Chapter 457

When I first saw the glabrous blue rite, the impact and shock was unparalleled, but as time went on, Rooney gradually began to adapt - at least from the visual level.

But now, more profound reflection begins to surge up. How did the bald head come from, and what is the story behind the performance? In the past, lanli has sacrificed a lot for the work of "anti-cancer me", even leading to health problems, which is well known. So what does today's performance mean?

All of a sudden, Rooney was a little curious. What would it feel like to play opposite lanli? She has seen "buried alive" and heard of "crazy love". Tonight, she witnessed the change of Lan Li's temperament, which reminds her of the rumor that Lan Li was the leading actor of "the woman with Dragon Tattoo". If both of them can get roles

Oscar's worries and trivia gradually dissipated, replaced by the work "cancer fighting me", the performance of lanli, the "dragon tattooed girl", and... The emotional waves, the momentary fluctuations of thoughts, which were fleeting. Rooney nodded and pointed in a direction, "if you don't know where to start, I think, It would be a good choice. "

Lanli looked at the cigarette in the corner of his mouth, which was half torn. The tobacco leaves fell off and didn't ignite, so he dangled it in his mouth. Lanli couldn't help laughing and pulled the corner of his mouth.

However, before the smile could fully bloom, he calmed down, raised his hand and took down the cigarette. "It's just..." Lan Li said, but half of the words, he was stunned. His sight on the cigarette end was gradually blurred, and he fell into his own thoughts.

Recalling the play, the performance and Adam, his head was chilly and uncomfortable. He couldn't control himself. He raised his head and touched his hairy, bald forehead again. The bitterness, bitterness and bitterness on the tip of the tongue are like the ripples on the surface of a calm lake.

In the conversation, suddenly fell into silence, but Rooney did not rush to interrupt, but quietly waiting for the following.

"Do you know seeds?" Lanli turned to look at Rooney and said without thinking.

Seeds? Does it have anything to do with cigarettes? Or does it have anything to do with acting? Or is it related to his work this time? The rhythm of lanli's speech was really a little jumping. LUNI couldn't help but be stunned. She didn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but lanli didn't seem to notice it and continued to speak on her own.

"When the seed is planted, it slowly expands, then germinates, and then comes out of the ground. That kind of powerful force, from the inside of the body, full of vitality, absorbed the soil nutrients, and then broke through all obstacles, vigorous growth. Everyone's looking forward to it. "

Lanli's voice is not slow, just like a whisper from ancient times. It doesn't sound like a discussion of performance at all, but more like a documentary commentary of discovery channel. However, he doesn't realize his abnormality. For today's play, for the performance of the method school and the experience school, lanli is also exploring and studying. Even he himself is full of confusion.

With that, Lan Li stopped and fell into his own thoughts again, as if he were talking to himself, "but for the soil, it's a cruel pain, becoming decadent and aging bit by bit. The slow process is a kind of suffering, as if the bone and soul are being crushed. What's more, no one knows whether the seeds bred in this soil are poison or grain. "

Rooney doesn't know what Langley is talking about. She has no clue. She doesn't know what kind of movie "anti cancer me" is. She doesn't know what kind of scenes Langley has shot today. She doesn't know what kind of situation Langley has gone through. She suddenly looks at Langley like Nietzsche and says a lot of profound philosophical theories. She is completely at a loss.

But unexpectedly, Rooney felt the same way.

Rooney came from a famous family. Her grandfather was the owner of the NFL New York Giants, and her grandfather was the founder of the NFL Pittsburgh Steelers. She was born with a golden spoon in her mouth; Not only that, thanks to the close relationship between family career and sports, the family is open to children's participation in the entertainment industry - her sister Kate entered Hollywood when she was 16, and she became an actress when she was 20.

No matter whether Kate and Rooney are willing to admit it or accept it, their surname "Mara" and the business empire hidden behind them are doomed to receive special treatment. However, they are not the kind of positive ones. They always take it for granted that they are just here to play with tickets, just like the Olsen sisters, Or the Kardashian sisters.

