Chapter 406

The sound of buzzing reverberated in my ears. The plane slowly took off and left Kennedy Airport. The steel forest under my feet was crisscrossed; The dark blue Hudson River flows quietly, like a glacier that has been deposited for hundreds of millions of years, encircling Manhattan Island, isolated from the whole world lonely and lonely.

The cold and bleak winter is spreading slowly under the blue gray buildings and the gray blue sky. The brand of this city is always so bright and profound. When I live here, I always want to leave; When I leave, I miss you again.

Today, Langley left New York for Seattle, ready to shoot "cancer fighting me.".

Originally scheduled to attend the Gotham Independent Film Awards this weekend, but the plan can't keep up with the change. The unexpected situation finally made Langley absent from the award ceremony.

For this reason, Lan Li personally called the main committee to express his apology and regret.

The chairman of the Independent Film Festival of Gotham is quite surprised. They are not Golden Globes or Oscars, and their influence is very limited. There are no fewer guests absent every year. The best thing is that the agent sends an email to express his apology. More often, they are absent without any sound. Lan Li's solemn and courteous behavior showed enough respect.

Moreover, when the main Committee learned that lanli wanted to shoot another independent work, it was necessary to be absent, which made people feel more deeply.

Finally, Paul took the place of Langley at the awards ceremony on Saturday night and went on stage to receive the breakthrough actor of the year award——

The results of the award had been announced a week before the award ceremony. With the brilliant performance of "buried alive", Langley won the recognition of the independent film industry by winning the absolute advantage over Jennifer Lawrence.

The absence of the Gotham prize is a real pain for Lan Li; But sitting on the plane, his mind has entered the state of performance, or memory.

"Cancer fighting me" and "detachment" are two different works. They are not about the style, theme and type of the film, but about the way of performance, especially the way of lanli's performance.

So far, Lan Li's four works have different strengths and challenges, but one thing is certain: he has been exploring the integration of expressionism and methodology.

How to find an accurate balance between out of control and control, between outbreak and convergence, between investment and objectivity, between madness and reason, is not only to interpret the role, but also not only to give performance, but also to inject bright and full tension into the role, so that the role and the incident can complement each other, or to integrate the unique and profound personality into the role, Leave a personal mark on him.

It's not easy.

Now Lan Li goes back to see his four previous works, especially the three that have been published, all of which have defects to varying degrees. If he does it again, it will be more mature and the details will be different.

The "Pacific War" is too introverted, delicate and insufficient, and the characters lack the power to make a fist.

"Buried alive" too much release, some emotional details deliberately enlarged, increased drama, but also slightly distorted, carved traces become obvious.

"Crazy love" is too devoted, and his own personal characteristics are gradually blurred. In some moments, we can see the shadow of Derek doremus, and his recognition is slightly lacking.

Of course, lanli also knows that he has just started on the road of performance. He can't become fat at once. He has to move forward step by step. There is no shortcut for him to accumulate experience and polish his skills. This is the only way to polish his skills down-to-earth and sincerely.

So, Lan Li also realized that he was in a hurry. Running has not yet learned to adjust breathing, has begun to think about flying. In the short period of one year as an actor, he has made a lot of achievements, but he can also see the urgency accumulated from two generations. He is eager to prove himself, to realize his dream and to promote his strength. On the contrary, he puts the cart before the horse and ignores the solid foundation of basic skills.

This is one of the important reasons why lanli did not hesitate to take over the script of "detachment".

"Chaotuo" can be regarded as Lan Li's graduation examination, which really makes Lan Li peel off all his work and return to the stage of formal study in the college.

Starting from the foundation, learn how to analyze the expression of each emotion, as well as the starting, transition, in-depth gradual change, rich levels, outbreak and convergence of emotions; Go back to the basic skills of lines, expressions, eyes and limbs, and really polish the 18 kinds of martial arts of Expressionists.

Predictably, this will be a tough challenge. Any actor who puts his performance under the magnifying glass for examination is a terrible thing, and no mistake is allowed.

