For him, she was poison, knowing that she would die, but she could not help but want to get close to her.
Just like now, clearly injured by her all over the body, a grievance, a drop of tears, a night of sleep, he has begun to want to sink.
He had to admit that she was really capable enough to hold his lifeline and shake his heart easily.
He never understood, in this world, why there is a kind of woman like Joann, so that he has no guard, can be at any time by her casual move, subvert his world.
At this time, he saw his own thoughts clearly.
Even if she had trampled on his dignity so thoroughly, even if she said that he did not deserve to love her, she refused to forgive him for another man, she was so cruel and merciless to him, step by step overthrew all of him, touching his bottom line, but he still had no heart for her and still wanted to be with her.
He understood that he had been unable to take her, so at the beginning, she abandoned him, just went to a foreign country alone.
Outside the window, the night is bright and the lights are dim.
Lu Jinnian smoked one cigarette after another, smoking without interruption, and his heart has been constantly struggling.
If you are hurt too thoroughly, you will lack the most basic confidence and courage.
At this time, her various performances seemed to clearly want to be with him, but he just did not dare to think about it.
Because he was afraid of the feeling of falling from the clouds to hell.
He didn't want to let himself go through the process of life as death again and again.
No one knows what kind of torture he experienced when he gave up to love her. No one knows how many sleepless days and nights he spent to persuade him to let go.
Lu Jinnian thought of this, slightly lowered his eyes, and looked at his wrist with a black strap and cigarette.
The heart is like ashes, and the ashes are revived.
He didn't know how to choose between the two.
Lu Jinnian sat on the balcony for a whole night, until the sleeping city became lively with the rising of the sun. He finally had a reaction. He stood up from his chair, went to the wardrobe, took a suit of clothes and put on it. Then he touched his wallet and walked out of the hotel room.
After about an hour or so, Lu Jinnian turned back and put two paper bags on the sofa in the living room. Then he went to the bedroom and gently opened the door. He saw that JoAnn was still sleeping.
Her sleeping position is not good, the quilt was kicked out of bed, showing a large area of back and a long leg.
Lu Jinnian looked at it for a while. He stepped forward, pulled up the quilt and covered her. By the way, he turned the warm air in the bedroom a little bigger. He gazed at her for a long time, then turned around and walked out of the bedroom.
Then a man went to the floor to ceiling window of the living room, put his hands in his pockets, and stared out of the window.
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this is the best night for JoAnn in the past four months.
when she wakes up naturally and opens her eyes, it is already one o'clock in the afternoon.
She scratched her hair at random, sat up with sleepy eyes, and looked around the environment at a loss. When she came into contact with a man's suit hanging on the side, she suddenly woke up.
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