Chapter 115: Wrath

I glanced at my pitiful twin sister who was crying. Subconsciously my finger touched her lips to request her silence.

I didn't want her to speak, somehow her crying was pleasing to my ears. She looked cuter when crying.

My fingers next wiped her tears and I held her close to my chest, kneeling down I let her lie against the cave wall.

Patting her head I smelled her hair which smelled of wild strawberries and gave her a peck on the forehead before forcefully closing her beautiful amethyst eyes.

"Sleep."

I stood up and turned around to look at the dragon man who was simply standing astounded, angry at the fact that he was ignored? Nah maybe angry due to pp no more.

While looking at the dragon man, many emotions passed through me. Although I am quite apathetic, I could feel an emotion that I had thought I had forgotten.

Wrath.

All this time that I have been angry, it wasn't the extreme kind of anger but just looking at this excuse of a lizard makes my blood boil vehemently.

*Ding!*

I could hear another notification from my status but I wasn't really in the mood to check it. I was angry but my anger was not unreasonable.

For once.

For once, I want to feel my anger. For once, I want the world to feel my rage. I have been through a lot of bullshit and fuckery! Never have I even once self pitied myself nor am I pitying myself right now.

I just know.

I know how much fucked I am.

It's hard being a protagonist.

I never wanted to be a king, I was forced to be one.

I never wanted any of this, I was simply born with it.

Yes, I never wanted any of this but I don't hate it. I don't hate being revered, being feared, being admired, being loved.

I am a hypocrite.

I love all of it.

However, the responsibilities that come with power.

Can I be greedy for today?

Can I be greedy enough to not have any responsibilities?

Should I let my anger turn into wrath and seep through my body without any restrictions? Not caring about consequences?

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Yes, I can.

I do what I want.

I take what I want.

I am God.

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Everyone else is a dog waiting to be slaughtered by me.

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My eyes started to turn hazy,

I absolutely love this emotion. It gives me adrenaline. I know I can control my adrenaline but the adrenaline that comes along with wrath is simply phenomenal.

I am crazy and I fucking love it!

"Hihigihi~."

I let out a small giggle as I walk towards the dragon.

I didn't notice this before but I seem to have a huge hole in my chest. My heart... my heart.... was crushed?

Blood flowed from the humongous hole in my chest, I must have gotten this wound while trying to take the attack for Liz(Nick name of Alizejh).

A beautiful of rose gold red covered my body and colored my silver hair scarlet. I couldn't help but have a taste of my own blood.

Hmm... tasty.

The dragon man's face paled a bit, it seems that I had been releasing the entire bloodlust that I refined in my previous lives.

He looked at me and muttered while trying to breathe in as much as he could.

"H-how? I-I already crushed your heart... why aren't you dying?"

I myself was stunned at his question. I myself didn't know the answer to that question. The hole in my body wasn't closing despite regeneration, I didn't have a heart, it was as if.... empty.

I see. I finally know the answer.

I don't need a heart because...

"I am above all."

My heart is empty, it is only so I can fill it with love, joy, sadness, and all the other emotions.

Hurt my lover once, I take all your lovers.

My body went numb, the blood in my body pulsated with energy. This was the only shot I had to fight without a heart. Even after all my edgy lines, it doesn't mean that I really can live without a heart.

Till my blood is pure and flowing in every corner of my body, I will do my best to kill the dragon in front.

This is the final.

I will let my wrath take over me.

I don't know what the outcome will be when I open my eyes next.

However I don't care much, I am going to let it all out without any boundaries. My rage will devour everything in existence.

Closing my eyes, I felt a euphoria never before.

Why why why why why why??!!!

How can someone be so divine?!

"Higgigiggigigigigigihihihihihihihhihiahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!!!"

The cave trembled under my gaze, cracks started to form on it. The more I laughed like a psycho, the more the cave was close to breaking down.

"Ahhhhh" A moan left my mouth slightly when I accidentally bit my tongue.

That hurt.

"Let's settle this outside shall we?" I asked the dragon-man in front of me. I don't want to hurt Liz.

The dragon shuddered, without saying more he fled. It was as if he was scared of me. Funny because he is supposed to be a proud dragon and stronger than me.

