"My name is he Jingtian. I was born in a remote mountain village called he Jiamiao."
He Jingtian took the coffee spoon and stirred the coffee gently.
His expression was focused, as if he were immersed in memory and meditation.
Su Anqi felt that he Jingtian was strange and alienated in front of her, but she didn't dare to interrupt and listened quietly.
"Do you know why I call Jingtian?"
He Jingtian asked this question, but he didn't really want to hear the answer from Su Anqi.
Therefore, before Su Anqi could speak, he took the initiative to answer, "Jingtian is the name of a kind of Chinese herbal medicine, and my family has practiced medicine for generations."
Speaking of this, he Jingtian looked at Su Anqi with bright eyes and a faint voice, "the people's Hospital in our county is run by he family."
Su angqi suddenly widened her eyes.
She never thought that a poor boy from a poor mountain village like he Jingtian had such a prominent family background.
However, after a little meditation and thinking about the movement 20 or 30 years ago, Su Anqi changed her face again.
Seeing the change of Su Anqi's expression, he Jingtian smiled, but he didn't stop telling, "do you know why our village is called Hejia temple? Fifty years ago, it was our Hejia temple."
"When our family was most prosperous, there was a whole street of shops in the county that belonged to our family. Unfortunately -"
Once prominent, what brought to his descendants was not glory, but disaster.
"My grandfather was driven back to his hometown of hejiamiao. He couldn't stand the huge drop and hanged himself in the back mountain."
"My father broke a leg and got the nickname of he laoguai. No one knows that he used to be a Pianpian family who was proficient in medicine!"
When he Jingtian said this, he took a sense of regret and a little pity.
Of course, these words were told by grandma he when he was a child.
He Jingtian doesn't know how much is true, how much is beautified and fictional, and he doesn't want to know.
Because from the bottom of his heart, he Jingtian also hopes that his father is a well-educated and proficient medical figure, rather than the old rural man with a lame leg, a collapsed shoulder, a bow back and a sad face.
Su Anqi opened her mouth. She didn't know whether she should praise what family had inside information or comfort what Jingtian and her family had experienced so much.
At the time of sports, Su angqi was three or four years old, but she didn't remember much.
She didn't see those Tragedies with her own eyes, but she heard a lot of stories from her parents and grandparents.
Not to mention others, in fact, the Su family has also been hurt, but the Su father has been fair. They are also known as the good family admired by everyone.
And he family seems to have never turned over and has been living a poor and miserable life.
"..." seeing Su angqi's hesitating expression, she seemed not to know how to respond.
He Jingtian hooked up the lip corner. Instead of the depression and melancholy just now, he recovered his cheerful appearance.
"I say this, not to say how poor I am, but to tell you a real me!"
He Jingtian looked at Su Anqi seriously and said frankly, "I'm not as sunny and confident as it seems, and I can't even be a real good man."
"You know, I once despised the barren family and didn't want to face a lame father and a fool mother."
"Half a month ago, when I heard the news of my father's accidental death, my first reaction was not sadness, but a quiet sigh of relief. Because I finally don't have to worry, I will be laughed at because of a lame father, and I won't be dragged down by him in the future!"
"After my father's funeral, my first reaction to my mother who is not very conscious is not heartache and pity, but some disgust. I even want to leave her directly at the railway station and let her live and die!"
He Jingtian didn't want to say this, but the voice at the bottom of his heart insisted.
Since you want to analyze yourself, be thorough.
If in the future, Su angqi also awakens the memory of her previous life and has the foreshadowing of he Jingtian today, there will be room for many things.
Although he Jingtian didn't know why his heart had such an idea, he was used to listening to his heart after he was reborn.
Analysis is analysis, self peeling is self peeling.
When he Jingtian said the first sentence, he was also relaxed and relieved.
Sure enough, people still can't always pretend. They're too tired!
Anyway, now he asks Su angqi to be calm and comfortable.
