21 My Lord is My Love 6.2

"If it's what you want go ahead Ren." Her soft voice comes whispering out to me. Shocked I feel my insides jump. She was awake and she saw what I was doing. I felt confused and even more frustrated.

"You're not escaping so easy!" I mumble.No that's not it, thinking about it, I look at her door then back at her. Her door was unlocked she pretended to sleep and had her gun laid out. Was she waiting to be killed.

Rushing over to her I rip her up squeezing her upper arm hearing a wince of pain but my blood is boiling with dangerous thoughts and I could care less that her body is trembling in my grip. Her beautiful hair falling across her face as she looked down away from me. I couldn't restrain how pissed I was once it hit me.

"You idiot, where you planning to have someone kill you to escape from having to stand by me. You are mine, you will forever be by me as my bodyguard, just like Maliki, just like you asked it's all your fault you're here. If you ever forget it, you will suffer a fate far worse than death that I promise you, just like that bitch reporter. I will make sure no one knows what happened to you." I couldn't stop, I felt like a little kid throwing a tantrum as I raised my voice shaking her ferociously. Frozen and shivering she glanced up at me she went from scared and shaken too cold glare at my words. What the fuck did I just say I release her dropping her frail body to plop back down on to the bed. I stand back watching her movement. We didn't make eye contact but I didn't expect the lion to appear with how she was shaking she gently squeezed her right arm where I had held her.

"So, Chloe was your doing? What did you do to her?" What started as a whisper became a banshee scream suddenly looking up at me with anger, her face red, her eyes dark, I swear I could feel killing intent as she glared at me.

"Where is she? Answer me!" She became excited desperate for an answer.

"You don't need to worry about it if you try to run you will know first hand." I growled back turning away from her, bitch dares look at me like that after I had save her not just tonight but the other time as well. Hell; if I hadn't even listened to this stupid girls story the night she was gifted to me I'd have been done and over with her, but no like a dumb ass I had to get involved.

"I wasn't trying to run you mother fucking jerk!" Her words spat out in anger surprising me. I forget how this scared lambs tongue suddenly becomes as venomous as a snake.

"I was hoping you would come so I could talk to you but I passed out and I woke to you holding a gun at me." Her anger suddenly trailing off as she speaks honestly.

"All I could think about was if I am that much of a burden maybe it be better because I don't want you to hate me and look at me the way you did tonight. I don't want that fake smile you stupid ass. I don't want to forget, I can't forget our current relationship. I want to be able to talk with you to be near you but you said if I'm here that would have to end." Her eyes trail off becoming soft. I want to just pull her close but this time to swallow her mouth with my own, her words set me on fire. Next thing I realize I am on top of her laying on the bed grabbing the hair on the back of her head as I slam my mouth against hers. Feeling something wet I open my eyes to see tears streaming down her face. I normally get a thrill making her cry but now I just feel pissed. I thought she wanted me to touch her as much as I wanted to touch her why the hell is she crying.

Damn it I push her away and climb back off the bed backing away from it as she flops back on the bed from the force.

"Hey, what the hell!" She glares at me again but this time it was different.

Suddenly a pillow comes flying at me barley missing me. Shocked I stare wide eyed. Did she just throw a pillow at me? I hear a little giggle as I look at her.

"What do you find so funny." She's still giggling

"It's just the first time I've ever seen you look totally surprised with your mouth hanging open. And yet you can still look so agitated, what a face your making." She's still giggling.

Annoyed I pick up the pillow and toss it back at her and she makes a surprised squeak and giggles more. Damn woman feeling stupid for playing along I scratch my head and turn to leave.

"Ren? I won't hate you I can't even if you hurt me. Don't look so troubled unless you really don't want me to stand by you if so order me to leave like you said you would when you were sick of me. But if you do want me here, use me anyway you see fit just please I don't want it to change when it's just us. Around others I will act my part I promise." I can see her troubled eyes looking for an answer. I let a smile slip back at her.

"Just go to sleep and keep this door locked, don't you dare open it for anyone but me or Maliki, understand." After seeing her nod, I leave closing the door behind me.

To the right I hear a deep chuckle as I turn to not only see Maliki's figure who was ease dropping but also Mike.

"Well that was cute and an interesting display of affection can we have a pillow fight too." Mike says jumping onto me. The two of them crack into wide grins of amusement. Wrapping their arms around my shoulders jokingly as we walk down the corridor I feel my friends saying forget the conversation I had had with Maliki earlier after watching me and Anna.

"You know she is pretty cute if you're going to make her fear you, can I pick her up." Mike says smirking as he looks at me from a side ways glance. Annoyed that this douche is taking the joke to far I want to just beat the crap out of him which I know is what he wants sick bastard. A hand comes up behind him hitting him hard upside his head as he still wears his stupid grin.

"Idiot, someone like you wouldn't satisfy her after she's been with our brother dear."Maliki says jokingly. It's nights like this when everyone's asleep that these two become the biggest goof balls. Ever since we were childhood friends we would goof off when no one was around to notice. After seeing her and hearing what she had to say all my frustrations feel relieved. I can't help laughing with them this time as we all return to my corridors for drinks and gambling.