He trusted Liu Sanniang, and he would not go back on what he had promised.

That force was extremely warm, pulling him, as if to take him somewhere. Lu Zhen was also pulled by that force. The warm force, like rain, nourished everything. He completely believed in this force.

Wherever they take him.

Hazy, Lu Zhen heard many soft whispers that he couldn't hear clearly.

What he saw in front of him was vague. The tip of his nose could smell a faint fragrance. It seemed that there were medicinal herbs in it. With both hands, he held him in his arms. He smelled the fragrance of food, and a gentle voice came from his ear: "ah -"

Subconsciously, Lu Zhen opened his mouth and tasted soft. He liked the taste very much, so he ate happily.

Gradually, he saw clearly in front of him, and everything was clear in front of him. He became a baby held in his arms, and the woman holding him to feed was the young princess.

She blew the hot food warm and cool, and fed it to him. While holding a handkerchief, she wiped the soup on the corner of his mouth.

Lu Zhen was not used to it, but when he opened his mouth, he became a baby's voice. There was no language, only 'wow...' that people couldn't understand

Lu Zhen was silent.

Princess de finished eating for him. She just ate some casually and went to bed at night. From time to time, Princess de would stretch out her hand under his nose to try breathing and touch his forehead. After confirming that the child was well, Lu Zhen would hear Princess de sigh and breathe.

In taking care of her children, she never pretends to be others and does everything herself.

Lu Zhen doesn't remember these memories. He doesn't remember all his previous things, and these are more like memories buried in the depths of his heart, floating in his heart, from vague to clear.

Princess De is always very careful. Lu Zhen knows that it's all because of love.

Every time he fell ill, it was accompanied by the uneasy sleeping and eating of Princess de. only when he was well, could Princess De's face show a smile.

Princess de likes Buddhist sutras and often recites sutras and prays.

Lu Zhen can climb, walk and talk in such an environment.

In the palace, there are several fruit trees. Lu Zhen's favorite is a winter pear tree in the garden, which is very tall and big. Every winter, snow is covered, and the pears fall.

Get up early, look in the flowers in the garden, and find the pears to eat.

As a child, he didn't know what the German Princess coal Tianan was worried about. After school, others said that he had not slept with his mother for a long time, while he still slept with his mother.

The little child clenched his fist and said firmly, "the child has grown up and can't sleep with his mother."

Princess de was worried and helpless. Although she separated, Princess de still rested on her couch in his room. She got up many times in the evening and went back to the main hall before dawn.

Several princes, the second prince was ill since childhood, and the fifth prince was seriously ill and stupid.

At that time, I was also ill.

Lu Zhen wanted to say don't worry, but his heavy body and fuzzy mind made him unable to say a word.

He listened to the voice of the German princess with a cry, and was so anxious: "I Buddha bless, as long as the child can be curious this time, and the believers are no longer soft hearted, I can't protect him, even if he hides his name for the rest of his life, as long as he is well in his life, he will only come back when he grows up healthily."

How determined was Princess De to send the child away with her own hands.

This woman, in the half month when she was seriously ill, had been taking care of herself, holding his hand and crying and praying countless times.

Lu Zhen felt bad. He didn't want to separate.

The day he was sent away, he was asleep and was sent out of the palace.

But Princess De's tears fell on his face, which was hot, and she was also very reluctant, but it was becoming more and more dangerous to stay around. She was not confident whether she could get out of danger next time.

The child was sent away, and Lu Zhen was also out of the child's consciousness. He was still in the deep palace. After he watched the child go away, Princess de knelt down in front of the Buddha, crying and praying silently.

Lu Zhen was beside her. He wanted to wipe her tears, but he couldn't touch it.

He never knew that a woman would have so many tears. When you listen to her sigh and look into her eyes, you will know the worry and fear in her heart.

But externally, she has to try to disguise and smile.

When the news comes back again and again, a small piece of paper with a short sentence or two can convey so much information.

Hunting has never been less, and the children that Princess de worried about have never been safe.

Until the news of the disappearance came.

Princess de immediately fainted. She was so anxious that she could hardly wake up. Lu Zhen thought she was going to die.

But it happened that such a dying woman woke up with a trace of faith.

The dark guard has been looking for it, and there has been no news.

Princess de seldom goes out, except to greet the queen or read the Buddhist scriptures. She has a concubine, and the emperor occasionally goes to sit down.

Lu Zhen knew, however, that she would wake up with her eyes open until dawn in countless nights, with countless startling dreams, crying and shouting guang'er in tears.

The pears of the winter pear tree in the palace were never eaten again, fell down and rotted in the soil.

Lu Zhen couldn't help thinking of the days when he was hungry and cold. His back brain was so painful that his blood and hair scabbed together, and he didn't dare to touch it.

He didn't know his name or who he was. Instinctively, he wanted to live.

That winter, it was really cold. There were many beggars like him. They formed gangs and excluded outsiders.

He was hungry and dizzy. Looking at the children in the arms of women on the street, he couldn't help staring at them all the time.

He heard the childish voice of the child: "Mom, why does he always look at bao'er? He is so poor."

The woman said, "he is a beggar, abandoned by his parents, and his parents don't want him, but how happy baby is held by his mother. He envies our baby."

The woman glared at him fiercely, spit and scold a 'dead beggar' and walked away with the child in her arms.

Abandonment is what Lu Zhen remembered that winter.

He was hungry and cold, and lived hard. In winter, he couldn't find food. He caught mice to eat. Before he met Lu Qingqing, his life was only alive.

He hates his parents who have no memory in his mind.

But he never thought that his mother and concubine, in order to protect him, also suffered so much.

When Lu Zhen saw Liu Sanniang, his mood changed a lot.

Liu Sanniang got up and silently withdrew.

Princess de burst into tears: "sorry, it's all the mother's fault, sorry."

Not only did Lu Zhen feel the feelings of Princess De, but Princess De also felt the feelings of Lu Zhen.

Lu Zhen soon understood. He said faintly, "those are over, and I have grown up. I am such a person. I will no longer hate you. In the future, I will take Qingqing to see you often. We can also see what you like. If you want to leave the palace and live with us in the future, you can also."

PS: good night, everyone.