Time began to turn back, the magnificent universe turned into colorful colors, back to the starting point of everything.
Once upon a time, he was angry, fought, erupted, vented, resisted, struggled, suffered and resented. Finally, he gradually calmed down. He was ready to give up. He was gradually numb. He was like a walking corpse. However, everything changed after "Truman's world", lit a faint light and planted a small seed.
"Truman's world", that is the origin of everything.
It's not the chance of the "Pacific War" or the struggle of Langley hall, but all the magic and magic begin here on this sickbed and in this immovable skin bag. It's just a glimmer of hope that starts this magical and wonderful journey.
Now, he is back to the starting point again. Everything seems familiar. In a trance, he seems to be back to the time when he was just in a car accident, when he was just aware of his high paraplegia, when he was hopeless and lifeless. The whole world is still in chaos, gray and can't see any light.
Once again, he stood at the origin.
He raised his eyes again and looked at Heather in front of him.
But I don't know when, Heather's arms out of a guitar, out of thin air, inexplicable. But now everything is so amazing, a guitar is the most normal thing.
There was a big smile on Heather's face. "Remember our appointment? I abide by, I did not give up, I have been fighting to the last moment, even if there is no hope, I still refuse to give up. I remember, I always remember, "I won't give up."
Suddenly, his vision blurred again. Looking at the girl in front of her, she is smiling and in high spirits, as if she only needs a smile to light up the whole starry sky.
"But I still owe you an agreement. Now, then. " Heather bowed his head and began to play his guitar, humming softly, "so we got up and searched for our destiny in the dark. I saw you scarred last night. I saw you dancing in the arms of the devil."
"Beast", the promise that belongs to him and also to her, the promise that has never been fulfilled.
Heather is so dedicated, that sweet and tender voice, but in the guitar string sound outlines a bit of precipitation down the vicissitudes, like a long time wandering bard, finally found the way to pursue the dream, even if the road is long and difficult, still firmly and persistently embarked on the journey.
Listen, that's Heather's humming, wantonly singing happily, just like the mermaid in fairy tales, singing on the sea in the dead of night. The beautiful song guides the Wanderers who are lost on the sea to return to the right channel and continue to sail towards the dream lights.
"So we arrived at a lonely place where we couldn't go back. You are the face that made me go through fire and water. This is the name that the children will inherit. It makes me charming and crown."
He remembered, he remembered everything.
The reason why he is him is not only because of the hard work and efforts of reincarnation, but also because of the pain and hardship. If there is no ten years on the bed, then he will not be so firm and persistent; If there were no ten years on the bed, he would not have watched so many films, which made the future possible.
He is Chu Jiashu, and he is also Lan Li. Without the former, he cannot be the latter.
People are always like this, hating their past, trying to deny all those painful, sad, struggling memories, and even want to completely cut off all the suffering, leaving only the memory of happiness.
But people forget that the appearance of happiness is similar, but the experience of suffering is unique. It is precisely those setbacks that carve their own edges and corners bit by bit, and cast themselves now.
To deny the past is to deny oneself; To deny the past is to deny the present.
Tears are constantly emerging, blurring the line of sight. In the hazy, the smile at the corner of Heather's mouth blooms a bright halo, more and more blurred, more and more bright. Finally, it completely disappears in the halo, leaving only the wanton singing in his ear, carrying his dream, spreading his wings and flying freely.
Everything in the sight began to disappear, Heather turned into a little bit of glow, completely integrated into the halo, the white ward also evolved into a variety of stars, lighting up the whole world, the halo became more and more turbulent, powerfully lit up everything, filled every corner of the field of vision.
In a trance, he returned to the universe again. In the vast universe, the sun, the earth, the light, the emptiness, the vastness, and the familiar scenery became real again. The tingling sensation of his wrist and ankle became clear again. Tearing his mind, every detail around him gradually reappeared.
