Chapter 1549

Chu Jiashu never went out of his way. Even when he was in college, he stayed in the frame and didn't dare to take steps easily. He seemed to have been used to the shackles of rules so long that he forgot the taste of freedom and even the method of resistance.

It's funny and ridiculous. He didn't even skip class, but it's true. From kindergarten to university, he has never been "truant" in his life. Even when he was sick and asked for leave, he was very careful for fear that the delay of his body would disturb the rhythm of his life. All the plans were carried out step by step.

Therefore, he has never enjoyed the night scene of Mordor, he has never joined a young people's party, he has never wantonly wasted his youth, he has never burst out laughing and ran wildly... Even a little bit of cross-border behavior. Lying on the bed, he hated and regretted so much.

Even though he was reborn to become Langley hall, his obsession still lingered, until the collapse and reorganization of "pop drummer", he was really relieved. Now, instead of chagrining at the things he lost, he learns to cherish the present constructed by the footprints of the past and enjoy the present.

He wants to see Mordor's night.

It's that simple.

Leaving the Sinan mansion, the wide streets standing along the Wutong tree, passing through the dim night, floating in the air with faint water vapor and unknown flowers, under the milky yellow road lantern cover, Shanghai is vaguely ambiguous and vague, just like Wong Kar Wai's "magic flower" in the "flower years", which is generally quiet, elegant and noble. The most wonderful thing is that the contradictory temperament of death and life is also mixed together.

It seemed that there had just been a drizzle, but it stopped just before he went out. The air was cool, the ground was wet, and the halo was full of light. The fallen autumn leaves could be seen rotting in the mud by the roadside.

The streets in front of us are all familiar, which awakens the scenes deep in our memory. At the end of the street, we turn to the famous bar corner of Mordor. More than a dozen bars and clubs gather in the four blocks of parallelogram. At night, we can see all kinds of young people coming in and out.

It's about 20 minutes' walk to Jing'an Temple and enter the bustling central business circle surrounded by shopping malls and buildings. The neon lights at night outline the thrilling prosperity and noise, but also reflect the solitude and loneliness under each light.

However, such familiar buildings and streets show a different style in the glow of street lights and the long night, which is his first experience. People always think that they know their own life, their own family and their own state. But sometimes, even they cheat themselves.

In a trance, he became Chu Jiashu again, exploring the unknown of this familiar city with his own feet, and those gloomy and decadent memories became fresh again, and then filled with color bit by bit.

He went to a bar, which he was always curious but never visited. Like an ordinary young man, he sat under the outdoor lantern, enjoying a glass of whisky and a night; He went to the 24-hour convenience store and just wanted to explore what it looked like at midnight.

Despite the long journey and busy schedule, he didn't feel tired at all. Instead, he gradually relaxed; When I came back to Sinan mansion, I could not help humming an incomplete tune, and the pace became cheerful.

It's still the fragmentary tune. From the late shooting period of "pop drummer", the melody of the eight beat was constantly in my mind. Later, it evolved into two eight beats. But the problem is that the melody of the two eight beats could not be integrated at all, so it evolved into two different incomplete tunes.

Over and over again, repeatedly in the mind around, but always unable to extend into a complete repertoire.

Up to now, the melody of bapai has finally begun to show more features.

"In the vast world, you can never achieve what you want; First things first, pursue what you deserve. "

This is the lyrics of the eight beat, which are constantly repeated back and forth. After humming back and forth, the melody gradually becomes complete, and the lyrics flowing from the heart also begin to become complete.

"Once upon a time, before the trouble of being young and frivolous came, everything was completely new; The long night, walk alone road can not see the end, dream is the only left to accompany the partner.

Painfully put down their pride, against the heart to persuade themselves to choose to forgive

He is not a superhero. No matter Chu Jiashu or Lan Li, he has tried to give up, or even decided to give up. In the countless long nights of walking alone, he is lonely and helpless. Then he tells himself that he should choose to give up, which is a wise way, and he should forgive himself.

But, after all, he still can't do it.

"I don't want to be famous, I just want to sing. So he cried out:

In the world, you can never get what you want; First of all, pursue what you should get. "

In fact, his dream is very simple. He doesn't want to be famous. He doesn't want to be famous. He doesn't want to be famous. He just wants to cherish every day of his life, pursue his dream, study performance and sing to his heart's content. That's enough. That's all of his dreams.

He knew it was idealism.

However, as a man of two generations, he really understood that life is impossible. He wants to dream, to be brilliant, to want money and to be free, which is too greedy. Everyone is chasing perfection, everyone is trying to succeed, but many times, the definition of perfection and success in secular society is too greedy, and people should not be so greedy.

He's not a hero. He is just an ordinary person with shortcomings, weaknesses, ambition and desire. His ability is limited. He can only stick to his dream carefully, pursue his goal, and expect his efforts to achieve his happiness in a small way. After making a choice, he will go to the end without hesitation, even if he is poor, even if he is reduced to the street, even if he does nothing, But he had his own color after all.

So, is this idealism? Or realism?

For some people, the story of "drunken folk song" is about giving up; For him, it was a story of persistence.

In the last life, he ended his life in the complaint and regret of mediocrity; In this life, he bloomed in the hardships and tribulations of exile, but along the way, those loneliness, those pain, those difficulties, those setbacks, have just become the most beautiful scars to light up life——

Compared with egot, he is more fortunate that he has completed the transformation in "detachment"; Compared with the Oscar winner, the stage performance experience in the west end of London is more profound; Compared with the box office and awards, to be able to play their favorite works is more worthy of celebration.

Maybe some people say that he is lofty, maybe some people say that he is proud, maybe some people say that he is selfish, maybe some people say that he is stupid... But in fact, deep down in his heart, he just insists on his dream, so simple and pure, far less complicated than he imagined.

"In the vast world, you can never achieve what you want; First of all, pursue what you should get. "

Over and over and over again, the eight beat melody of the chorus makes the pace light.

When you look back after the vicissitudes of life, you realize that happiness can be very simple and life can be very simple. What's really complicated is just yourself. Returning to the land that bears countless memories, lanli can finally be sure that he has completely unloaded the burden and really learned to be relieved.

From an eight beat extended to a complete chorus, the tune began to become complete, but unfortunately, the inspiration is still not able to continue, unable to support the completion of the whole song, the main part still needs more inspiration.

However, Lan Li didn't feel regret either. The process of creation was originally a kind of enjoyment. There was no need to be too hasty or upset. He could wait patiently. It's a surprise to be able to finish the chorus unexpectedly tonight.

What's more, there is another eight beat melody, which is still in the original state. There is still a long way to go for music creation in the future. For the first time, lanli began to look forward to it. However, if Don Quixote is still waiting for his second album, Langley can only say that they need to be more patient.

"Young master!"

There was an unexpected cry of surprise on the cold street. It was not loud, but it was rippling in the quiet night. Just as the cry came out, the other party directly covered his mouth, stubbornly cut off the epilogue, and cast his eyes in disbelief, showing the shock and amazement incisively and vividly.

Turning around, Lan Li saw a young girl standing on the opposite side of the street, bathed in the warm light halo. Her hands covered half of her face. She couldn't see her face clearly, but she could vaguely catch her eyes. The uncontrollable shock spread like ripples. So, Lan Li raised her right hand and said hello with a smile, "Hey, good evening. I'm still wandering outside late at night. I'm afraid my family will worry. You should go home early and have a rest. "

On the quiet street, Lan Li is on the right, and the girl is on the left. The milky yellow halo is rippling slowly like water ripples. The sudden amazement and excitement make the cold and cold of the night gradually soften.