Chapter 124

Feng Zhiwei was silent and said for a long time: "I can't let such a face die in front of me."

Two people understand the meaning of this sentence. Ning Yi is silent for a moment. Feng Zhiwei raises his eyes and looks at him, "this is the question I always want to ask. Do you have an answer?"

Ning Yi was silent for a moment. Feng Zhiwei saw the color of confusion in his eyes. Then he shook his head, "I saw you for the first time, and I was very surprised."

This means that I don't know why. Feng Zhiwei looks at his eyes carefully and feels that although he seems to have something to say, this sentence itself does not seem to be cheating her.

"I'm sorry Shaoning didn't die, which caused you a lot of trouble." For a while she murmured, "but I can only do that."

"So that's what happened between us." Ning Yi laughs bitterly, "I don't want to oppose, but I'm always pushed to the opposite by various reasons."

"But I don't understand why we should oppose each other?" Feng Zhiwei stood up, looked down at Ning Yi and said, "tell me, why restrict my development in Qingming? Why put me under Yao Ying's control? Why do you think I'm against you? And why do you care so much about Feng Hao? "

Her face was close at hand. Although she was wearing a mask, her eyes were misty and glistening. Her long eyelashes were as neat as a brush. Ning Yi couldn't help but reach out to caress her. Feng Zhi got out of the way as soon as she was slightly shocked.

"We're talking about business." "Pay attention," she said with a straight face

Ning Yi thought that she was very cute with a little anger and shame. She looked at her for a long time, and then said, "you have saved Shaoning twice. You have an indistinct relationship with her. Even the appearance is astonishingly similar. You have mastered too many secrets of me, but it may not belong to my side. Do you say, from the perspective of the superior, should you limit or even kill you?"

"The Lord never wanted to recruit me as a" statesman " Feng Zhiwei frowned and felt that there was something wrong with Ning's solution.

Ning Yi was silent. A cup of tea was brought to his lips for a long time without drinking. The light vapor floated up, and his eyebrows covered in the water vapor were not clear.

Feng Zhiwei also did not speak, fingers in the tea cup edge, the touch is warm, but the heart is floating cool.

After a long time, Ning Yi said softly, "Zhiwei, listen to my advice, leave the officialdom and return to the autumn mansion. I will have a way to let he Lianzheng quit. In the future, you will be mine..."

He reached into his arms, a gesture to get something.

The hand is held down.

He looked down at the snow-white fingers pressing on his hand. "Are you indicating your refusal?"

Feng know micro back hand, light way: "we first say today's things clearly, then talk about this is not too late."

Slowly, Ning Yi chuckled a little blankly and said for a long time, "well, tell me first, why don't you, a woman, refuse to marry and have children like other women, but you want to take risks in the officialdom, be cautious and bold, and climb up step by step?"

Feng Zhi micro silent down, negative hand looking at the long clouds, long divergence in the wind, will be the cloud cover the eyes more cover.

"Probably no one in the imperial capital has met my father." After a while, Feng Zhiwei spoke slowly, as if to talk about another topic, "in my memory, he existed before the age of four."

"He is a busy, indifferent existence with no end in sight."

Ning Yi stares at her, vaguely feeling that the man who once spread to the imperial capital and let a generation of female heroes elope and return to Beijing is the crux of the problem.

"Before I was four years old, my family was very rich. I lived in a deep mountain far away from the imperial capital. Although the place was remote and the supply was good, my father was often absent. I only went home once in a while. When I came back, I didn't pay much attention to me and my brother. When my mother saw him, she didn't feel happy. Sometimes her face looked sad."

Ning Yi frowned, some doubts, since it is reckless elopement and marriage, and a son and a daughter, the couple should be incomparably love each other day and night, why is this?

"As a result, since I was sensible, I gradually stopped looking forward to my father's coming home. With him, the atmosphere was oppressive and my mood was depressed. There was no peace and warmth between mother and son. In my opinion, such a man would let his mother stay in his spare place and raise his children alone. If his children had a father, he would not be happy to come back. It would be better not to have him."

"In my memory, my mother has always told me that although most of the women in the world are dodder flowers, some people do not have that kind of fortune to rely on men. Instead of waiting for the future to be left behind by fate, it is better to learn how to rely on themselves and love themselves."

"My mother taught me a lot of things, and also taught my younger brother, but my younger brother was not gifted. My mother said that I was the eldest sister. Since my younger brother was not a success, he and his mother would depend on me to support him in the future. This is my responsibility. I always remember that."

"Nonsense!" Ning Yi couldn't help refuting, "how can you be a weak woman to support the whole family?"

"There is no weak woman in the Phoenix family." Feng Zhi micro clear eyes calmly looking at him, "if the Phoenix family woman is weak, has already been trampled down dust."

Ning Yi looks at her and suddenly reaches out to hold her hand. The hand in the palm is cool and smooth, soft as bone, but there are some thin cocoons in the palm. The thin and hard touch on the bottom of the hand makes me feel the pain.Feng Zhi looks down at her hand, smiles and pulls out her hand.

"At the age of four, he really didn't come back." She continued, "without his supply, the family gradually can't make ends meet. Mother has no choice but to take us back to Beijing."

"This is the beginning for me to face the imperial capital." Feng Zhiwei laughs at Ning Yi, "since I kneel in the Autumn House in the cold winter of the last few days and is thrown a basin of cold foot washing water, I and the imperial capital, and the autumn house, and the world's exclusion and humiliation of the war, then have never looked back."

"When you need it most, no one will stand by your side to protect you from the wind and rain. All the hostility, bullying, making difficulties and frame UPS should be blocked by yourself, and you should also think of ways to block it for your relatives. You are very tired step by step, but no matter how tired you are, you can't retreat. Once you retreat, your life will be ended casually."

"We are a disgrace to Qiufu. Everyone wants us to disappear. If we don't want to disappear, we have to pay a price." Feng Zhiwei lowered her eyes. "I've lived for ten years every year. When I eat the poorest New Year's Eve dinner in the small yard every year, listening to the laughter and laughter in the main room, I swear to myself that I will never rely on anyone, never expect anyone. One day I will rely on myself and live on people, so that those who have looked down on me will look up to me in the dust."

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