Gu Yanxi actually wanted to ask Huo Yichen since she knew Su Ya existed.
But she knows how sensitive the issue is. So I said it several times, and I held it back several times. This time, Huo Yichen took the initiative to find Suya with himself. Did he not mind talking about the past?
"I have no other meaning. If you don't want to say it, don't say it."
Huo Yichen looked at Gu Yanxi and saw that she was holding the bag's hand tightly. Then he turned to look at the road ahead and said, "this question you asked has actually been asked by many people before. Over the years, Suya is a place I don't want to touch, and no one dares to mention it in front of me. Now that I have put down the people I used to be, I suddenly feel that many things are not so difficult to say. "
Gu Yanxi put her heart down when she mentioned her throat. She didn't know what to say, so she just laughed twice. She didn't know how silly she was.
Huo Yichen stopped the car to the side of the road, looked at Gu Yanxi, and formally said: "psychologists have said a phenomenon, in this world, it seems that men protect women. In fact, more often, it's women who protect men. God gave men strong bodies and strong arms, but gave them a heart more fragile than women. Therefore, women of the same age mature earlier than men. So men refuse to grow up. "
Gu Yanxi blinked in bewilderment: "what do you mean by that? I I don't quite understand. "
Huo Yichen took a long breath and then continued: "I'm three years older than Xiaohan. He has been sweeter than me since he was a child, and he can please his mother. No matter how well I perform, my mother's love will be more on Xiaohan. In order to arouse my mother's idea, I deliberately behaved badly. Fight, fight, play truant, smoke. I thought my mother would care more about me, but she never thought that she said a lot of ugly words to me, even said that I was a garbage, sooner or later I would go to jail.
I was so drunk that day that I lay on the school playground and nobody took care of me. It rained in the middle of the night. Suya didn't know how to show up and gave me an umbrella. When I opened my eyes, I saw the warmth and heartache of Suya's eyes. From then on, I fell in love with her uncontrollably
Gu Yanxi once thought that several Huo Yichen might fall in love with Suya. For example, the beauty of Suya, such as the long-term contact between teachers and students, never thought that Huo Yichen and Suya started like this.
A big boy who is neglected, humiliated and cursed by his mother and needs warm care.
A woman who held up an umbrella for him on the rainy night when he was most miserable, collapsed and helpless.
In such a premise, Huo Yichen fell in love with Su Ya has become the most natural thing, natural to simply do not care about the age gap.
Gu Yanxi dare not think that Huo Yichen grew up in this kind of family environment. She had seen the photos of their family. Their mother was so beautiful and gentle.
There are many families with two children, so the parents of the family may prefer the smaller one more or less. Although it's all my own children, it's painful to stretch out five fingers and bite that. But it's not as long as five fingers. There's nothing wrong with loving someone, but Huo Yichen's mother is too much for her.
Gu Yanxi hesitated and asked in a low voice: "Huo Yichen, have you ever thought that your love for Suya may not be the pure love between men and women. Maybe Maybe it's because I can't get a mother's love at home, so I'm looking for a substitute for her. "
Huo Yichen's deep eyes lock Gu Yanxi's, and he looks straight in the past. Gu Yanxi's guilty hand is more and more empty. He must be angry to know that he said something he shouldn't have said.
Huo Yichen looks at Gu Yanxi for a long time and leans over slowly. Scared Gu Yan Xi subconsciously shrunk his neck. As a result, Huo Yichen just reached out to get things from the box.
It was a white business card.
Gu Yanxi glances at the card of a very famous private psychologist in Jingzhou.
Huo Yichen said softly: "this is the psychiatrist I have seen. She said the same thing you just said. But I was not a gentleman at that time. I pointed to her head angrily and said that she was talking nonsense and that she was insulting my love. Perhaps the mania at that time was the last resistance when the true state of mind was exposed. So, although I left the door, I kept this card subconsciously. I think I owe the doctor an apology. "
Gu Yanxi is too aware of Huo Yichen's stubbornness and conceit. Therefore, he can now open his heart to himself, saying that he has seen a psychiatrist and revealed to her the most vulnerable hidden in him. She is distressed.
Huo Yichen turned to look at Gu Yanxi and said in a dull voice: "but I know very clearly that I didn't take you as some kind of comfort."
Gu Yanxi laughed: "is that right? So, I'm your real first love. "
"It should be." Huo Yichen also laughed.
People with red armbands want to post tickets, so Huo Yichen drives away first.
Gu Yanxi said softly, "by the way, is uncle nice to you? I heard my father say that when my uncle attended some public occasions, he liked to take you with him. "
Huo Yichen nodded: "it's true that my father doesn't like my brother's clingy and coquetry, so he likes to take me with him on some occasions. But my father is often away from home. He can stay at home for three or five days in a month. All over the country, so most of the time I grew up, there were only my mother and Xiaohan at home. ""My father is careless. On the one hand, family and on the other hand, career are not so well balanced. When my mother died early, my father said that he could no longer miss my growth, so he put more energy on me, which led to the slow development of family building and was caught up by Shengshi hall. "
When Gu Yanxi said this, she felt very lucky and happy. Once upon a time, I was a little girl who was spoiled in the palm of my hand. It was Gu Zian's betrayal that forced him to grow as fast as he could.
The two chatted to their destination.
Ginza, 1806.
Huo Yichen raised his hand and knocked on the door, but nothing happened. I rang the doorbell again, but it didn't move.
Gu Yanxi asked, "is Suya not in the room?"
"I sent her a message before I came." Huo Yichen said.
"Why don't you call her and ask?" Gu Yanxi proposed.
Huo Yichen then takes out the mobile phone, this side just wants to dial, that side door suddenly of opening. Suya didn't come out, and the door wasn't very open.
Huo Yichen looks at Gu Yanxi, who tentatively pushes the door. The next door hit, and then did not see anyone.
Gu Yanxi subconsciously looked down, and immediately stepped forward with a startled voice: "my God, Suya, how did you fall to the ground?"
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