"Hoo... Hoo..." the hot and bloody smell came from the back of the body, rolled up large waves of air, and came to the face, thundering; But turning his head, he could only see the endless darkness, which was rolling, and the bloody smell was approaching step by step.
Running, frantically running, trying to escape from the fog, as if a monster could not see the end; But the feet seem to have no strength, no matter how to run, still can not get rid of the lingering crisis and fear; Gasping for breath, but found that the oxygen is decreasing, the sense of suffocation makes people more and more panic.
Without warning, his feet were empty, and the impact of free fall hit him hard. Every muscle in his body was roaring and screaming. But the next moment, he stood on the stage, in front of the crowd, all the audience stood up, clapped their hands hard, thunderous applause swept from all directions, the "Pa Pa Pa" sound was like the echo of the valley, echoed in the ear, and then echoed.
"Drink", suddenly take a cold breath, wake up in the dream, blue Li a Gulu sat up, chest sharp ups and downs, cold oxygen into the lungs, that restless and hot tingling feeling gradually disappeared, quickly looked around, it realized that just now all is just a dream.
Muggy sweat wet the hair, the whole head is very heavy; The back was covered with cold sweat. I didn't know which corner was blowing a cold wind. I couldn't help shivering for two times. Then I realized that my whole body had been soaked. I didn't change my clothes last night. My muscles were sore and my head was heavy. Every cell in my body was full of fatigue after overdraft.
He picked up the glass water cup placed on the bedside table. His fingertips were sour and weak. He almost didn't hold it firmly. Fortunately, he didn't clumsily overturn the glass. He poured all the water into his mouth at one go. The cold feeling filled every cell of his body bit by bit, and the whole person really recovered.
Open the quilt, barefoot out of bed, and then went into the bathroom, turn on the hot water tap, began to discharge water. The dense water vapor is rising, the tense muscles are slightly relieved, and the tense nerves are slightly relaxed.
Pressure, after all, is pressure.
There is too much pressure on the theatrical performances in the west end of London. Every day we have to give up 100% of our performance. No negligence is allowed. Otherwise, we may lose our performances on this day; Not only because of the long performance of six hours, but also because the core and theme of the whole play fall on lanli. Before he realizes it, the burden has been smashed down.
Lanli is a perfectionist, at least in the performance, he is eager to pursue perfection. Therefore, in addition to the pressure from the outside world, he is constantly putting pressure on himself. After each performance, he needs self-examination and self-examination. After two weeks of continuous performance, there is no breathing space.
The consumption of the body is more and more big, and it is rising at a multiple speed, the tension of the spirit is more and more tight, it seems that even the instinct of breathing is gradually forgotten.
At the end of last night's performance, the nerves suddenly relaxed, caught off guard between the free fall, but brought more anxiety and uneasiness. All night long, lanli was dreaming. The bizarre dream, from fantasy to reality, became more and more real, and finally evolved into a stage.
After putting in hot water, the whole person was immersed in it. The water temperature was a little too hot, so that the skin tingled slightly. However, Lan Li enjoyed it, as if he could feel the pain of the muscles dissolved in the hot water bit by bit, and the fatigue was gradually disappearing. The tense mood, at this moment, finally relaxed.
Lying in the bathtub, the whole person is completely relaxed and sleepy again. After exhausted to the extreme, he finally feels comfortable, as if floating on the cloud, bathing in the lazy sunshine, enjoying a moment of leisure and freedom.
The sound of "Pa Pa Pa" applause reverberated in my ears. After closing my eyes, the memory fragments of last night seemed to reappear in my mind again. The whole audience stood up, clapped warmly and lasted for a long time. The warm and excited applause kept lingering in my ears, hitting the eardrum heavily, as if the whole blood was boiling up.
Pressure is inevitable, but it can always be the driving force.
If he can do it again, he will choose the west end without hesitation. In just over two weeks, he has learned more than in the past three years. The greater the pressure, the greater the motivation and the more the harvest; Fortunately, there are still two and a half months left in the performance contract. He must cherish every performance and really enjoy the stage.
Quietly, the smile on the corner of the mouth rose up.
