Chapter 703

Why do you give up on yourself?

It's not your fault. Atonement is enough.

He sat quietly cross legged on the side of the road, no longer feel the ground dirty, think for a long time, write.

Know the micro.

Remember that sentence.

"I want you to get out of your cage. I want you to see that the world is not just the one foot three inches in front of you. I want you not to be a trap man. You have to pay eight yuan for each bowl of meat. I want you to learn to look me in the eye. I want you to know how to cry, laugh, care and quarrel, understand, love."

"when I get out of the cage of my heart one day, I see a foot three inches away, someone is charming and graceful, I take off my jacket and learn to eat meat, allow seven yuan or nine yuan, look at this magnificent new world with a brand-new vision, for the first time I know how to cry, know how to laugh, know how to quarrel and quarrel, but when I want to tell you all this, the sky is vast, the sea is empty, where are you?"

"In this case, what's the use of breaking cocoons and shelling? It's better to bury a three foot thin coffin and a sackcloth. "

When he finished writing, he threw the pen and buried the paper roll under the tree at will. Without looking back, he rode away.

In the early winter, there is a rustling sound in the nearby woods, like the sound of countless fallen leaves returning to their roots.

It is the winter solstice.

According to the law, there should be various etiquette to celebrate the winter solstice in the palace. However, Ning Yi has not enriched the harem. Even the concubines in the former palace were scattered, and there was no empress dowager in the palace.

In the warm Pavilion of the main hall, the fire is blazing. Ning Cheng is directing the internal servant to add a fire basin. When the curtain is lifted, Ning Yi, who is light and thin in fur, comes in and takes a light look at it and says, "what are you doing with so many braziers? Want to heat me to death? "

Ning Cheng patted his head, which reminds me that his Majesty's old disease has been cured, and there is no need to be so careful in winter.

He chatted with the redundant fire pot out, rather quietly sat down in front of the couch, watching the fire light.

His old illness is over, she is cured.

On that day, the wine in the secret hall was originally poisonous, but when she came, she brought the holy medicine "Borneo incense". The fragrance and the wine poison were neutralized, which was the medicine of insulation in the world. It just dispelled the cold poison brought by him because of xuanbingyu. In fact, his intermittent coma and hemoptysis were just the necessary process to remove the accumulated silt for many years. At last, she was shocked and the deepest was when she saw her death From then on, he changed his body into a disease-free, long-term health and safety.

When Hua Qiong brought the antidote, he already knew it. The so-called antidote was just tonic. She had never poisoned him. It was his father and his emperor who wanted to poison the wine, but he didn't expect that his father did not go down to the bottom of the secret hall until he died.

That year, Gu Nan Yi jumped down from the top of the palace city with her in her arms. He immediately fainted. Ning Cheng and his entourage were busy saving him. In the chaos, no one knew what happened. When he woke up, no one was there.

What's the result that he can't accept? Did she really want to bury her bones in front of him and get into the mud, so that he could not even dig three feet into the ground?

He supported the sick body and examined the corpses one by one in the snow. There were not many dead people. In addition to those swept by Gu Nanyi, there were also those who were shocked and trampled to death. Regardless of the mess and stench, he turned over the corpse and sighed with relief.

Without her.

However, if he did not see her life and death, how could he live this life with this long hanging question? If the end of the world can not change her to live, he would, but he is more afraid of her death, he even worship the place do not know where.

In the spring of the following year, he ignored the minister's obstruction of the southern patrol, and clearly took back Dacheng territory and received Dacheng army. However, he threw all these things to Ning Ji, saying that this was the punishment for Ning Ji's betrayal, and he went all the way south.

South, Jianghuai, Longnan, Longbei, Minnan, Nanhai Along the way, he and she have been footprints.

Even Jiyang mountain climbed by himself and walked down the original road exactly. The cottage in front of the cliff remembered her face sticking to his knee. The disordered grass under the cliff seemed to be the trace of his sitting with her. The squirrel hole in the pine tree in the forest seemed to be the same as the one in those years. He took out a handful of pine nuts and ate it, bitter and bitter. There was no sweetness in the past.

The sea breeze in anlanyu is still so ethereal and silent. The ups and downs of the boat make me drunk. He closed his eyes and slowly felt a letter in his arms.

That year, in Wei's mansion, she tried to force him away with a bowl of gravy worm soup to hide the letter box. However, one of them fell into his hands.

"Zhiwei, crossing the sea from anlanyu today I always think of the day of the ancestral hall, and the voice of the people was rising and dying like the tide. Then you fell in my arms, as if the sea water suddenly fell down... "

If the sea water pours down at the moment, he is willing to return.

Taking the letter back slowly, his fingertips moved slightly in his arms, touching another paper note.

His fingers stopped, and after a while, he slowly drew them out. The letter was well preserved and the corners were not cocked up. He rubbed his fingers on the envelope and did not open it.This letter, he secretly found in Wei Fu's study crevice, cherish with three months time, a little read, but how do not give up, dare not not want to read more, can not withstand the long time, can not resist the chewing nostalgia, until now, every word, already familiar in the heart.

"Ning Yi I'd like to hear the sound of the reed marsh in the wind like the tide, or there will be a bird falling in my skirt, eh Would you like to hear it again? "

Zhiwei, I will.

But that reed marsh every year to thank, there is no you smiling back, with me side by side.

In the abandoned temple on the top of the mountain, he slowly sat down in the position where she had been attached to him. He took out the flute in his arms and slowly played a song of "a dream of rivers and mountains" in the wet and cold residual light and mist.

Rivers and mountains are like a dream. People are in a dream. When will they go out?

At the end of that day, Ning Cheng sent water to him. He dropped his head unintentionally and saw a star white hair on his temples.

The trace of white, in a black light to the eye, he stares at, trance between just found that the fleeting time is far away.

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