Old director Pan was full of interest and kept talking about what he had become when he first came.

But the old director was old after all. He was tired after walking for more than an hour. Su Yun suggested taking a cable car up the mountain. Zheng Ren looked at the high cable car and immediately thought of the roller coaster.

Zheng Ren still remembers the experience of making a roller coaster with Yi Ren. It's really scary. Zheng Ren stood below and could imagine what he would look like sitting on the cable car.

Hands and feet are cold, holding Yi's hand trembling. It doesn't seem very good. It's not like being ill. It's better to stay in the deepest memory of yourself.

Finally, after a long struggle, Zheng Ren decided to stay alone in the laughter of the people.

There's no way. The invulnerable boss Zheng also has weaknesses, such as fear of heights, underdeveloped vestibular nerves, unwillingness to socialize, and... Unwillingness to eat.

Zheng Ren sat on a stone bench bored. Looking at the tourists, he felt that it was much worse than the desert in the north of the Great Wall.

The experience of watching stars in the desert is unique in Zheng Ren's heart. After all, there are few people. One of the criteria for boss Zheng to evaluate the scenic spot is that there are few people.

And in the open Gobi desert, lying side by side on the sand dunes with Iraqi people and looking at the stars in the sky, it seems that there is no other person or thing in the universe. It feels really great.

Zheng Ren watched everyone go up the mountain by cable car alone. Director Pan seemed to be talking about climbing the mountain with Su Yun. Yi was not afraid at all. He seemed a little excited. He was playing selfie with Chang and Chu sisters.

Lao he was afraid, but he was pulled up. Feng Xuhui and Liu Xiaojie sat on a cable car with the steps of Dong Yuan Dong Yuan. He took care of Liu Xiaojie carefully, and their relationship seems to have made progress.

Big Chu and small Chu sat together. Zheng Ren smiled. Looking back on the operation, they straightened up at the same time, combined into one with a graceful arc, and gave themselves a thumbs up at the same time.

It's nice to have them.

Watching a crowd gradually disappear in the distance, even when Zheng Ren couldn't see it with his eyes, suddenly a pair of cold little hands slowly covered Zheng Ren's eyes.

Zheng Ren didn't hide. Which bear child is joking with himself?

Dry fingers, erythema, chapped and induration... Is this hand foot syndrome caused by chemotherapy? Zheng Ren immediately said, "little stone, is that you?"

"Ah, can you guess?" Shi Jian panted and jumped in front of Zheng Ren.

"Why are you here?" Zheng Ren smiled and touched the head of the small stone.

"Dr. Zheng, you are here, too." Wen xiaonuan came over and said, "there were fewer people there who wanted to take little stone to Xishan Park. But he took the wrong way and finally came here."

Zheng Ren looked at the system panel of the small stone. The red has gradually faded. It should be a small miracle that he can insist on coming here.

It's the child's last dream. There's still this thought in his heart that supports him. Zheng Ren thought in his heart.

On the small stone's thin shoulder, the left neck is very thick, and there is a large tumor, the one that oppresses the airway.

Zheng Ren immediately recalled the imaging data. Thyroid tumor invaded the external carotid artery and the fourth cervical vertebra. Small stones should feel numb. I'm afraid the airway is not completely blocked, and the nerves in the cervical spine will be violated.

This is an unsolvable problem. Zheng Ren tries to show a smile and doesn't want to leave too heavy an impression on the children.

Little stone is terminally ill. He doesn't have any good solution. It's good to walk safely.

"Dr. Zheng, I only learned yesterday that you won the Nobel Prize." Wen xiaonuan didn't expect that the little doctor who asked Xiaoshi's QQ was a big man. She said with some embarrassment.

Especially at the thought of his previous experience with Zheng Ren, Wen xiaonuan is even more uneasy.

"Ha ha." Zheng Ren smiled dryly. He was not used to others looking at him with such envy and worship. Especially ordinary people like Wen xiaonuan, not clinicians.

"Uncle, you're great!" Little stone road.

"Call brother." Zheng Ren said seriously, "I remember you called me big brother when I first met. Why do you call me uncle now?"

"The first time I met, I didn't want you to watch my mother for me. I'll play games for a while." The little Stone said, "I think it's more formal to call uncle."

"Or brother." Zheng Ren insisted.

Little stone smiled, "brother, you're really good. I said I would win the Nobel Prize in the future. I didn't expect you to get it first."

Zheng Ren looked at his bright and clear eyes and uncoordinated limbs, with infinite regret in his heart.

As Su Yun said, small stone also suffers when he lives.

"Unfortunately, I don't have time." The little stone murmured.

Wen Xiaowen's eyes turned red at once. She didn't wait for her tears to fall. She immediately turned around and her voice trembled slightly. "I'll buy some water. What do you drink, Dr. Zheng?"

"I'm not thirsty, thank you." Zheng Ren said with some disappointment.

"Brother, you know what I have, don't you?" Little stone head sat beside Zheng Ren like an adult and asked softly.

"Well, I know." Zheng Ren nodded.

"In fact, I don't want to treat it for a long time. I'm too tired and uncomfortable." The little stone raised his hand and looked at the sun. "Look at my hand. Every time after chemotherapy, it explodes skin layer by layer. I'm uncomfortable and disgusting. I'm hungry. I'm disgusted when I see what I eat. Every meal is like taking medicine. I have to eat it with a smile, or my mother will cry."

"Hard work." Zheng Ren said very seriously.

"If I don't work hard, I feel uncomfortable, but I want to live. I don't want to cure and I want to live. Is there a contradiction?"

"Is it because of your mother?"

"This is only one aspect. My mother told me once a long time ago, about half a year ago. She didn't want me to go, but the doctor said there was no hope. She said it in a vague way, but I know what she meant."

"She didn't want me to go, but the treatment suffered too much, so let me choose."

"And then?" Zheng Ren asked.

"I don't want to die. I still have so many roads to go, so many people to see, so many games to play and so many movies to watch. If I go, I can't do anything. But it's hard to live, it's really hard."

Little stone is not like a child about ten years old, but like an adult. He didn't enjoy the carefree at this age, but was prematurely mature by life.