"Knock." there was a knock on the bathroom door. Matthew's voice sounded outside. "Blue Li, are you awake? Are you all right? " Just now I came to confirm Lan Li's condition, but I found that there was no one on the bed, and the quilt and sheets were wet with sweat.
"I'm fine." "I just need a glass of hot milk," he said With that, Lan Li chuckled. Hot milk, kid's taste, "Matthew? Has the guest arrived yet? " Otherwise, Matthew would not disturb his sleep time.
"Don't worry, you still have enough time." Matthew said in a deep voice, then turned and left.
He stayed in the bathtub for another five minutes, and then lanli chose to get up and take a shower. Last night, I went to sleep without cleaning. Now I have a green beard on my jaw. I have to take good care of it.
After finishing the packing, he changed a suit of comfortable clothes. Then he left the room and went down the stairs to the downstairs. Then Lan Li showed a look of surprise and lost his smile. "Hey, guys, good afternoon?" It's already a quarter past ten. There's not much time left before eleven.
Obviously, lanli didn't expect such a scene. There were so many people gathered in the small apartment, just like a small private party. This kind of picture reminds people of Paris. On Sunday morning, a group of friends gathered together to chat, drink, smoke and gag, wasting time and life, just talking about the topic without nutrition.
"Lan Li!" Bill and Tom, who had been sitting on the sofa, quickly stood up, as if the soldiers had seen the officer. Their well behaved posture made people laugh.
In addition, Alfonso Caron, who was sitting at the dining table, also stood up in a hurry. He was still a little restrained and didn't speak. He just looked at Lan Li with a smile, and then nervously pulled the hem of his suit. He seemed to be worried that his manners were not good enough.
Instead, it made Paul laugh, "be casual, don't stand up." The first sentence was to Alfonso. Then Paul looked at lenley, nodded and said, "how's it going? Did you have a good rest?"
"Good. If I could sleep all day, that would be better He said jokingly, but Paul was the only one who laughed happily. Others seemed to be a little stiff, which made him shake his head. "Hey, meDo, you make me feel strange and relaxed. I'm not a monster."
Looking at Lan Li in front of her, Mei duo smiles shyly.
Today is Sunday. It's a rare break in the past. Lanli really relaxed.
A smoky gray sweater with black jeans, the sleeve of the sweater rolled to the elbow, a little curly hair seems to have not been trimmed for some time, the wet hair has obscured the eyebrows, lazy and casual, kind and natural, seems to be totally different from the man on the stage last night.
"Director." Lan Li came to the hall, took the initiative to say hello, opened a chair and sat down beside him.
"Alfonso, you can call me by my name." Alfonso said formally, hesitated for a moment, but Ann sat down.
Matthew left the kitchen, holding a transparent glass full of milk, and placed it on the dining table. The warm milk was smoky, and the Milky luster outlined a touch of warmth between the log table and the brown woven coaster.
Lanli picked up the milk and took a big drink. He felt warm in his empty stomach. "Sorry, I seem to be late. Everyone has arrived, but I'm the only one absent. It's very impolite. " Lan Li said with a smile. He picked up the plate beside him and began to add bacon, eggs and pancakes to the plate.
"No, no, no, I'm too early." Alfonso waved, "are you ok? I mean, did you have a good rest? "
"Perfect." Lan Li said with a smile, but he didn't intend to keep talking about himself. After breakfast, Lan Li picked up the plate and milk and said, "how about talking outside? Although there is no sunshine in London, it's always refreshing to breathe some fresh air. "
Alfonso quickly nodded, also took up his plate.
"You guys, make yourself at home here. That's what I did. " Lanli joked that this is Matthew's apartment, not his. Then lanli invited Alfonso to the balcony outside, put the things on the big red iron round table, just like the coffee table in the streets of Paris, and sat down face to face with Alfonso.
PARIS coffee shop is particular about this kind of sentiment, small table, two people's knees touch together, in the chat, little by little brewing between each other's ambiguous atmosphere, virtually eliminate the estrangement between strangers.
Bill was standing in the hall, stupefied. It took less than three minutes for him to appear and leave. Before he had time to react, he went out on the balcony, as if he were not a guest, but a close friend of him.
This illusion makes bill happy and surprised, turns his head, and then catches similar emotions in Tom's and meDo's eyes. Then Bill giggled foolishly.