Rooney is eager to become an excellent actor, even a great actor, which is her goal. She stubbornly refused the help from her family, relying on her own ability to polish her acting skills in the field of independent film, trying to open up a world. However, since her first film in 2005, her efforts have never been affirmed.

She can only play small roles in some low-level horror movies, or supporting roles in vulgar comedies. She won the appreciation of David Finch and played an important role in the "social network". However, all the glory of the whole movie was robbed by the two leading actors, and she couldn't even get a familiar face.

This made her extremely depressed, and she began to doubt whether she had no acting talent, whether she was just an ordinary person with an actor's dream, and even whether the roles she played before were won by her family relying on her back contacts? All of them, she began to question.

So much so that at tonight's Academy Awards ceremony, negative emotions exploded completely. Sitting in the Kodak Theater, she was completely at a loss and could not find any sense of belonging.

But at this moment, looking at lanli in front of her, Rooney suddenly realized.

The journey of chasing a dream is never simple, even full of thorns and perils. This is not an inspirational story of "you can't see a rainbow without experiencing wind and rain". In real life, many times, even after experiencing wind and rain, you may not be able to see a rainbow. It's like breeding seeds, waiting for flowering and fruiting, exhausting all the nutrients of the soil, but there's no way to know whether the final fruit is grain or poison.

If we persist, we may not be able to win; But if you give up, you will surely fail. So, is it smart or stupid to keep going?

Lu Ni's eyes fell on Lan Li's bald head again, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly. However, this time, what she felt was no longer a sense of joy and humor, but admiration and admiration. "How can I not know that you still have French blood?"

The French like to talk about philosophy. They can't talk about love without philosophy all the time. It's part of their blood and genes. Lanli's abstruse speech just now reminded Rooney of the French and made a joke.

"Shakespeare is going to be sad." Lan Li gently raised her eyebrow and said a word casually, which means that it was not philosophy, but poetry.

Lu Ni pauses for a moment, can't help but smile, the shallow smile is shining in that gorgeous bright eyes, don't continue to joke, but return to the topic just now, "do you know? Man is a great creature, even magical. "

"Because, no matter whether the seed is good or bad, the soil will leave a memory, turn the positive and negative effects into nourishment, and then reshape itself." Rooney suddenly found that lanli's words were not so profound, and the imagery metaphors became vivid.

"Every moment we experience, positive, negative, happy, painful, beautiful and ugly, will eventually become a part of ourselves and become a unique self."

After these words, Rooney fell into silence, and her mind began to surge. This is not only a response to Lan Li, but also his own perception. After the words came out, she could not help savoring them.

Lan Li was a little dull and felt the numbness flowing in his blood.

What he said just now is cancer, and there are countless diseases. It's not just Adam in the movie, it's not just will in life, it's the kids at Mount Sinai Hospital. That kind of pain is like drowning. Little by little, it fills up the lungs, swells, scalds, tears, exhausts all the vitality, breeds the root of death, and when the seeds break out, life will come to an end.

Life can breed hope, but it can also brew despair.

But Rooney's words are about acting, about dreams, about persistence, and about life.

People are always like this, looking forward to success, all the attention on the results, but ignore the road to success, it is a narrow alley full of failure fragments. Most of the time, compared with the results, the process is the most important. The joy of the moment of success is not equal to the beautiful and moving scenery along the way.

As a human being, Lan Li deeply understands this.

Therefore, he is willing to lie in the coffin and suffer in order to explore the performance; In order to explore his acting skills, he is willing to play "crazy love" for $20000; He is willing to give up the chance to attend the Oscars in order to study the role; Similarly, he will not neglect his life for the sake of performance, he will not forget other people around him for the sake of his dream, he will not forget the wonderful process for the sake of the wonderful ending.

Because he knows that every moment in his life is precious and unique. It's the same with performances, rock climbing and surfing.

Lu Ni raised her head to meet Lan Li's line of sight. She didn't need too much language. The starry sky and boundless silence made the corners of each other's mouths outline a similar arc.

The happiest thing in Yu Boya's life is to meet Zhong Ziqi.