The burning pain in his stomach disappeared, and he gradually felt full. Xu Lin threw away the chicken bone debris in his hand, looked at the blood in his hand and cried, "what's the matter with me, what's the matter with me..."
A normal person can't accept sudden changes. Human beings have eaten cooked food since ancient times. He is not a savage or a madman. Xu Lin can't accept this change from childhood to adulthood.
But he can't deceive himself. He can't eat cooked food anymore. Those delicious foods are already shaped like chewing wax in his mouth. He can't taste any flavor, but such raw food is delicious.
Moist and smooth, the feeling of satiety spreads to every sense organ, and there is no longer a burning hunger in the stomach, but satiety instead.
Is he still human?
Xu Lin was in great pain.
Mrs. Xu's eyes were red, and she reached out to take Xu Lin into her arms and patted him gently: "don't be afraid, don't be afraid, there's a mother."
No matter what her son becomes, she will not give up.
It doesn't matter if you can't eat cooked food or raw food. She's not an ordinary family. She can bring everything Xu Lin wants to him.
Xu Lin hugged Mrs Xu and sobbed, like a wounded little beast.
Mrs. Xu also cried. She didn't know who threw the note in, which also saved her son's life. No matter what the intention of the person throwing the note was, at least her son didn't have to suffer.
Mrs. Xu gently patted Xu Lin on the back, "you're just sick. It's okay."
Xu Lin licked the blood on the corner of his mouth. He looked at Mrs. Xu: "Mom, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll become a monster, I'm afraid I'll eat people, I..."
Mrs. Xu interrupted Xu Lin's words: "nonsense, it won't."
Eating people, how can you eat people? It's just to scare yourself. There are so many livestock to choose from, and there is no need to eat people.
Her son is still a man, not a monster, but the food he eats has changed.
Xu Lin lowered his eyes and hid the hunger and thirst in his eyes. He swallowed his throat. Finally, he didn't tell Mrs. Xu the terrible idea that he wanted to bite his mother's throat. She had been lucky and bitter enough for him and must not accept it.
Xu Lin was very painful: "Mom, the servants in the house, let's dismiss. I don't need so many people. I won't go out in the yard in the future. If mom wants me, come and see me."
Mrs. Xu's heart was breaking when she heard this, and she choked, "OK."
Xu Lin pushed Mrs. Xu away. He pulled the quilt over him and turned his back: "Mom, go to have a rest. I'm sleepy."
Mrs. Xu wept, and she got up: "OK, lin'er, have a good rest, and my mother will come to see you tomorrow."
Mrs. Xu packed the food box before leaving. She called the housekeeper. The housekeeper was an old man in the government of the state of Xu, and Mrs. Xu didn't hide it.
The old housekeeper, like Mrs. Xu, was in tears and choked up and promised Mrs. Xu, "madam, rest assured that the old slave will arrange the childe's affairs and will never ask outsiders to talk about the childe. The childe is just sick, and he will be cured when he finds a miracle doctor."
Mrs. Xu was physically and mentally exhausted. "I won't give up lin'er. You're right. He's just ill."
Holding back, Xu Fu fell on the bed and began to cry. She was so painful that her heart was broken into countless pieces, each of which was bloody and painful.
Why should her son suffer so much? What did their Xu family do wrong? Xu Lin is weak and has never made friends with others. He is a charming flower raised in the greenhouse and irrigated with painstaking efforts. She knows that Xu Lin yearns for that kind of wanton life, riding a fast horse and drinking alcohol.
He will never try these.
The world is so big that someone must know what to do to cure her son.
Mrs. Xu burst into tears, wiped away her tears, and her eyes became more firm. Even if she was poor all her life, she would find a doctor to save her son.
No matter who is behind the plot, as long as she catches him, she will ask him to survive and not to die. Even if he dies and turns into a spirit of resentment, she will pester that person.
The government of the state of Xu dismissed many servants, leaving behind old people who had no other choice. They swore to heaven that they would never divulge this matter.
Three meals a day were finely cut and sent. At first, Xu Lin could accept it, but within three days, he was angry: "in the future, you don't need to cut it so finely, just send it directly."
He doesn't like this subtle feeling. He likes to bite, tear and swallow, and cut meat, so that he can't feel this taste. Even if he is full, his psychology is also missing.
The servant had to do it.
Mrs. Xu was extremely worried. Every aspect of Xu Lin was moving closer to the beast. He was like a beast, holding food, eating, tearing, and his eyes became crazy.
Mrs. Xu couldn't bear to look again. She knew clearly that her son was changing in a terrible direction. Before long, he became completely dehumanized and became more and more inhuman.
After the wolf swallowed, Xu Lin's eyes flashed with pain. The servant had prepared the bath bucket. He immediately washed and changed into new clothes. The clothes were carefully perfumed, and all the bloody smell was covered up.
The house was also cleaned clean, lit incense and opened the window. Xu Lin was energetic: "Mom, I want to read."
Mrs. Xu nodded, "OK, then go to the study and have a look."
Xu Lin nodded. He stretched out his arm. "The clothes are a little small."
Mrs. Xu looked at her son, who was obviously strong in just a few days. Her thoughts were complex. It seemed that her son had no change except eating raw food. It was good to have a change, because his body became stronger, his face was ruddy and healthy, and his steps were calm.
But in her heart, she didn't feel at ease at all. Instead, she was more worried. She came up and looked at it and said, "it's a little small. I'll take a new measurement and make you a few more bodies later."
Xu Lin nodded and went to the study.
Mrs. Xu was worried, and she began to look around. The two national masters in the palace were from the broken cloud sect, which was a large sect. There was no way for the two national masters, but if they could go to the broken cloud sect, there might be a way.
Mrs. Xu thought about it. July 23 was the 16th birthday of the seventh princess. Xia qiluo was also old enough to choose a husband. She and the crown prince were both born by the queen. This year's birthday must also be wantonly arranged.
Xia qiluo has been to the broken cloud sect to practice. She went to ask. With Xia qiluo's recommendation, things would go much better, so Mrs. Xu thought about preparing gifts.
Liu Sanniang led the black general to slip away. The black general directly ran to the mansion of the state of Xu. Liu Sanniang touched its head: "it's all here, so go and have a look."