Chapter 205

"Thank you."

Feng knows that she has a soft hand on the edge of the bed, and almost fell down - there are too many accidents today.

As can't say "I'm sorry" but said the same, never know thank Gu Nanyi, suddenly said thanks to her, or in this inexplicable time.

What's his situation now?

Master Gu now returns to the days when Feng Zhiwei was seriously ill. In those heavy and oppressive nights, he sleeps on his feet and ponders over and over again. When she wakes up and looks down, what should he say, I am awake? Nonsense, say, "did you sleep well?" Or is it bullshit and saying, "it's okay?" The biggest nonsense in the world.

He never said nonsense in his life. He said what he had to say.

The hours of those nights, a minute slip past, he always can not wait for her to wake up, so long, almost hopeless waiting, those heavy expressions and sighs, he has gradually learned that his heart that strange heavy things, is what they said fear and anxiety, very light, but in his blank for more than ten years in the world, finally It happened for the first time.

As in the past, he was as light as the wind in his heart when she was laughing and reciting to peel the walnut for him, just like the soft cloud in his heart when she played Ye Di to say he wanted to find him, as soft as the rain in his heart when she laughed at him to change women's clothes. Now he wants to understand that it was the happiness, happiness and happiness they used to say when he was a child All the bright and cheerful emotions.

Just like the heaviness of her death, it's called fear, and the thought that she will die will be cool, that's called sadness In those days, he finally understood.

Maybe it's not far from the real feeling, maybe it's complicated for a while, but it's the full and bright colors that he's doomed to be barren and pale in his life.

These are all given by Feng Zhiwei, and others can't have them any more.

He suddenly understood that the only thing he should say to her was thank you.

Thank her for her existence, for her patience, for opening his closed fortress to the front line, so that he can see a little bright world.

I don't think it's bad not to know these things before, but I think it's better to know a little about them now.

Because if he knew it, he would be more like fengzhiwei, like all those people who said he was different. Then, he would not be like the last time. Fengzhiwei was about to die. He didn't know.

So you should say thank you to her.

Gu Nan Yi thinks that if you want to say something, you must say it. Last time I waited so long, I almost never could say it to her. Naturally, I can't give up this time.

When he finished, he felt worried and continued to sleep with the quilt in his arms.

A poor man was so frightened that he couldn't sleep. Feng Zhiwei glared at him from the top to see that he threw a stone that hit people and fell asleep again. He was angry and pushed him, "Hey, hey, don't sleep. Get up and explain clearly."

What's so clear in your eyes

He has forgotten.

Feng Zhiwei helplessly looked at him, "you said thank me."

"Oh." Master Gu thought for a while, patted himself in the heart, and said slowly, "when you are dying, it's very sad here. Thank you for letting me know what is sad."

Thank you for letting me know, what is sad.

Feng Zhiwei deeply looked at the man who buckled his heart and solemnly said thanks to "know how to be sad" with her, and slowly bit his lower lip. For a long time, his eyes were gradually covered with a layer of light red.

In the room, the moon is light and bright, and the fog is long and heavy. Gu Nan Yi is sunk in the half moon shadow, and looks peaceful and peaceful. Only Feng Zhiwei knows that his tranquility is not the kind of world with warmth and beauty. He has been living in a world of indifference and chaos, living in an eternal icehouse.

In this world, there is a kind of people who sink in the ice water and have a blank life. The simplest happiness and the most turbulent pain in the world are indifferent to them.

Only those who grow up alone in such a cold world can understand that this sentence is a bit absurd and some bleak, and its weight is more important than the weight.

Feng Zhiwei looked at him, only felt a dull pain at the bottom of her heart. She had known him for so long, but she had first taught him grief and pain.

"No For a long time, Feng Zhiwei gently bent down on the edge of the bed and murmured: "don't let you just know how to be sad, no, more than that."

"I want you to get out of the cage that trapped you. I want you to see that the world is not just the one foot three inch land in front of you. I want you not to be a trap man all the time. I want you to learn to look me in the eye. I want you to know how to cry, laugh, care and quarrel, know how to love."

After a few days of rest, Feng Zhiwei has entered a new round of busyness. The war in Southern Fujian has started, and Ning Yi has gone to the front line. She can't lie down and spend her days. Although Ning Yi has helped her lay the foundation for everything in the South China Sea, she has to deal with many details in person.

That night, she still talked with Gu Nan Yi about inviting the famous doctor to treat Ning Yi's eyes. However, Gu Nan Yi did not answer, and forced him to say: "I can't command him."This sentence lets the Phoenix know tiny heart move - what does this mean? This tone is like two people in an organization, and then equal status, so Gu Nan Yi can't direct it?

"Let me see him, I say to him." Feng Zhiwei thinks that if you meet with this person, maybe many mysteries will be solved.

Who knows master Gu refused directly and said, "Hello, he will rush back to the imperial capital. There may be something wrong there."

Fengzhiwei had no choice but to put the matter aside, and wanted to solve the bell also need to tie the bell. It would be nice if we could find the original group of people who let off the poisonous insects. However, most of those people were in Southern Fujian. It's better to expect Ning Yi to find it by himself.

She is constantly running between the Department of affairs and the government every day. First, she deals with the food grab incident that day. When Ning Yi was playing, she was seriously ill. Zhou Xizhong had no place to get angry. Now she can be arrested. All day long, she talks about giving an explanation and opening a warehouse without authorization. The five grain guards in pingye granary have been cut down by two and a half! At least leave a guard!

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