His hands and legs were still tied up and unable to move; The melody began to clear again, not "beast", but Schubert; A sense of reality to comply with the gravity returned to the body again, heavily began to fall, the pull of gravity moment like mercury into the blood, suddenly fell.
But at this time, he didn't think at all. He didn't care whether he was chujiashu or lanli, whether he was Ryan stone or not, or even whether it was a dream or reality. Instead, he began to survive.
He wants to break away from the shackles, transform and rebirth. If there is no way to survive, then he has to open up a way out. No one can stop him, no one! Belongs to his freedom, belongs to his dream, he wants to re grasp in his own hands, even if this is a dream, he also wants to break the dream, return to reality, start again!
Calm down. He needs to calm down. At the same time, he needs to focus.
It's not easy.
Without any reference, he can't judge the passage of time, but what is certain is that he is really exhausted now.
The last trace of energy in the body was almost drained by the struggle just now. Even the muscles became sore and stiff, and a lot of lactic acid secretion made the fingertips feel no strength; Re experience the most painful, sad and difficult part of the past in the depth of memory. The mental torture also makes the whole person feel a period of collapse, and the brain can't even work; Not to mention the wrist, ankle, chest and abdomen and other places can still feel the hot pain.
What's worse is that the temperature in the light box is rising bit by bit, and the hot air is constantly burning on the surface of the skin. The hot waves are everywhere, drilling into the blood vessels along the pores, exuding a thin layer of sweat, but they are all suffocated in the space suit, creating the effect of sauna room.
Now, his whole body seems to be emitting steam, as if he had just been fished out of volcanic magma, and even the glass mask of his helmet is beginning to be covered with water mist. Nevertheless, he is sure that time will pass, but he can be sure that in the long run, he will be in a bad situation of dehydration——
It is even possible that we are now on the verge of dehydration, and the symptoms of limb weakness, muscle strength and dizziness have begun to appear one after another. Moreover, the struggle just now is likely to be accelerating the process.
Through the hazy Helmet Mask, he looked around carefully, but there was only a gray halo in his sight. At the end of the halo, there was darkness, endless darkness, the vastness and boundlessness of the universe, which showed up before his eyes again, and became more and more real.
Now, he doesn't have time to distinguish. Maybe, he is in the studio of Surrey; Perhaps, he really came to space; Perhaps, he is still immersed in Chu Jiashu's dream, he did not die, everything is just a vivid dream, just like the story of "Inception", make it true.
But he doesn't care. His attention is not here at all.
Carefully, slowly, he seriously began to a large number of surrounding environment, looking for the possibility of survival, even the slightest hope. After being immersed in it, he gradually calmed down and became more focused. All the thoughts in his mind completely disappeared, and his brain began to work again.
Desperate situation, not to mention whether it really exists in the world, even if it does exist and he is in it now, he will never give up and firmly grasp his own destiny in the desperate situation. Even if it is death, he also wants to burn life in his own way, embrace the arrival of death, he refuses to give up!
This is him.
Although the body is firmly controlled, but the mind is active, for their own situation has an accurate judgment. He is now wearing a space suit, and his limbs are bound and fixed on an appliance. There is a vast white light all around him, and there is no borrowing point or breaking point. Then, he can only start from himself.
Spacesuit, binding, appliance, spacesuit, binding, appliance
My mind is running fast, and I begin to move my limbs at the same time. Instead of struggling to resist, I just move a little to feel the scope of space and my environment.
Activities?
He suddenly realized that his body was fixed, but this was different from Chu Jiashu's.
Chu Jiashu's struggle all happened in his brain, and his body didn't have any consciousness and movement. Therefore, even though his resistance was stormy, it was still calm in reality.
His struggle is real. The pain in his wrist, ankle, knee and chest all show that his body has space to move. Although the space is extremely narrow, this is the opportunity.
opportunity!
A flash of inspiration in his mind, he found a trace of life! The space between the spacesuit and the binding rope, the space where the body moves slightly, this is his opportunity!