"Anti cancer me" is another extreme, which can be said to be a new unfamiliar field, but it is also a familiar field: methodological acting.

The reason why it is strange is that Langley has never really studied the system of Methodist acting skills, and has never signed up for the Methodist training courses in the United States or Russia to study systematically. Lanli knew nothing about how to study the role, analyze the script and expand the background of the Methodist acting. He could only rely on his own understanding and speculation.

But what Langley can be sure of is that the most important point of Methodist acting is to put oneself in one's place, think in another's position, put oneself in the position of the role, and re-examine the world - at least the world constructed in the script.

That's why we are familiar.

In the story of "anti-cancer me", lanli will interpret himself, at least as he was, or as a part of himself. It doesn't take any effort for lanli to resonate with the character.

This means that in the process of performance, the boundary between reality and illusion does not exist.

But the problem is that it's not the story of Chu Jiashu, it's not the story of will lissel, it's the story of Adam. Even if the script comes from life, it's still the story of a movie, and the details and plot inevitably deviate from life. Therefore, the boundary between reality and illusion must exist.

There is no doubt that this is an unimaginable and arduous challenge for Lan Li.

Lanli wants to polish his basic skills. Now, he has the best chance.

One work is the acme of expressionism, and the other is the peak of methodology. Before trying to integrate the two performance methods, lanli won the opportunity to polish, ponder and experience the two methods carefully. When the two skills are mature, perhaps lenley will have a completely different experience and get a glimpse of the higher level of the performing world.

Looking out of the window, New York City, which has gradually become small, is like a toy city, just like the artificial virtual society in Truman's world. This makes Lan Li gradually out of reality, into a wonderful illusory state, that kind of unreal sense of drama in the mind.

When he opened his eyes, it was not vision but hearing that awakened his brain first. All kinds of noises came from his ears, including angry curse, irritable nagging, and sad sobbing. All the sounds were mixed together, which made people confused. They only felt that they were in a place that was not like a vegetable market but also like a vegetable market.

Then, he heard the doctor's explanation, the explanation about the car accident, the explanation about the operation, the explanation about the current situation... He didn't hear a lot of nagging, just like sitting in a big bubble, he could see some scenes, but the scenes were covered with a halo; Some sounds can be heard, but the sound seems to have an unclear echo.

Yu Guang saw Ding Yanan standing at the end of the bed.

The hair that has always been neatly combed becomes messy. There are some messy hairs on both sides of the cheek, and the bun is loose, but there is no time to tidy it up; His right hand covered his mouth and covered most of his expression to hide his true emotion; The thin shoulder stubbornly and strong to stand up, but the heavy despair is too heavy to breathe, the shoulder is almost unable to support.

There are also those eyes, full of bloodshot eyes, whose tears just wiped away are still wet. The sadness and pain from the depths are surging to the sky, and you can even see the magnificent collapse of the whole world.

Then he heard the doctor say, "high paralysis."

He was not a medical student, but he understood the term. He knew what it meant, but he didn't have any sense of reality. Instead, he was thinking about other trifles.

The first thought that came out of my mind was, "what about the interview? I missed that interview today. Would you like to call and apologize? Otherwise, it would be impolite. "

After a long time, he suddenly felt a sense of urination and wanted to get up to go to the toilet, but before he could move, he began to urinate. The sense of shame that caught him off guard hit him hard. He tried to struggle, tried to control, but found it was all in vain. Then he was stunned.

He was so stupidly stunned, it seems that even the operation of the brain has stopped, just stay in the same place, all the sounds, all the colors, all the dynamics have disappeared, the world has escaped into chaos, only the sense of shame, swept from the soles of the feet to the forehead, suffocating people.

He moved his finger and didn't feel it; Moved the calf, still did not feel. He began to struggle, struggling desperately, as if his body had been tied up. He struggled with all his strength, trying to get rid of the shackles, but his body didn't respond at all. The panic began to spread all over the body.