Now that I think of it, I never got his name did I? And why does he look similar to the insecure heavenly lizard god-king?

Is he a future stepson?

Hmm, let's see.

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After getting out of the cave, Rael was clever enough despite being in his psycho mode to steer away from the area where Puck was cultivating.

"You dare antagonize this young prin-"

*BOOM!!!*

Energy fluctuations increased in the air. Dragon man immediately took a step away from Rael.

Rael's body floated into the air, ethereal golden butterflies started to surround it flapping their wings happily.

His hair started to grow to show no signs of stopping.

Once again like before, the insects and animals nearby fell into silence!

The trees started to sway in his direction to kotow!

The wind stopped blowing to pay its respects!

The dry ground started to give birth to plants, trees, and flowers!

He touched one of the butterflies with his long fingers and, it broke into many more butterflies.

A pair of peculiar beautiful wings with a single horn at the end seeped out from his back.

All the butterflies started to merge and a halo-crown was formed which floated atop his head.

Rael finally had a move for this boost he called it, [Super Mode].

The gentle smile on his face was quickly replaced with a psychotic one as he flew in the air.

"Hihihihhighigigigiggigigigihahahaahahahahahah!!!!!!"

With a ruthless gaze, he clenched his fingers and pointed towards the sky, and spoke in a profound tone.

"I haven't used this technique in a long time now."

The dragon in front of Rael was stronger than Rael, if only he hadn't fallen for the scheme of his brother.

[World Ending Ultimate Deviant Element Magic: Brahmastra]

The ultimate deviant technique made from simply elements, the most destructive attack that Rael had in his possession.

Rael slowly opened his third eye, it profoundly gazed on the entire area.

Runic marks crept onto his entire body as he stared at the dragon as if an insignificant bug.

All the anger, wrath, Rael possessed vanished like as of it never existed, what was left was only logic, wisdom, and apathy.

What would happen if he mixed a bit of nihility in the Brahmastra? Surely even a dragon stronger than him wouldn't be able to survive.

What would be the price of using nihility?

Since Rael was in his logical mode, he simply knew that his own survival mattered the most, and to ensure it completely he had no choice but to use nihility.

After all without nihility even after using world deviant magic, a fake god can't go against a dragon god from the middle heavens even if weakened.

[Null]

Rael pinched his attack with nihility and was instantly exhausted. He then felt something burn, the pinky in his left palm had turned black. He could no longer feel it.

Rael nodded to himself, the cost of using a little nihility was a pinky finger. It was a high price nevertheless since it wasn't regenerating.

The only solution Rael could think of to lessen the cost of nihility was to continue evolving. The more he would evolve as a Genesis species, less the cost of nihility would become.

Rael when in his logical wisdom mode had given a lot of thought to the overgrown lizard man in front of him.

The lizard looked awfully similar to the heavenly dragon god-king, Shen Long, the guy who is the fiance of his master, the moon goddess, Tian Yue.

If his deductions were right then the person in front of him was Shen Ji, the crown prince and the eldest son of Shen Long.

Due to researching a lot on Shen Long because Rael was planning on heavily cucking him, he knew that Shen Long had many wives but not many children since it's hard for dragons to successfully impregnate women.

Among them, the eldest and the most remarkable of them all was Shen Ji who was declared Crown Prince. Following after Shen Ji was Shen Kun.

Shen Kun and Feng Bing were childhood friends, Feng Bing was the Phoenix princess and the daughter of one of the four heavenly kings, the Phoenix God-King, Feng Kai.

She was supposed to be engaged to the crown prince of the heavenly dragon.

Shen Kun was in love with Feng Bing and was devastated when he found out that his elder brother, Shen Ji was the crown prince and was engaged to the love of his life, Feng Bing.

Since the Middle Heavens was similar to a xianxia world, Rael knew that Shen Kun wouldn't hesitate to drag Shen Ji down by scheming against him.

The person in front of Rael was most probably, the ex crown prince, Shen Ji.

Suddenly a hesitant expression came over Rael's emotionless airhead third eyes state.

This was the second stepson he would be killing, the first being Alan.

"I am supposed to be a kind stepfather. Am I by any chance, not that kind as I thought?"