacher except you. You are the perfect person. "

Looking at the eyes full of sincerity and sincerity, the burning light has a strong force of indomitable, riding the wind and waves.

The corner of Lan Li's mouth rose and showed a warm smile. He said directly but not impolitely, "this gentleman, you haven't introduced yourself yet?"