"I feel that the whole world owes me. I feel that my life is hard. I tell myself that I must take revenge in the future. I am crazy to study. I feel that those who have learned their skills will regret it. They are covered with thorns and negative energy."
"But later I met brother Haoting. He changed me into what I am now!"
Mr. Tang looked at the rosy and vigorous little girl in front of him. He couldn't think of her depression at all.
What Lu Haoting told him, of course, is to find good people to say. He certainly won't say the stupid things Gu Yunxi did since childhood.
Old Tang sighed, "they say that many doctors are like half psychologists. Do you see it, girl?"
Without waiting for Gu Yunxi's answer, the old man turned and looked out of the window. His eyes were a little distant, and his voice was helpless and sad. "I also know that I'm in a bad state, but I just can't forget and come out of the past, my child! Why so..."
Miserable!
The old man didn't say this word. As long as he thought of the past, his eyes would be red and his tears would run down.
Sometimes, I even cry several times a day. My only son has lost the meaning of living and works like a machine every day.
He has no objection to working for the army, but
Gu Yunxi sighed gently. She guessed that the two old men of the Tang family were so poor in health. In addition to the sequelae left by their youth, the most important thing was the psychological pain.
Once such a prosperous family, no one can stand it now.
If there is not a lively and optimistic person to drive it, if the only two people have been immersed in the pain of the past and can't get out, then... They can only become more and more decadent.
This kind of decadence is not work, but emotional.
Like Tang Weiguo, he can still face his work in his best state, but he will never have a life and become a machine.
"Grandpa, I heard grandpa Lu say something about the Tang family. To tell you the truth, I admire your children very much, and from the perspective of the younger generation, I think they are not miserable!"
"It's a pity, but really, their lives are not miserable. Do you think so?"
"In their twenties, the rank of major general, how glorious and glorious? I think they should love this profession from the bottom of their heart. If they don't love it, how can they be so excellent? Although their lives are not long, they are more wonderful than those who live for a long time."
"I think an excellent person is willing to be wonderful for a short time rather than decadent for a lifetime, so Grandpa Tang, even if they have some regrets, they can also say that... Their life is worth it!"
Father Tang was shocked!
The army is the place he has devoted his life to. He doesn't regret it at all. The only regret is whether he shouldn't bring all his children in?
If he hadn't let them join the army, the eldest and youngest daughter wouldn't have died, and the second wouldn't be like this now.
He did not regret their sacrifice for his country, but he often blamed himself for their untimely death.
Gu Yunxi continued: "from putting on that military uniform, everyone knows what it means, but they still work so hard, they must love, don't they?"
"As a young man, they have done what they love most. As a younger generation, they have not humiliated you and cheer you up. There is no regret, right?"
"Brother Haoting was born so high. His identity can easily enjoy life at home and choose a safer career to spend his life, but... That military uniform is so magical. He is still willing to wear it even if it is difficult, dangerous and dangerous."
"That's the career he loves. I never want to change it. Even if I'm worried to death every time he works."
Old Tang's eyes were red and Gu Yunxi still didn't speak.
"Grandpa, you and grandma Tang have three children. Now the eldest son and the youngest daughter go to be filial to their mother, and the second son stays on earth to be filial to you. Isn't that good? Maybe they are all waiting for you on the Naihe bridge! Wait for you to spend the rest of your life happily, and then have a family reunion."
"Grandpa, have you ever thought that in the future, you will see your eldest son and little daughter in a hundred years. They are looking forward to asking you what kind of land they paid their lives to maintain? Can you answer it?"
The old man was shocked. He looked at Gu Yunxi and couldn't speak for a while. Then he bowed his head, covered his face with both hands and began to cry.
Gu Yunxi looked at the old man crying like this. His heart was sour, but he knew that the old man needed to vent!
For a long time, the old man seemed to have finished venting. He looked up to Gu Yunxi, "little girl, you are really brave. Those doctors in the past didn't dare to provoke me at all. I'm afraid I'll be sad as soon as I'm sad!"
Hearing this, I don't know whether to laugh or feel sad, but Gu Yunxi said, "they're not sure to take good care of you. Of course, they don't dare to let you have mood swings, but I'm different. I'm sure you'll be fine!"
At least, it will be fine in two or three years.
Mr. Tang had not seen such confidence for a long time. He smiled and said, "I vented and felt much better. I didn't dare to cry in front of people before."
Gu Yunxi didn't tell the old man too much about these problems, because she knew that these injuries could not be forgotten overnight, and she didn't come to recall the past with the old man.
"Sir, if the Tang family still has hope, are you willing to let go of the pain and open your heart again to live well?"
A digression
See you tomorrow! kiss you!