In the study, we are discussing and talking with each other. The light warmth contrasts with the cold winter outside the window, which makes our mood settle down involuntarily. However, we still can't help looking out of the window. Everyone can't sit still because of the contradictory mood of expectation and uneasiness.
Chris Evans's eyes glanced over lenley. He was reading a book and seemed very engaged. He was not affected by what was going to happen today; But he was surprised to notice that Lan Li didn't look at the page for a long time.
Chris was stunned by such a small accident.
Chris suddenly realized one thing, a very important thing: Randy was always Edith's most valued relative, and Randy was always defending Edith's position. Edith was Randy's sister, and Randy was Edith's brother. The most important thing was the bond between them.
Therefore, lanli is willing to fight against him for Edith's sake, but also willing to stretch out an olive branch for Edith's sake. Even if his impulse and impoliteness have damaged their relationship, and even pushed all the responsibilities onto lanli, he has never completely torn his face.
He couldn't imagine the weight Langley was carrying, but he knew it wasn't that simple.
With a deep breath, Chris stood up and started to walk in the direction of Langley - he was still a little timid. Langley's powerful aura could always make him confused, as if he could see through all his thoughts with one sight; But today, he did not hesitate, unswervingly came to lanli, and then sat down beside lanli.
Blue Li raised his head and cast a line of sight at Chris, but his bland eyes made him nervous and thirsty.
Chris moved a little bit to the side and opened up some distance. It seemed that physical space could ease his tension a little bit - but it didn't. he quietly changed his sitting posture and tried to find a comfortable position, but instead revealed his anxiety.
"Sorry." Chris didn't know how to open his mouth, but he did. He could see that Langley's eyes fell on him, and his throat began to itch. "I'm sorry, I mean..." Chris stopped for a moment to sort out his thoughts.
Then, Chris turned over and faced lanli face to face, summoning up courage to meet lanli's line of sight.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't let all the negative emotions out on you. I'm worried about Edith, and you're worried about Edith, too. We all hope Edith can come back safely, we all hope Edith can have happiness, and most importantly, we all love Edith. "
Chris's expression was very serious. He thought that Langley would interrupt him, and then sneered at his words with condescending eyes
"Love", he used the word again, and took it as the theme to communicate with Langley, which seems to be the most insignificant chip, but also the only chip he has.
But a little unexpected, blue Li did not interrupt him, there is not too much expression, just quietly listening, that kind of calm makes Chris uneasy. Lanli has such ability, that calm and determined atmosphere, can always make others feel flustered, even do not need words.
Chris's scalp was slightly numb, but he didn't flinch. He continued to meet Langley's eyes and spoke attentively and seriously.
"It's not fair to you, and it's not fair to Edith, because I should know her character. After all, I'm still stuck in my own thoughts, unable to get rid of them, and then I try to attack everyone around me... I shouldn't be like this. "
In the end, he didn't know how to organize and express his thoughts. He had countless ideas, but he just squeezed out a few words. He couldn't even convince himself. How could he persuade Lan Li?
"I'm sorry."
This is the only words Chris can say, repeatedly repeated, but can not find more meaning; Chris tried hard to find the fluctuation in the eyes of Langley, trying to judge Langley's thoughts and ideas, but he failed. He couldn't find anything in the calm eyes.
It's a bit frustrating for Chris.
But he still didn't leave.
A little silence for a moment, blue Li's voice came, "don't feel sorry, because that love, is the only chip you continue to fight.". Unless you want to give up. "
"No, of course not!" Chris said eagerly, because his voice was so loud that Matthew also cast his eyes here. Chris became more and more nervous - just one blue gift was enough. If you add another Matthew, he might be overwhelmed.
Chris leaned forward, eager to express his thoughts, "I know that as long as I still love her, this worry and tangle will not end, because this is her, and this is me. The difference between us and our persistence are the most important. I don't know how things should be solved and how they will develop, but I know that I still want to fight and protect her. True love should not only be sweet and happy, but also bitter, painful and suffering. We must learn to accept it. "
Langley watched Chris quietly, and now he finally understood Edith. She said Chris taught her how to love.
Lanli and Edith, not to mention Arthur and ALF, don't know how to love each other. Because the hall family didn't teach this course, they all maintain their private space with reserve and indifference. Then they put on masks carefully to hide themselves, but they stumble and stumble when love really comes, Just like a newborn baby, he was walking in a dazed way.
Lenley is lucky, he met Rooney, their ideas and concepts have too many similarities, naturally came together. But even so, it took them nearly two years to hold hands with each other, which is not an easy subject.
Now it seems that Edith is lucky to meet Chris - maybe he is clumsy, maybe he is selfish, but at the same time he is pure and real. The enthusiasm and madness of moths to the fire give different light to love and attract Edith.
For the first time, Langley began to think seriously that maybe Chris was the right person; However, Langley didn't reveal his mind, because he didn't want Chris to be proud too early, and he wasn't sure what would happen after that. What if Edith still decided to return to the front line? So, can their feelings stand the test again and again? What choice would Edith make?
So, it's just "maybe.".
Then, did you accept it
Chris showed a wry smile, spread his hands, "I'm still learning, but I think I should never be able to completely rest assured, worried about her, this is also a part of my life."
Blue Li's eyebrows gently picked, showing a smile, which makes Chris's cheek slightly hot up - this scene feels a bit strange, like saying sweet words when "meeting parents", and then he was caught, and the atmosphere began to embarrass.
Chris secretly looked at the look in lanli's eyes, trying to detect the mood of lanli's eyebrows and corners, but he was interrupted by the sound before he could look carefully.
"Here we are."
Chris suddenly stood up directly, and then realized that lanli was beside him. His action was too sudden and too impolite. Then he sat down again. The change between this stop and sitting showed the ups and downs of his emotions incisively and vividly, which made Chris more and more embarrassed.
But now, Chris has no time to worry about Langley. His mind is full of Edith. On the one hand, he is angry with her adventure, on the other hand, he is glad that she is back; On the one hand, he repressed his missing, on the other hand, he was looking forward to solving the problem... Those contradictory and tangled emotions collided and exploded, so that he didn't know what to do, so he hesitated back and forth in the same place.
Chris didn't even find out: he was the only one to stand up, and other people seemed to be very "calm", which made him stand out.
Then, Chris could no longer restrain himself. He strode out of the study and walked towards the porch, but stopped at the door because of his shyness. Then, Philip opened the door, and Edith's figure appeared in front of him.
In three or two steps, Chris rushed forward and hugged Edith fiercely. A thousand words stuck in his throat. He couldn't even make a sound, let alone speak. He could only tighten his arms and tighten them again. The agitation made him extremely embarrassed.
"Edith hall, you've made me regret it once. Don't make me regret it again. I don't want to lose you. Damn God, do you understand? "
Chris's choking voice was buzzing in his chest, and then Edith's familiar voice was ringing with a shallow smile, "I'm going to be out of breath."
She always does.
That light smile with a trace of ease, it seems that there is still no change.
Chris released Edith in a hurry, trying to get out of the way, but he was reluctant to give up. But after all, he took a little step back to make room for Edith to enter the room. That simple step, however, was as difficult as going from hell to heaven.
Then you can see Edith raise her right hand, look over Chris's shoulder and wave, "Hey, I'm back."
Along with Edith's line of sight, Lan Li's upright posture stood at the door of the study, gently chin head, "welcome home."