Maybe on a snowy day, she will always close her eyes and never wake up like her mother.

He Xiyan had never thought about the word death before, but now she thought from time to time what her close relatives should do if she really left.

In those days in the hospital, she saw many patients with advanced diabetes. Some of them developed severe liver and kidney diseases, renal failure and uremia. Others have coronary heart disease, heart failure, and even swollen limbs and skin ulcers. She was terrified when she remembered that.

She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of suffering from these diseases before she dies.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier. He Xiyan lies on the recliner and quietly watches the snowflakes falling. I don't know how long it has been watching. I know that the mobile phone she put aside rings.

It was a voice message from her husband Ye Hao.

"Is blood sugar normal today?"

Almost every day Ye Hao asks the same question.

He Xiyan replied faintly, "fortunately, it's not too high."

"Take care of yourself. I'll be back in two days. Yumo is obedient and his grades are among the best in school. You don't have to worry." Another voice came.

He Xiyan smiled knowingly. Now nothing makes her happier than her children.

"Ye Hao, tell Yumo I miss him very much." He Xiyan sent a text message.

For this little son, she grew up in pain and watched him grow up.

After a while, he Xiyan's mobile phone rang again. What came back was a star eye expression and a sentence that he Xiyan couldn't help laughing.

"I miss you very much!"

If it's very sweet, he Xiyan doesn't know what to return.

I'm ashamed to say such a thing.

"Take care of yourself, have more rest and don't worry about it." Then Ye Hao sent another message.

He Xiyan sent a "good"

In fact, she doesn't worry about anything now. Mo Ling has a family and Xi Xi has made a new boyfriend. She has many children and grandchildren and lives a rich life. She never has to worry about money.

In the eyes of outsiders, maybe she is a very happy woman.

It's time for evening.

He Xiyan left the balcony and went to the big restaurant on the first floor.

Because of her illness, the cooks at home need to prepare extra meals for her every meal. She can eat little food and eat some vegetables most of the time.

A small bowl of white rice, fried shrimps, cucumbers, chicken soup, tofu, and three small ribs.

Ye Hao specially hired a cook to be responsible for her own diet. The cook has been specially trained for this, so she also knows what can and can't eat.

In order to take care of her appetite, the chef made a weekly menu, which was followed by cooking.

He Xiyan sat on the left side of the table, opposite her daughter ye Zixi and grandson Ye Fan.

The servants of the family do not eat with them.

"Mom, I want to eat grandma's food." Suddenly, the sail came down from the chair and went around to grandma's side.

Xi Xi shook her head at her son.

But he Xiyan smiled and said, "it's all right, let him eat."

Fanfan took some shrimps into his bowl and ate happily.

"By the way, Xi Xi, how are you doing with that... Midnight? Is he treating you?" He Xiyan remembered that he had not seen the boy for some time.

"Mom, you don't have to worry about it."