"I know you said that I can leave you if I want to, but I don't want to leave you. However, I even can't live my life like this…" Lu Lan stopped in between, as she couldn't find the appropriate words to say or to convince him.
She was thinking that 'Did he think that she was being selfish as she was wanting him, but she didn't want to be the part of his life?'
Si Li pulled her in his embrace and hugged her tightly and tenderly said: "That's why I sent you to Country M. I don't want you to live a life like this, either."
Si Li knew that Lu Lan wouldn't like to live a life where you were being monitored all the time.
"However, I don't want to go to Country M. I want to live with you." Lu Lan replied.
Si Li released her from his embrace and looked into her eyes while caressing her cheeks and said "But...Lan, I can't leave Underworld at least until I don't find Liu Juan and make her pay for her deeds."
'Liu Juan'
'How could a mother hurt her own child?'
Of course, Lu Lan also wanted to punish Liu Juan as she was the person because of whom Little Champ was in this condition.
"Afterwards, you will leave your position in the Underworld, right?" Lu Lan asked.
"Hmm, It will take time, but I will leave. Lan, I won't lie to you. In that process, you or Little Champ or Imight get hurt. That's why I guess you should go back to Country M. In fact, you can take Little Champ with you. So that I don't have to worry about you two."
"And what about you? If anything happens to you, what will I do? Did you ever think about it?" Lu Lan immediately retorted.
Si Li helplessly sighed and said, "That's why I didn't want to marry you in the first place, but because of Old Man…."
Si Li never wanted to marry Lu Lan, especially after seeing how Mo Jiang lost Liu Juan, however, Elder Si constantly pressuring him.
Even after marriage, Si Li set the contract for one-year marriage because he knew that there was no guarantee for his life like his father or like Mo Jiang and that was the reason, he didn't want to hurt Lu Lan even if he left this world.
After he learned that enemies knew about Lu Lan, he immediately sent Lu Lan away from him because of her security. If Mo Jiang wasn't able to save Liu Juan, how could Si Li save Lu Lan?...
Instead of hearing the news of Lu Lan's died, Si Li would prefer to send her away.
However, things didn't turn out as he wanted. Lu Lan came back and as expected, enemies attacked on her.
"How cruel! Didn't you say that you love me? And now you are saying to me that you didn't want to marry me? Are you okay to see me with another man?" Lu Lan angrily asked.
Of course, how would Si Li be okay to see her with another man when he couldn't even see her with Little Champ?...
"No, I can't see you with another man, but I don't want to see you to die, either." Si Li helplessly said.
Si Li knew that Lu Lan was trying very hard to make herself strong, but his life was always involved in the danger that sometimes no stronger person could save himself and the best example was Mo Jiang.
Lu Lan hugged him again "Do whatever you want to, but please don't send me away from you again."
"Okay, I won't send you. Just bear with this for a while. I promise we will have a good life." Si Li said and hugged her back.
"Hubby…?"
"Hmm..?"
"When Mr Mo would wake up, would he take away Little Champ from us?"
Of course, apart from worry about Si Li, Lu Lan was also worried that what if Mo Jiang would take Little Champ with him away from Si Family. Although they were not his biological parents, still they loved him as their own child.
"Lan...we will have our children in the future, so…"
Si Li knew that Little Champ was a very important person in Mo Jiang's life and Mo Jiang would definitely take Little Champ with him.
That was the reason that Si Li never allowed Little Champ to stay in their penthouse with Lu Lan and him in the first place. However, because of the constant nagging of Lu Lan, Si Li had to bring Little Champ to their penthouse from Old Mansion.
Lu Lan and Mo Jiang were the important persons in Si Li's life. One was his best friend and the other one was his lover and he couldn't choose anyone in between them.
"NO! Little Champ is also our child. I won't send him away from me."
Si Li didn't reply to her, but would he be able to convince Mo Jiang to not to take Little Champ from them?...
Or would Little Champ agree to stay with them, after finding that his dad was back?...
There were many things whose answer would be available only after Mo Jiang wake up...
However, no one knew when Mo Jiang would wake up…
Even, Mo Jinnan wasn't able to find a piece of single information about Liu Juan (a.k.a Liu Ruolan) up till now…
If Mo Jiang didn't wake up, then Song Tianxin might have to lose her life...