It doesn't matter what suange thinks of him, does it?!
"... you, how could you?" so terrible?
Su angqi was surprised.
All along, he Jingtian has always been a handsome and sunny boy in front of her. He may have some small shortcomings, but they are harmless and can not rise to the moral level.
At the moment, hearing what he Jingtian said, Su Anqi felt that the whole person was a little confused.
Is this the real he Jingtian?
However, after fear, Su angqi had inexplicable admiration.
Because not everyone can do self reflection and self analysis.
More people will not admit their mistakes, let alone expose themselves.
He Jingtian dares to say so, especially at the critical moment when he was published in the newspaper because of filial piety. Isn't he afraid that he will expose him?
Is he sure he won't expose it, or is he really aware of his mistakes and not afraid of being criticized?!
No matter what the situation is, it only shows that he Jingtian's heart is really strong.
Besides, he Jingtian just thought about it and didn't take action.
No, he still took his mother to the provincial capital and worked by himself to support himself and his mother!
Thinking of this, Su Anqi's face eased a lot. She whispered, "but you still took your mother to the provincial capital smoothly -"
Not abandoned halfway.
Therefore, he Jingtian may have had bad ideas, but he finally chose family affection and responsibility!
Now, he doesn't need to say this, but he still says it truthfully, which is enough to show his honesty.
Suddenly, Su angqi thought that he Jingtian might not be as perfect as in the past, but she had another unique charm!
This is like hypocrites and real villains. In fact, they are not good people, but they have to choose between them. Many people will choose the latter.
People have shortcomings and make mistakes. They are afraid of making mistakes, but they refuse to admit them, and they are more reluctant to repent.
He Jingtian is different from others. They do not deny their selfishness, do not disguise, and are willing to face their mistakes!
Su angqi was inexplicably born with different feelings for the scene in front of her.
At this time, he Jingtian continued, "I want to introduce my mother."
"In fact, until now, I don't know my mother's name!"
Su angqi looked stunned. What's the situation? Is there any secret about his mother.
"More than twenty years ago, my father was almost thirty, but he couldn't marry his daughter-in-law. Once he went to work in the county and found a crazy woman near the railway."
He Jingtian then revealed his secret.
Su Anqi widened her eyes. "Is that your mother? But she -" she's not conscious. She shouldn't marry voluntarily.
Also, more than 20 years ago, that, that was——
Although Su angqi is pampered by her parents, she is not a fool who doesn't eat fireworks.
Some things, some dark human nature, she will also learn from the news or other people's gossip.
For example, Su Anqi can imagine what kind of violation a confused but young woman will encounter if she wanders outside without the protection of her family.
She looked at the handsome young he Jingtian with a complex look. She never thought that he Jingtian's mother had suffered these things.
And his father——
Su Anqi doesn't want to swear, but what he Jingtian's father did is really not a gentleman.
He was old and lame. Under normal circumstances, he couldn't marry a daughter-in-law, so he decided on a crazy woman.
What's more disgusting is that he laoguai may think that he is not taking advantage, but helping others.
After all, he gave his mother food and clothing and a shelter from the wind and rain.
However, he did not think about whether his so-called "kindness" was needed or not.
"My father really didn't do it right. Even my milk has always looked after my mother and won't let her run around."
"It's not my father. My milk is vicious. They are foolish. They think that if the incense of Lao he's broken in their hands, they are the sinners of Lao he's family!"
"So, even if it's a crazy woman, even if the other party's origin is unknown and he doesn't even know his name, my father forced my mother to stay at home."
He Jingtian said this not only for self skinning, but for another purpose.
"I don't quite agree with them. After all, I am also a modern young man with higher education. But before I die, I told me to have a son and inherit the incense of his family!"
He Jingtian looked directly into Su Anqi's eyes. On the surface, he was talking about the past, but his words still had a deep meaning: I want to marry a woman who is willing to give me a son.
