Chapter 490

That's their only child, his only blood, and the only incense of the Xu family.

She can't bear it. How she hopes to protect this single seedling and leave another vein of blood for the Xu family, so that even if she dies, she can go to see him at ease.

But heaven didn't follow people's wishes. She was so lucky and bitter, but she still couldn't stay.

The man gently patted her on the back and comforted her softly: "I understand. You tried your best. Read naturally, how can I be willing to blame you? It's all life..."

Mrs. Xu woke up crying. When she woke up from her dream, she still remembered clearly, every word. She stretched out her hand and pressed the position of her heart. Her voice was a little hoarse: "husband, for so many years, you never walked into my dream, but now you come, but I feel more pain."

The pain in the body can never compare with the pain in the heart.

Thinking of the person in her memory, Mrs. Xu closed her eyes. She wanted to go into dreamland again and lean against his chest.

How can a dream be enough? She wants more dreams. She wants to say to him that he is the only one in her heart, and then closed after he left.

The surging mood in her heart slowly returned to calm. Mrs. Xu opened her eyes and got up. It was already dawn, and she couldn't return to her dream.

After washing, Mrs. Xu went directly to the ancestral hall and burned a incense stick. She sat in the ancestral hall for a whole day.

She went to see Xu Lin in the evening.

Xu Lin lay in bed and didn't move. She walked over and looked at her with her eyes: "Mom, I'm too hungry to stand it. Kill me. It's too painful. I'm even worse than death."

Xu Lin almost wants to cry. When will this pain end?

From hunger to satiety to hunger, his spirit has already collapsed, and human feelings are gradually losing. Looking at Mrs. Xu sitting on the edge of the bed, he can't wait to rush up and bite her neck, even if she is his mother.

But he had no strength, and he couldn't even feel it with his fingers. He was like a plate of soft and rotten things. His body could no longer control itself, but his mind was still alive.

Mrs. Xu listened to the words of asking for death, but felt her heart was like a knife. Her eyes had already been swollen with tears: "lin'er, bear it again, and it will be fine in a few days."

Xu Lin's nose expanded and trembled, and he opened his mouth several times before he cried hard: "I can't bear it. My mother doesn't know my taste. My stomach is like burning in magma. I hurt, mother, I hurt. It's also a death around. My mother might as well give me a good time, as if she hadn't given birth to my son."

Mrs. Xu cried and shook her head: "no, my mother can't do it. No matter how hard I can bear it, lin'er, don't worry. If you don't get better all day, my mother will accompany you. If you go, my mother will also go. My mother will never eat a grain of rice or drink a mouthful of water."

Xu Lin's expression became a little distorted, and his eyes were burning with anger, which was completely different from the previous cry of weakness. He stared at Mrs. Xu viciously: "get out of here, you don't treat me as a son at all, what's with me? Do you understand my feelings? Have you ever eaten charcoal fire? Your hunger and my hunger are not the same!"

He was furious, and the demons on his face showed up. He was extremely angry. At this time, he was both Xu Lin and wolf demon.

Mrs. Xu looked at Xu Lin, whose face became terrible. She opened her mouth as if she couldn't breathe. They all said that hitting her son hurt her mother, and she also hurt.

She was not afraid at all, because she knew that this was her son.

Xu Lin's hair on his face retreated, and his red eyes returned to black. His eyes were full of coldness: "my mother always said that she loved me and wished to pay her life for me, but how did my mother do it? Does my mother think this is love? No, it's selfish, and any love is false. It's just that I want to continue the incense for the Xu family, so as to complete the success and retirement of your Xu family's daughter-in-law."

Mrs. Xu shook her head, "it's not like this..."

Xu Lin's expression was indifferent: "I don't want to see you. Go away. I'm already in such pain, but you still want me to stay. You won't even give me a relief. It's false to say anything about love. I don't ask you to give me food, I just want to die and get a relief."

Mrs. Xu's heart ached. She looked at Xu Lin and was disappointed with her. She didn't know what to do.

Should we really give up?

Is it really her coercion?

Because it is forced, so God can't see it. As long as her son lives one day, what he meets is heavy torture?

Mrs. Xu didn't dare to look at Xu Lin, so she naturally ignored the bloodthirsty desire in Xu Lin's eyes.

Mrs Xu got up and left exhausted.

Xu Lin's eyes kept staring at her until she disappeared, unwilling to take it back. In his eyes, the last trace of human nature had disappeared, replaced by bloodthirsty and cold.

It was already dark, and Mrs. Xu leaned against the table with her hands.

Vaguely, she felt someone pick her up to bed. She opened her eyes, looked at the familiar face, and her nose was sour: "husband, am I not doing well, I'm not a good mother."

The man smiled and gently wiped away Mrs. Xu's tears. "It's not your fault. It's time."

Mrs. Xu shed tears and said intermittently. She was even very awake. It was a dream. She was afraid of waking up.

The man looked gentle. He seemed to know all her pain, comforted her, and told her not to be sad and cry. He never blamed her.

Mrs. Xu leaned against the man's arms, as if to tell all the grievances of her life.

The man listened quietly, patted her gently on the back, and comforted her not to cry. He knew that he had never blamed her.

It was dawn, and Mrs. Xu woke up. The five-day period was already the third day.

She didn't know what to do. She didn't dare to see Xu Lin, and the servants didn't dare to send things to Xu Lin.

Xu Lin was extremely angry in the room. He cried, was angry, and showed weakness. He tried all kinds of methods, but no one paid attention, and he was going crazy.

Mrs. Xu was outside the yard, constantly crying. She didn't dare to go in. Her heart was like a knife.

The servant came and said with a worried look, "madam, there is a girl outside who wants to see you."

Mrs. Xu was in a trance: "girl?"

The servant nodded, "she said she could save the childe."

Mrs. Xu remembered that there was only one such girl, and her expression sank: "no, tell her to go."

The five-day period between her and Xia qiluo is coming. She will never give up at this juncture. She treats her so lightly. She doesn't believe that Liu Sanniang will revenge her virtue for her resentment, and she doesn't care about revenge at all. Since she has chosen, she will never regret halfway.

The servant looked at her with a cold face. He didn't say anything more, but retreated silently.

Liu Sanniang was still waiting outside the mansion of the state of Xu. General black sat next to her. Liu Sanniang touched the head of general black: "did Su Shizi send you the braised pigeon today? Did you eat too well recently? How do I think you have grown up again?"