Standing at the door of the ward, Lan Li stopped for a moment, put his right hand on the door handle, but he was afraid to enter it; But he still pressed his right hand, "click", the sound of the door lock loosening more and more set off the tranquility of the whole ward, like thunder exploding on the eardrum.
Is it a good thing that Paul wakes up in this way?
Then he was disappointed and opened the door. Paul, who was lying on the bed, was still calm and calm. It seemed that time had been blocked out of the ward and never changed. So he stood at the door of the ward, quietly looking at Paul, as if the foot is in front of the cliff, unable to move forward.
"Hey." Lan Li tried to pull out a shallow smile, said hello, and then stood in the same place.
Looking uneasily at the decoration and furnishings in the ward, those boring furniture still stayed in sight, looking for a long time, just like the first visit to a friend's home. Finally, but still did not hear the host's greeting, so can only come to the couch beside the bed to sit down.
The line of sight is still busy, carefully looking at every corner around the hospital bed, even the white sheets can capture the details of the texture, until all around has been studied, this is cramped and cautious to look at Paul again, and then you can see the slightly swollen face.
Before, Langley stood outside the ward and visited Paul through the glass window, but now when he looked closely, he seemed to see a different person
Head wrapped in thick white gauze, changed the whole head shape; I don't know whether it's because of bruise or edema. The cheek is slightly swollen, so that the position of the facial features seems to have changed; Eyes tightly closed together, the familiar blue eyes have also been unable to see the glory.
Paul is so strange that he is not familiar with his appearance at all, that he makes Langley stay in the same place, and all the thoughts in his mind disappear for a moment. He looks at Paul quietly, then finds the familiar trace in the outline of his eyebrows, and confirms that this is his best friend, The nose starts to sour.
The corner of Lan Li's mouth gently pulled out a shallow smile to hide his embarrassment and embarrassment. He cleared his throat and hesitated to say, "Hey, it's me."
Just after meeting Derek Shepard, the doctor told him, "you need to talk to him. Everything, even the random little things in life, the past, the present, or the next plan, has no problem. He can hear everything. You need to establish contact with him, you need to make him understand that there are still people waiting for him
Isn't this a treatment for vegetative people?
But lanli did not raise his own question. Deep in his heart, he was afraid that this idea might come true. So he chose to shut up and just nodded to show that he understood.
All the way from the doctor's office, there were countless thoughts in my mind. Before I could speak, my whole brain was full of thousands of words and thoughts
About the project ideas of a group of their little partners, about the tolerance of diesel, about the recent changes of meDo, about the little fishing village in Florida where they helped before, about this year's Honolulu North Coast surfing competition, about the plan of ice island tour, and about their special experience in diaowia, About the plan to try skydiving after recovery, about the collective collapse of media reporters
One by one, the ideas jumped out, pouring out, almost overflowing. Recently, too many things have happened in his life and Paul's life, and it seems that one day and one night can't finish all of them. Paul still has many things to update immediately.
However, sitting next to Paul, all the words were just boiling in his mind, but he couldn't say a word, just like a fool.
When shooting "Star Trek" today, all the negative emotions were vented, just like clearing away the toxins. Lanli finally found the peace he had not seen for a long time; However, sitting beside Paul at this time, the light sadness still diffused. All the calm and indifference were just temporary shelters. Standing in front of Paul, the sense of helplessness broke through the water again and spread little by little.
After opening his mouth, Lan Li tried to say something, but it seemed that he had lost his voice. Finally, he had no choice but to droop his shoulders, lean back heavily, and look at Paul with a sad face. For a long time, he let the silence and depression spread slowly in the ward.
Pulling the corners of his mouth, Lan Li tried to keep a relaxed tone, "... Hey, say something."
Paul's simple, honest and cheerful laughter seemed to ring back in his mind, "ha ha. Or you say something. You know, I've never been very talkative
"I hate hospitals. No, I hate hospitals. But you always make me face the hospital. Heather is like this, so are you. You are all bad friends... "
The blue Li showed a dislike expression, and began to make complaints about Paul.
"Heather, she was going to attend the Grammy with me. She was going to perform the beast on the stage of American Idol, but she didn't wait. She didn't even say goodbye
It's the same with you now. It's obvious that you first said that we planned the film project together, and then you left everything to me. It's not fair. So what's going on now? Are you going to wait until I've got everything ready, and then you'll join in and easily eat ready-made? Well, I'm "Paul, i..."
Words so stuck in the throat, the mind surging all thoughts have become a mess, tangled for a long time, and finally failed to find a clue, "I..."
Paul, I have a lot of stories to share with you; Paul, a lot of things have happened recently. Are you sure you don't want to know about it; Paul, life is changing too fast and too little is worth remembering, but at least there are some things worth fighting for; Paul, Madonna really needs your company; Paul... I really miss you.
"Paul, I miss you."
Such a simple sentence, however, is as heavy as a precipitous one. It stays on the tip of the tongue and makes no sound. In the end, it just turns into dense water vapor and blurs the line of sight, and then it becomes rigid in place.
Time stopped at his fingertips, and Langley's thoughts began to blur. Was the accident three days ago or five days ago? But he can't remember clearly, day by day, one thing after another, they are just like being pushed forward by the waves, so that they forget to identify the direction and position. When they react, they can't find their own position any more.
"My friend, long time no see; When we meet again, I will tell you my heart; Looking back, it's a long way to go. When we meet again, I'll have a long talk all night. See you again. "
It's just a few days, but it's like a world apart.
Time on Paul seemed to freeze forever, while time on them seemed to fly at the speed of light. He didn't know that meDo was deeply immersed in remorse and suddenly grew up overnight; He didn't know that the whole world was shocked by his accident; He didn't know that his vacancy was so big; He didn't know that his deep sleep had changed everyone's life around him. He didn't know that lanli's world was in danger
If they are destined to meet again in the future, he hopes that they can sit down and have a long talk, quietly talking about those interesting and boring life trivia. From the beginning of acquaintance, to the germination of friendship, to the fetters of friendship, they are friends, but not just friends. They are becoming a part of each other's lives.
"Why leave so hastily, why leave so helpless, why turn around and leave when I am most helpless? Only when you really feel such pain can you understand how to speak. Even though I know you have found a place of peace, the pain still lingers
He has experienced too much, but still does not understand how to learn to accept. From Chu Jiashu to Heather and then to Paul, he thought he had learned to grow up, but the subject of parting was still too difficult, just like the scar left on his chest. The healing speed was ten times and a hundred times slower, and he might never be cured.
He needs them to stay. It used to be, it is now, and it will be the same in the future. He can't go on just by his own strength.
"Go forward, please give me the courage to go forward."
Note: see you again - Charlie booth, piano demo version