Chapter 331

She was more miserable than he was. What would it be like?

Lu Jinnian just thought about it, and felt a little unacceptable. After that, he felt deeply remorseful.

They are right. This is indeed his negligence. He has loved her for so many years, and every time he makes love with her, he feels like a dream, so he forgets about contraception. Coincidentally, she also forgets, and then there is this tragedy.

When I went to school, the boys who lived in the same dormitory didn't fall in love and tasted the forbidden fruit. Everyone would be young and ignorant, and some of them would have made trouble.

He remembers a high school physical education class, a girl did not know that she was pregnant, but also participated in the long-distance running, and then ran to the last lap of the sudden bleeding, and later learned that it was abortion. At that time, it was high school. The school felt that the school atmosphere was affected. Finally, he dissuaded the girl. When the girl came to school to clean up things, her eyes were swollen with tears And the boy soon talked about a new girlfriend. Every time the other girls talked about the girl, they still called her rude.

Another time, when he was in college, the boy sleeping in his lower bunk had a good family condition. He talked about a department flower of Chinese Department, which had been aborted three times for him. The boy did not show any pity for the girl. Later, when he was drinking and boasting, he repeatedly showed off that thing. After graduation, the boy left the girl mercilessly At that time, the girl couldn't be pregnant for life.

At that time, because it was none of my business, I didn't miss it at all, and I forgot those things later. Until tonight, when Joanne was stillborn and had a miscarriage, those two things somehow became very clear in my memory.

At that time, he didn't feel that the two boys were a bit scum, and the girls were too poor. He even swore in his heart that if he could be with JoAnn one day, he would never let her go through the darkness. He would give her the best in the world.

But now?

He still let her go through these miserable things

If he didn't touch her, if he restrained himself, if he thought of contraception If he had seen her vomit a few days ago, he would have thought it was pregnancy vomiting If

Lu Jinnian clenched his hands into fists, and his throat was sore and sore.

Clearly there are so many if you can avoid the occurrence of tragedy, but he did not do a if at the beginning.

It was he who was sorry for her.

Said to give her good, but gave her darkness.

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Lu Jinnian stayed up all night and stayed by Qiao an's hospital bed.

As the doctor said, anesthetics and sleeping pills made her sleep so long that she still had no sign of waking up. On the way, the doctor came once and said that it was no big problem, that is, she was in deep sleep.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lu Jinnian called his assistant and asked him to pick up himself and qiao'an, who was still sleeping. He left the hospital and went back to Jinxiu Garden directly.

Chen's mother had already woken up and saw the car coming back. Seeing that Lu Jinnian was holding qiao'an well, she was still sleeping. She immediately asked, "Mr. Lu, how is your wife?"

In the early morning of summer, it was still a little cold outside. Lu Jinnian was afraid that Qiao an would catch a cold, so he ignored Chen's mother's words and went directly into the house.

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