Chapter 2383

Countless eyes looked at Zheng Ren in unknown places, bright or dark, but he didn't feel it.

Life is the same, and the task progress of the fourth stage of fame is accumulating little by little. Although there is not enough time to complete it now, Zheng Ren is still full of confidence from the perspective of acceleration.

Time is like running water, day by day, month by month, year by year.

Zheng Ren completed all kinds of operations without waves, while the lives of others were not so calm.

It has been nine months since the combined pancreaticoduodenectomy of Bu Ruo Tian. After three times of postoperative reexamination, no sign of tumor tissue metastasis was found.

This is supposed to be a good thing, but bu ruotan always doubts whether the doctor colluded with Bu Li to hide the examination results; Or cheat yourself by fiddling with the test sheet.

And he couldn't know the truth and was happy until the day he couldn't get out of bed. This day does not seem very far away.

This is a very tangled thing. There is a great horror between life and death. Few people can really see through life and death.

Bu ruotan is such a person.

In the past, they were strong and smart, but now they are full of doubts.

One day after the operation, he began to hear a voice talking in his ear. He said what he thought in his heart.

The inexplicable existence is like mastering the legendary mind reading skill. Even if Bu ruotai thinks carefully, he can "read" it.

Sometimes when Bu ruotan hears the "man" talking to himself, he doesn't remember what he said. Thinking carefully, I realized what I was thinking just now.

This happens again and again, and the voice seems to know itself better than itself.

Bu ruotai is different from people like rhubarb teeth. He calmly and carefully analyzes it. He doesn't feel that the inexplicable "person" really exists.

I'm suspicious. Step Ruo Tian knows it clearly.

Just after a period of time, the "man" became more and more excessive. When dealing with the company's affairs, the "person" will make comments in his ear.

"He" told Bu ruotai what to do and what to do.

Bu ruotai has also carefully analyzed it. What "people" say is also reasonable, but it doesn't apply most of the time.

It is definitely not the legendary immortal to guide the way. He opened a hanging to guide himself to a Golden Avenue.

This time, if the sky was not so calm, he became more and more afraid, even some fear. Occasionally he would wonder if someone was really watching him.

It's really hard to understand such a thing as reading the mind.

Over time, the "man" became more and more excessive. Especially after each physical examination, looking at the physical examination list with nothing to do, the "person" will laugh loudly and say that this is a fraud. In fact, he has long been terminally ill.

After another period of time, bu ruotan found that the "man" seemed to be trying to seize his own thinking!

"He" may be in his own body, or in another latitude, to be himself!

This is so special!

He can no longer keep calm.

Bu ruotai thought of many legends, of which the most "reasonable" explanation is to give up. Haunted and reborn. Not only does he want to share a body with himself, "he" also wants to seize control of the body.

Every time I think about it, bu Ruo Tian is very scary.

He tried not to think about it, but the more he didn't think about it, the more things the "person" nagged in his ear.

Some of them are old memories, and even Bu ruotai can't remember them. But when the "man" came to talk, he was at a loss.

He couldn't stand this torture. Bu ruotai didn't lose his mind. After calm analysis, he decided to go to the hospital.

Haicheng? impossible. Bu ruotan went directly to the imperial capital to find doctors in neurology and psychiatry.

After the doctor's examination and consultation, he was diagnosed as paranoid schizophrenia.

The doctor said that the "man" did not exist.

The so-called mind reading is a sense of being exposed, which is something Bu ruotai subconsciously worries about. The doctor didn't say it too clearly. He didn't say it was Bu ruotai's most afraid thing. He didn't dare to stimulate him too much.

It is also a symptom to hear that "person" commenting on his condition and pointing out his behavior, which is called critical auditory hallucination.

As for seizing and giving up, it does not exist. It is a comprehensive manifestation of compulsive thinking and thinking seizure, and it is also a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.

Although Bu ruotai doesn't believe it very much, there is no better explanation.

He is more inclined to the doctor's scientific judgment. After all, even schizophrenia is better than having an inexplicable existence to lose himself.

The doctor prescribed him olanzapine 5mg orally every day.

This is an effective drug for the treatment of schizophrenia. The doctor also repeatedly told Bu ruotan not to think about other things. In particular, an old doctor at the level of academician in neurology also said with certainty that the more you think, the faster you die.

If you want to live, have a physical examination on time and solve problems if you have problems. If there is no problem, live well and don't think about those messy things.

Bu ruotan accepted this.

He even learned to meditate and tried to empty himself without thinking.

This is also helpful. Since taking medicine and meditating, the "person" spoke less and less, and bu ruotan felt that his mood was getting better.

In this year, the body and spirit have suffered a great blow, and bu rutian urgently needs to recover. I don't believe the doctors in Haicheng and provincial capital. Bu ruotan has lived in DIDU in recent months.

Close to the best hospital and the top medical treatment in the country, he was also reassured.

The company's business was thrown to Bu Li. Bu ruotan made a choice between life and money. Meditate every day, bu ruotai seems to feel a trace of the true meaning of life while staying away from another person.

Is it really necessary to work hard and wander all your life? Up to now, bu ruotan has been worried about the eradication of underworld and evil, and he has been specially fought.

Perhaps, this is also the fuse of his schizophrenia.

After a leisurely vacation for nearly a month, bu Ruo opened his bleary eyes one morning and looked at the sunshine and beach outside the window. He suddenly felt that today seemed different.

The field of vision is much smaller, and I can't see things very clearly.

Trying to open his eyes, bu ruotai was stunned to find that he couldn't lift his eyelids.

He was startled. Did he have a recurrence of the tumor or something else?

Subconsciously, bu ruotai put his hand on his eyelids and forcibly opened his eyes. But after opening, everything returned to normal, nothing special, as if it was just an illusion.