Chapter 1645

Oh.

The whole stomach is like vomiting all the food left in the past few days, but there is nothing in the pool in front of us, only a little sour water. However, the retching movement still can not stop, like a fist in the throat, all the breathing and sound are blocked in general, but in the end, even the tears have completely disappeared, leaving only the hot eyes burning.

Retching.

He just stood in front of the washbasin in the bathroom and retched uncontrollably until his internal organs seemed to have been completely emptied, and there was no thing or weight in his abdominal cavity. Then he stopped, and his whole strength seemed to be taken away directly, and the pain in his waist and thigh was magnified bit by bit, It seems that I don't even have the strength to stand up. Now the only idea in my mind is to let go.

Many times, giving up makes things easier.

With his back against the wall, Lan Li barely supported his body. His wet hair drooped down, wet and cold, and his shaking could hardly stop. He was so embarrassed.

Slowly close your eyes, for a moment, the dark like the tide let your limbs relax. Your nerves are still tight to the extreme, but quietly find the gap to relax for a moment. When you breathe back, you just feel the turbid and heavy air, and your lungs are like needles.

If you give up, things seem to come to an end; But through the surface of ease, we can see that behind giving up is the gray of despair and pain, just in self numbness, just like walking dead. So, he won't give up! He refused to give up! He'll never get rid of it easily.

Involuntarily, the urge to retch surged up again, but at this time there was nothing to vomit, and the whole throat was burning.

Life has never been so easy, but he has never been so easily defeated.

Standing upright again, he moved to the sink. Standing in the same place, Lan Li looked carefully at himself in the mirror. Those embarrassed traces can still be found in the corners. The broken hair sticking to his forehead and temples looks like he just pulled it out of the water; But he knows that he can be strong, and it's far from the end of the world, let alone the end. He won't surrender until he burns the last drop of blood!

Head down with cold water splashed on the face, let the eyes and face a little calm, chaotic and hot brain also slightly cool down; Straighten your back, open your chest, and straighten your knees. The slightly sour and stiff waist stabilizes again, and the drifting center of gravity stabilizes again.

Raised his head, looking at the mirror in the eyes, lax focus slowly gathered, once again found the usual calm self-sustaining.

Now that the storm has come, let them see who can laugh to the end and who can stand to the last moment!

With a long, long breath, lanli turns around and appears in front of the crew again.

He walked steadily towards the direction of the hypercube. If there was a line of sight on both sides, lanli didn't avoid it. Not only did he not, but he also took the initiative to turn to meet those lines of sight. His solemn posture made the other party feel stunned. For a moment, he didn't know how to respond.

Langley's step came to Christopher's side again. "How about this scene? Do you need to change the lens angle to shoot again? "

Christopher obviously hasn't come back. "Er... Er... No, of course not! All the angles are in place, perfect, everything is very good, no, it should be very good! We can now move on to the next scene. " Subconsciously, he confided all his thoughts. After that, he reacted and asked, "are you sure it's OK, Lan Li?"

This is the second time: the same greeting.

As soon as the words were asked, Christopher explained awkwardly, "I mean, we can take a day or two off... No, no, it's a period of time. After everything has stabilized, we can start shooting again. I think the crew can wait for a period of time."

Christopher has never been a glib, but behind the simple words, he can really feel the warm care.

Blue Li showed a shallow smile, although there is still lingering fatigue in the smile, physical and energy overdraft can be felt, but at least that heavy feeling is disappearing, the corner of the mouth finally rose up, "don't worry, Chris, if I'm not in a good state, I'll tell you. I don't want to give a bad performance. It's irresponsible to the whole crew. "

Then he added, "not to mention Paul himself." Paul, as a taboo word in the "star crossing" crew, no one dares to mention it for fear of stepping on a mine accidentally; But now Lan Li took the initiative to mention, just the outbreak and catharsis, after all, let the burden on the shoulders a little lighter.

Inadvertently, Langley remembered that when he was shooting "detachment", Paul went to visit the crew. At that time, Lan Li lived in a chaotic neighborhood in order to experience his character's life. It was both astonishing and worrying, and the situation was still vivid; And when Paul took Annie siliman to the Pioneer Village to watch the opening shooting of "drunken folk", it seemed the same.

He always got along with Paul.

He is the real him, Paul is the real Paul, and this unrestrained freedom can always make them feel comfortable. It used to be, and it should be now.

Without saying anything more, lanli went back to the theme, "well, let's go on shooting, right?"

Christopher nodded in agreement.

Blue Li showed a smile, "understand." Then he walked in the direction of Weiya equipment in front of him.

Christopher was a little at a loss. He looked at Emma, then looked at lanli again, and couldn't help calling out, "lanli..." this made lanli's step stop and turn around, but Christopher suddenly didn't know what to say. After thinking about it, he just said drily, "be careful."

Lan Li nodded, then started again.

Christopher can't help scratching his head: be careful? What kind of comfort is this? What do you need to be careful about? Such endless comfort is better not to say!

Emma patted her husband on the shoulder and whispered, "concentrate on shooting."

Once again, the sight falls on lanli's back. Both Christopher and Emma have a new understanding of the young actor. They are full of mixed emotions, but they can't find an accurate foothold. In the end, they just turn into a sigh.

The whole crew seems to be a little slow, not the action, but the atmosphere. It seems that just after experiencing shock and struggle, they can't recover from their thoughts for a long time, so the atmosphere becomes dignified, and the mood and reaction begin to slow down; But fortunately, most of the parameters have been set for the shooting of that scene just now. Now we continue to shoot. We only need to make minor adjustments. There is no need to worry. This has not affected the shooting work.

Lanli put on Weiya's equipment again and went back to the mid air. With Weiya rising, the ground was in the line of sight. Those figures who raised their heads to look up at themselves became smaller and smaller. They looked down on all living beings from the perspective of God, and seemed to be able to master life and death.

Once again came to the position just performed, lanli hung in mid air, closed his eyes, adjusted his breathing, and readjusted himself to the appropriate performance state.

Immersed in the struggle of sadness and pain, the lingering sadness is entangled to death, and then gradually exhausted in the crying and roaring, can only helplessly and blankly float in the five dimensional space, at a loss, also do not know the way forward, everything is in contrast with real life.

"Ready!" Lanli made a gesture towards the camera to confirm that his preparation was in place. Then he grabbed the bookshelf again. In order to ensure that there would be no flaws in the play and editing, he needed to extend the track of the performance to the front for a few seconds, and then perform the whole play continuously.

"Shoot!"

Christopher's voice came from below.

In this way, lanli floated in the air, with no movement and no expression. It seemed that he was still floating outside the performance state. This slight stagnation made the sound of the film turning more obvious. The staff on the scene were a little surprised - but looking back on all that just happened, it seemed that he was not so surprised.

One second.

Two seconds.

Waiting for a little time, the sound engineer was the first to notice the difference. Trivial noises came from the radio microphone——

It seems to be the sound of gasping. The breath is puffing in the microphone, but it is short and violent. This makes the sound of the air flow not too turbulent. You can obviously feel the lack of strength, just like asthma. On one hand, you are eager to breathe in and out, but on the other hand, you can't breathe. All that anxiety and distress are presented in the breath sound.

The sound of retching can be faintly felt in the mixture. Just one retching will cut off the breathing rhythm, and then fall into the suffocation dilemma, which further makes the sound of breathing heavier. In this way, we can feel the surging and boiling of the abdominal cavity without eye observation.

Crying and shouting are so violent that the body begins to react violently.

So simple, but so real.

Involuntarily, I recalled the figure who had just been suspended in the air, helpless and desperate.