"However, on the night when I was on the verge of death, a ghost suddenly appeared in the Queen's yard. At that time, they thought that I was dying. Only an old mother was watching and dozing off. I accidentally saw a white shadow floating by, frightened and yelling. After people woke up, they ran to me and found that I was sweating, but I was out of danger."
"It was a strange thing at that time, but people didn't pay much attention to it. I stayed with the queen, and the servants were not attentive and often got hurt. The prince was a naughty age and always liked to put strange things in my mouth. My close mother didn't dare to stop me and often sat outside the palace crying with me in her arms."
Ning Yi's tone has been very calm, as if it is not his own business, as if it is just a story, the protagonist's joys and sorrows have long been solidified in history, turned into the crystal of that place, broken in the pace of forward.
"One night mammy cried and fell asleep. When she woke up, she saw me sleeping on the steps beside her. She remembered that she had held me in her arms. This was a great surprise. She did not dare to hold me and cry in the yard. However, after this night, ghosts began to haunt the queen again."
"Ghosts in this world come from people's hearts a lot." Feng Zhiwei gently said.
Ning Yi looked at her with a soft smile in her eyes. "The queen was upset several times, so she said that I broke with her and sent me to Princess Chang, who was a distant sister of the empress. She was only a concubine because she was a commoner. She didn't have much courage at that time. I grew up to seven years old until the foundation of Tiansheng."
The fire in the brazier is getting weaker and darker. There is a faint smell of dust in the air. The precious objects on the black background and gilt edged are sinking in the boundless shadow. It seems that the vicissitudes of life are as heavy as this story.
"You When will I see her again? " Feng Zhiwei endure for a long time, or ask out.
"You're smart, you're just too smart..." Ning Yi touched her hair and sighed, "Tiansheng Jianguo, I was young at that time, and I still lived in the palace. Tiansheng palace was rebuilt on the site of Dacheng palace. I had never been to many places. Until I was nine years old, I helped my elder brother to pick up a kite and hurt my leg. People took the kite and roared away, saying that they were looking for a great doctor for me, For a long time, the doctor didn't come. I was in severe pain. I rolled down the hillside and found an elegant residence. In the past, it was said that the abandoned palace was locked, and no one was allowed to go there. I didn't know why that day, so I opened the door. "
A smile broke out from the corner of his lips, and a happy light flashed in his eyes It was the first time I saw her... "
He coughed twice and turned his face. Feng Zhiwei caught the flash of light from the corner of his eyes, which was as bright as a diamond.
"I didn't know who she was then." Ning Yi regained calm for a long time, and continued as if nothing had happened. "I only thought she was extremely beautiful, and her eyes were very kind and warm. When I was nine years old, I had never seen this kind of warmth. I was not used to it for a moment. I forgot to be wary of people. She even allowed her to get close to me. She took me in, bandaged me, and made me a special kind of cake. I was nine years old. She tried to feed me She stayed there for more than an hour, and she did not speak, but shed tears when I said goodbye politely
This time Feng Zhiwei turned her face and felt sour nose and choked throat.
Mother of the world!
"After I go back, I can't forget her, and then I slip past several times. I know that her place is a forbidden area, and I am very careful every time I go. But I am busy with my schoolwork and my brothers are watching closely. I find several opportunities in a year. Every time I go, she is very happy. Once I fall asleep because I am too tired. After two hours, I wake up and see her He's been fanning me, because I haven't stopped for a moment, and my wrist is shaking and swelling. "
Ning Yi stopped and stroked his wrist. It seemed that he wanted to feel his mother's pain many years ago through his own touch. His movements were very light, but his eyes gradually became cold.
"Seven times I've been there seven times The eighth time I went The house is empty. "
At the age of nine, he saw his mother for the first time, and then at the age of ten, he lost her forever.
He so vividly remembers everything with her, every time he seems to have stolen with her, seven times, every time in his heart, has been counted.
Seven times, a lifetime.
Before the road, after the road, are so bleak and cold, only this section, coloring red, color never fade.
Feng Zhiwei looked at his eyes and couldn't bear to ask about the end of senleng, so was the reason.
Perhaps she struggled to live in secret for ten years, so that one day she would meet Jiaoer again, so that the glory of maternal love could light up the child's heart which had been worn into darkness in the thin and cool court, and try to avoid the defects that would never be bridged in his long and lonely life.
"And her death sacrifice, which I found out later, is today."
Her people's laughter, Longqing everyone's birthday, is her desolate empty no one to remember the memorial day.
"When I know the truth, I regret countless times. I knew she was waiting for me. No matter how much the school work is, no matter how anxious and kind the brothers are, I have to go to her more than once However, things in the world can never buy regret medicine. I wasted the most precious time in that year's life"No, it's not waste." Feng Zhiwei sincere way, "you have seen her after all, and she spent a lot of time together, those days, she is happy, you are also, that is worth it."
"Happy?" "Happy?" he repeated
He burst out laughing, low and dull, with a little scarlet. He wiped it off with the back of his hand, looked down at the bright color, and his voice became as shrill as that of the blood. "I thought she was happy, and I thought so for more than ten years, but just now, I knew that I was wrong!"
Feng Zhi was shocked and thought of the charming crystal statue.
"See that tunnel?" Ning Yi Huoran pointed to that direction, "my father, my father, did not give up her beauty. It was inconvenient for him to come here, so he opened this tunnel, the statue he made, what What is it
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