She never wanted them to come true.
Chu Yansong opened his hand: "go to sleep."
It was already evening, and another day passed. Liu Sanniang returned to the house to tidy up and went to bed.
……
Zhang Shuangshuang was lying on the bed with a pale face, and the servant girl Qingmei couldn't help crying in front of the bed. She kept wringing her veil and putting it on Zhang shuangshuangshuang's forehead, and from time to time tested the temperature of Zhang shuangshuangshuang's forehead.
"Miss, you must hold on. I'll call you a doctor now."
Qingmei got up and went to the cupboard. There was no silver in the empty drawer. Qingmei couldn't help biting her lips, and tears fell silently.
Who can imagine that the daughter of Zuo Du's censor would have no private money at all.
Zhang Shuangshuang's consciousness was a little unclear, and she shivered: "cold..."
Qingmei covered the quilt tightly for her. Zhang Shuangshuang's face was red and hot, but she couldn't stop shivering. Without money, she couldn't hire a doctor.
Qingmei closed the door and went out.
She found the housekeeper and begged, "housekeeper Zhang, the second young lady is in danger with a high fever and shivering. Please call a doctor for the second young lady."
Housekeeper Zhang glanced at Qingmei lightly: "Qingmei girl, go back first. The little one will report to her wife."
Qingmei choked and almost bit her lips: "but the second miss can't wait too long."
Housekeeper Zhang was a little impatient: "green plum girl, the second young lady was seriously ill when the Li family came to withdraw their marriage. How bad the influence was when it was spread out. Well, you watch it more and drink more water for the second young lady."
Housekeeper Zhang glanced at Qingmei and didn't even want to be perfunctory, so he left directly.
The wife is in charge of the house now. As for the second young lady, her mother died and her father didn't hurt. Now it's inconvenient to live, let alone invite a doctor. Although the wife didn't say it clearly, she must hope that she didn't have the second young lady in her heart.
Adults don't ask, anyway, they don't love, although they didn't say it clearly, but I'm afraid they also think it's better not to have this daughter.
People are steering in the wind and understand it in their hearts.
Qingmei came back in vain. She could only keep wiping Zhang Shuangshuang's face and hands, silently crying, "madam, open your eyes in the spirit of heaven, and let the young lady get better quickly."
Zhang Shuangshuang couldn't help shivering.
Qingmei poured cold tea and fed it to Zhang Shuangshuang, crying as she fed it.
Vaguely, Zhang Shuangshuang opened his heavy eyelids: "don't cry."
Qingmei didn't want to cry, but her tears couldn't stop at all. She wiped her tears and said, "Miss, I don't cry. You must make it through. You must live well."
Zhang Shuangshuang shivered, her teeth clenched, and Qingmei cried again, anxious and worried: "what should I do? What should I do? The second lady withholds your monthly silver, and adults don't care. Now you can't even hire a doctor. Don't think Qingmei doesn't know. They are all looking forward to your death, miss. You must hold on... Wuwuwuwuwu..."
It's not easy to insist. The fever is so dangerous that there is no doctor to see the doctor and no good medicine to treat the disease. How to insist?
High fever can burn people's heads.
Zhang Shuangshuang wanted to raise her hand and wipe the tears of Qingmei, but she didn't have the strength and said faintly, "many Qingmei cry again, don't cry..."
Qingmei sobbed: "sobbing..."
I'm confused. She's the only one who comes from a lot of green plums.
Zhang Shuangshuang closed his eyes: "I must live, tear up all the darkness, and finally see the light."
Qingmei was stunned, and she immediately wiped away her tears: "the maid has a way, miss, you hold on, and the maid will go and ask Miss Liu to save you."
Qingmei quickly wiped Zhang Shuangshuang, and then folded the veil on Zhang Shuangshuang's forehead after cold water, and then hurried out.
Liu Sanniang saved Zhang Shuangshuang once at the Palace Banquet more than a month ago. She is different from others. Qingmei doesn't know whether Liu Sanniang will save Zhang Shuangshuang again, but there is no other hope.
Green plum leaves the house through the back door, and a servant soon reports it to Mrs. Zhang.
Hearing this, you Xuerou just yawned: "let her go. Anyway, the girl has no money. Even if she goes to ask for someone, she's sure to just shut the door. Now who else is good with her in Beijing? If Zhang shuangshuangshuang is smart, she should give up trying to survive. It's good for her to die now. How sad she is to live... Tut Tut, I'm a little impatient."
Just because her mother was gone, she became a poor girl. She didn't do much. Zhang Shuangshuang was like this.
In her opinion, death is still a good thing, and living is painful.
Who can I marry after being demobilized.
Most of the big families in Beijing don't look up to it. Even businessmen marry the daughter of an official to make friends. If it's useless, they won't marry at all. Ordinary people, the legitimate daughter of Zuo Du, the censor, feel high when they marry
Hard to marry.
Quitting marriage is just a message in advance. Zhang Shuangshuang is like this. If she dies of illness this time, she won't feel humiliated when she really quits marriage. Otherwise, if she doesn't die, she will face all this alive.
The servant hung his head and said, "madam, don't you care?"
You Xuerou waved, "don't worry, she's alive."
Anyway, nothing can be turned out. Now everything is hers. Zhang Shuangshuang is alive. In her eyes, she is just surviving.
"Step back."
You Xuerou waved her hand. It's still midnight now, and she has no spirit to listen.
The servant went down.
You Xuerou went back to sleep indoors, and Zhang Heng hugged him: "who is it?"
You Xuerou gently leaned against Zhang Heng: "master, it's the second young lady's side. He said that he was infected with the cold and asked for a doctor."
Zhang Heng frowned vaguely, "no matter what a little illness she has, she dares to talk back to me. Let's talk about it tomorrow."
You Xuerou lifted up the corner of her lips, "OK."
Zhang Shuangshuang is in this family, and the only thing he can rely on is Zhang Heng, but Zhang Heng's attitude is obvious, and he doesn't care.
It doesn't matter whether there is Zhang Shuangshuang or not. Zhang Yufei is enough.
……
Qingmei finally found a place. She urgently patted the door, and her voice was crying: "Miss Liu, please save my miss."
Before Liu Sanniang got up, Chu Yan got up first. He opened the door and looked indifferent: "don't make noise."
Qingmei immediately silenced, her eyes full of anxiety and said, "isn't this Miss Liu's home?"
At the Palace Banquet, Qingmei didn't notice Chu Yan at all. She looked for Liu Sanniang, but it was a man who opened the door. His face was cold. Qingmei was anxious and had to hold back, and her tears rolled in her eyes.
Liu Sanniang has got up. She rubbed her eyes and smiled at Qingmei: "Qingmei girl."
Green plum looked at Liu Sanniang and immediately knelt down: "Miss Liu, my miss is hot and dangerous, and she is unconscious. Please help her."