Chapter 1366

"Stand by me."

"OK."

Lan Li quietly watched the two messages on the mobile phone screen. The smile on the corner of his mouth rose slowly in the bitterness and bitterness. A faint warm current was flowing in the bottom of his heart.

"Walk with me" is the name of a movie about a group of 12-year-old children traveling together along the railway, looking for the body of another 12-year-old. It's about growth, it's about friendship, it's about youth.

There is an impressive line at the end of the movie:

"Although I haven't seen him for ten years, I know I will miss him forever. I didn't make as good friends as I did when I was 12. Maybe everyone is? "

Lenley was lucky. He met Matthew.

In March of last year, Langley went to New Jersey to visit Heather cross, who was sleeping, and then he saw Matthew. He took the initiative to mention the film to Matthew; In the twinkling of an eye, a year passed. At the night when he created the miracle of egot, he was looking for friends around him and found the same person again.

Is there such a friend in this world, who even knows himself better than himself, always waiting behind him. Even if the whole world is on the other side of the natural moat, he will always stick to his place. He will not be closer, after all, is not a relative or lover, not far or near to maintain a distance; But also won't step back to leave, looking back at the occasion can always see his figure.

The palm closed gently, holding the slightly hot mobile phone in the palm, looking down at the Tony prize trophy in the left hand, the tight shoulder line slowly relaxed.

Looking back at the Radio City Concert Hall behind me again, the smile on the corner of my mouth rose gently in the cheerful and light melody in my mind, and quietly ushered in my own relief.

"Let me go."

This is a new melody. The light guitar string is like a gurgling river running in the sun. You can also catch the sound of jazz drum and bass in the melody. The bitterness of the mouth and the heaviness of the shoulders are all turned into musical symbols, flying in the night wind.

"I don't want to be your hero. I don't want to be a big man. I just want to live like ordinary people; I don't want to be part of that show off at your masquerade

He, Langley hall, doesn't want to make history, or have history, or be a shining moment in history. He is just an actor, and he just wants to be an actor. He really pursues his dream, runs, cheers and enjoys. He just needs to open his arms and soar in the wind.

He is not a group photo on the photo wall, nor a label on twitter. He has no intention to be a hero of some people, and he has no ability to shoulder such a heavy responsibility.

"Everyone should have the opportunity to grow up on their own. With a steady job supporting my family, maybe I'll buy some new strings, maybe we'll go out for the weekend together. We can whisper the secret of the American dream. Babies need to be protected, but I'm a child like everyone else. "

This is his life, moving forward at his own pace, not for awards, not for box office, not for history, just to embrace his dream.

Everyone saw the dazzling aura, but no one saw that he was practicing hard for the sake of "pop drummer"; Everyone saw the glory of creating history, but no one saw his degradation and struggle in the performance; Everyone has seen the peak and brilliance recorded in history, but no one has seen the hardship and pain along the way.

EGOT？

Of course, he likes it. He accepts it calmly and thanks sincerely. But after EGOT, he did not want to be the diamond crown on the masquerade. He just wanted to be quiet with his friends, stand on the window sill, drink a glass of beer, listen to a melody, turn over a novel, chat and make complaints about the funny things.

All he needs is a space for whispering about the secrets of dreams.

God, he really missed heather.

"So let me go. I don't want to be your hero. I don't want to be somebody. I just want to live like an ordinary person. "

A gust of wind came, cold and piercing. He could not help shivering. The cheerful and joyful melody revealed a touch of sadness and bitterness. After all, he was just an ordinary man. An ordinary person who will be nervous, moved, helpless, excited, afraid, worried and sad.

"Langley, you did it." In a trance, Lan Li seemed to be able to hear Heather's smile and express his congratulations, but his bright eyes were shining with joy. Suddenly, he made a face and cried out, "but... What about the next work? What about the album? What about the drum? I'm looking forward to it

That's the real him.

Dance as if no one is watching; Sing as if no one is listening; Work as if you don't need to make money; Live as if today is the end; Love, like never been hurt. And... Performance, as if it will always be, but his pace still will not stop.

As we said before the award ceremony, he is an actor and his work should be his medal. It was like this before, it is like this now, and it will be like this in the future. He should put aside all his glory for the time being and put himself back into his work. He doesn't need to bear the burden, and he doesn't need to worry about his vision. The awards are just icing on the cake.

When another day begins and another day ends, the only thing that doesn't change is his identity as an actor.

As a result, lanli held the cup tightly in his palm. He needed to feel the weight and press it heavily on his heart, reminding him all the time that he needed to work harder, he needed to be more committed, he needed to be more focused, and he needed to become a better actor, leaving his own footprints in the long history with his works and roles.

EGOT。

For Langley, again, it's not the end, it's the beginning.

Compared with the "little golden man curse", the "egot curse" is even more terrible, because now he has stood at the top of the mountain, and he will really be at the top of the mountain. There is no room for further improvement, only room for decline. Next, everyone will wonder, what should he do? How should his career develop? Is the next step to break through the sky and enter the universe?

But Langley knew that he didn't need to change.

He is still the actor with a dream, passionate for a role, devoted to a role, and forgetful for a role.

With no pause or hesitation, he left the noisy Vanity Fair behind him with his own feet. Now he can't wait to go back to the practice room, continue to practice the drum, and then concentrate on the performance of "pop drummer". It's not easy. Even Langley knows this, but he won't waver.

It doesn't matter if he needs to walk alone on this road. Because at the beginning of the story, he was like this; Now it's just to go back to the origin, to return to the original heart, to understand again, maybe he can find a different harvest.

Instead of calling Nathan, Langley jogged away from the Radio City Concert Hall and headed for Greenwich Village in the lower city, just like a madman.

Radio City Concert Hall is located in the Rockefeller Center in the middle of the city. It's more than 25 minutes' drive from here to Greenwich Village. It's impossible to reach it by using both legs - at least it can't be done by a half hanging amateur athlete like Langley, but Langley ran all the way indifferently.

It wasn't until the lungs began to burn, breathing heavily, sweating through the inside and outside of the shirt that I stopped a taxi and got home in the easiest way.

"Oh, Nathan, I'm home now... Well, I came out early, wanted some fresh air, and then came back for a walk by myself... Which means you can leave work early tonight for a holiday. Why, isn't that a good thing? Why does your voice sound so tense? "

Langley was on the phone with Nathan, and then he opened the door of the apartment——

"Bang! Bang bang

Note: Hero - family of the yea