Su Anqi looked at he Jingtian. She read his eyes and understood the meaning of his words——
Dear Angie, I don't love you, but I know that a charming girl in a city like you doesn't agree with the bad habit of heavy cases over women.
Moreover, Su Anqi's family is superior and her parents love her. It is proper for her to marry he Jingtian.
He Jingtian is in a weak position. He wants to ask Su Anqi to do this and that in turn. It's really inappropriate.
"Angie, I like you very much. Really, my feelings for you are sincere and pure!"
"But I can't forget the elders' advice and break the incense of he family."
"Don't be in a hurry. I know it's too early to say about giving birth to boys and girls, but I don't want us to become bitter couples because of children in the future!"
"After all, you and I can't guarantee that you can win a man in one fell swoop when we have children in the future."
"I love you, so I can't face the picture that we resent and hurt each other in the future!"
He Jingtian said it sincerely.
As a 20-year-old girl, Su Anqi has never been married and has never really made a boyfriend, but she is somewhat ashamed to hear that a man discusses having children with her.
His cheeks burned badly and his heart pounded. He also complained about he Jingtian's big mouth.
However, after the embarrassment, Su Anqi was vaguely moved.
Women are never afraid of suffering. The only thing they can't accept is being cheated by men.
For example, there is a man who clearly wants a son in his heart, but before marriage, he tells women lies such as "giving birth to boys and girls is the same", "I like my daughter".
They have one purpose. They cheat their daughter-in-law first. When the raw rice is cooked, they will show their true colors.
At that time, women really regret it too late!
He Jingtian is the best. It may sound very unpleasant, but people just want a son.
As a new era female college student who rejects the bad habit of favoring boys over girls, Su Anqi can not choose each other.
Say everything clearly. Even if you don't live well in the future, it won't blame others, right?!
Of course, this does not mean that Su Anqi will agree with he Jingtian.
"... my mind is in a mess. I want to think about it!"
Su angqi picked up the coffee cup. Her mood was very chaotic and her hands were shaking.
The exquisite coffee cup collides with the plate and makes a crisp sound.
After sipping a bitter coffee, Su angqi still couldn't calm her mood.
She simply put the coffee cup back on the table, looked at he Jingtian, dropped this sentence, stood up and hurried away.
Looking at Su angqi's slightly hasty back, he Jingtian didn't catch up, but continued to sit alone, drank the coffee, paid the money, and then got up and left.
It's best to say so. He has expressed his ideas. If Su angqi is still willing to fall in love with herself, no matter what happens in the future, Su angqi and her family can't blame him!
"Rebirth is really good. I have become so thoughtful and cautious!"
He Jingtian went to the direction of the faculty dormitory and whispered: "Alas, if he had been so cautious in his last life, he wouldn't have been caught stealing, and he would be cursed as a phoenix man and a white eyed wolf!"
Voice from the bottom of my heart:... You still have the face to say?
Hum, it's really a scum man. Rebirth can't change the essence of scum!
He Jingtian:... That's enough! I am you, you are me, we are one, you always scold me, is it appropriate?
The voice at the bottom of my heart didn't speak any more. He Jingtian finally got a moment of peace.
When he passed a Western pastry shop, he Jingtian thought that his mother had always stayed at the opposite horse master's mother's house in the past two days, which was somewhat disturbing.
He went to the bakery and bought a box of biscuits. When he was going to pick up his mother at Ma's house, he gave them to others!
He Jingtian had a leisurely life here, but Su Anqi fell into entanglement and hesitation.
She was in a trance. When she came down from the upper bunk, one didn't pay attention, but stepped empty, fell directly to the ground, knocked her head heavily on the column of the bed, and suddenly fainted.
He was sent to the school hospital by his roommate. He got an injection and checked the wound. He woke up after tossing for a long time.
However, when Su angqi opened her eyes, her once simple eyes became deep