Despair, pain, resentment, and perplexity, all of which made him exhausted.
He didn't know whether those things had really happened or were just his dreams.
Jun Lengyan's scarred palm tightly grasps the weeds.
He put the weeds in his mouth and chewed them carelessly.
Suddenly, there was a noise outside.
A jailer came and put his food at the door.
"Hello It's time to eat. "
Jun Lengyan vomited the weeds in his mouth and crawled towards the prison gate.
As he climbed, he looked eagerly at the jailer.
"What did she say? Did she say she was coming to see me? Have you sent someone to deliver the letter to her? "
With a slight sigh, the jailer squatted at the door with a box of rice.
"Ah Yes, but the lady came back. She said, she won't see you. I will never come to see you... "
After hearing this, Jun Lengyan felt that his Qi and blood were surging. With a puff, a mouthful of blood suddenly spurted out.
The jailer looked at it and quickly took a coarse cloth to wipe the corners of his lips.
"Well, tell me about you. Why are you? Why do you have to see the queen? The queen is now seven months pregnant, but she is pregnant with twins, now many people are carefully waiting. How can she come to this dark and dirty prison, when she is so precious? "
This jailer is the account of Yue Chuying, who asks him to take good care of Jun Lengyan.
At the beginning of the month, when Yingqian left the palace, he left a large sum of money for the gaoler. Naturally, the gaoler was duty bound to take good care of Jun Lengyan.
Unfortunately, Jun Lengyan's heart is not full at the beginning of the month.
Even if the jailer told him that Miss Yue Si was pregnant, Jun Lengyan didn't respond.
Now, he wants to see the queen.
It's a pity that the queen doesn't come to see him.
Jun Leng Yan couldn't control it at all. His tears fell down without any sign.
He quickly raised his hand, wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes, hoarse his voice, and murmured to himself.
"Why didn't she come to see me? Why never come to see me? Is it really because she is pregnant and thinks that I will do harm to her? Although, I once, hate her to the bone, want her to die. "
"But I really never did anything to hurt her Why did she hate me so much? Why did she put me to death from the beginning? Even if I was dying and I wanted to see her for the last time, she would not come Why, what is all this about? "
Jun Lengyan is full of despair, which is also a kind of knot in his heart.
If this knot is not untied, even if he dies, he will not close his eyes.
Jun Lengyan grabs the jailer's hand. He looks at him with pleading eyes.
"Will you please her again? I really want to see her If she still doesn't see you, you can say to her, "I know something about my previous life. I want to talk to her about it..." The jailer's eyes were dazed: "past life? What do you mean by that? "
"Don't ask. In a word, you will tell her what I said. I believe she will come to see me after hearing this." Jun Lengyan's eyes flashed a firm look, and he pulled his lips and laughed.
He just guessed about the past life.
But the dream is really real, just like it happened.
So, he guessed, would it not be a dream, but his and her past and present life?