Chapter 945

"Especially after I went back to my hometown with her a while ago, I couldn't make any efforts to accept you."

Yang Sisi's lips opened slightly: "you A while ago, I was not in Beijing, but returned to her hometown with Acacia song? "

"Yes."

"So, that night, you suddenly left the dinner without saying hello, but actually you went with her?"

"Well." Xu Jiamu knew that his confession was very hurtful, but he was still frank with her, because from the beginning when he asked for her telephone number, he had already hurt her. The only thing he could do now was not to deceive her, which was his respect for her.

"Then I'll call you and say I'll see you in Beijing. You said yes, and you said you had something to tell me. In fact, it was to tell me to separate?"

"Yes." Xu Jiamu nodded her head gently.

Yang Sisi's tears finally fell down: "aren't you ending with her and ready to start a new life? Why did you change your mind? Is it because you're back with her? "

"No Xu Jiamu shook her head, and the words that Qiao's father said to himself before his death flashed out in his mind. His expression became a little trance: "it's because I found that over the years, the first person to hurt each other was not her, but me."

Yang Sisi blinked his wet eyes, looked at Xu Jiamu and waited for his words to continue.

"She has been with me for eight years, from nineteen to twenty-seven years old. A woman's best time was given to me. In those eight years, she dropped out of school. I didn't know that she was ill. I didn't know that she was injured. I still didn't know that she was bullied in the cast. I didn't know that she was alone during the Spring Festival. I didn't answer when she called me..."

"Eight years, three thousand days and nights, I didn't know anything about her."

"The way to hurt a person most is not that I am hard to obey you, it is not that I take away your child and don't want you, but indifference."

"I ignored her for eight years."

"She gave me eight years of time and opportunity to cherish her, but I never thought to cherish it."

"Even in those eight years, I didn't give her care, I didn't give her warmth, even I didn't give her happiness..."

"You know what? I carried the bag for you, put my arm around your shoulder to prevent you from being hit by a car. In a crowded place, I protected you in my arms. I gave you a cup of hot ginger tea in your coming month. You want to drink a milkshake. I went out to buy it for you in the scorching summer. I did what I wanted to do for you, but, you know? I didn't do one of these things for her in those eight years

"I am now excellent and impeccable, is song Xiangsi changed."

"Without her, there would have been no Xu Jiamu, who is as meticulous as she is now."

"It took her eight years to make me look like this..." Xu Jiamu's eyes turned red slightly: "how can you make me feel at ease with what she taught me to be good to another woman?"

"So..." Xu Jiamu's voice became a little weak: "I'm really sorry, I really have no way to continue with you..."

Because It is she who makes me better, so these good things can only belong to her.

Yang Sisi looked at Xu Jiamu and did not speak for a long time.

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