Chapter 2748

Do you think too much?

Zheng Ren smiled. He didn't think so. But from the expression of little stone, the boy tried very hard to live.

Even after endless radiotherapy and chemotherapy, even after an operation that even Zheng Ren can only grasp 50%, and even after one day's lung secretion of 2500ml water like phlegm and mucus overflow.

The road ahead is hard, but he is still working hard. It seems that he has never thought of giving up.

"We agreed before." The little Stone said, "I'm always tired when I'm alive. Have you never seen my father?"

Zheng Ren nodded. His heart was calm. There was no sorrow and sadness, nor did he coax the boredom and joy of children. He was ready to act as a listener.

"My father is also very tired. Even when I mentioned him, he felt he shouldn't live." Little stone closed his eyes and said in a voice so hoarse that only he and Zheng renneng could hear, "he worked outside to make money and worked two or three jobs. I can feel that he is thin every once in a while."

"They also have your questions. Finally, they threw this problem to me. You said why are you adults like this? Don't you think it's cruel to throw such a difficult problem to a child?"

Zheng Ren reluctantly tilted his lips. The goods speak with a sour spirit, but they are no worse than Su Yun.

"Hey." Little stone opened his eyes, there was no sadness and difficult choice in his eyes, but more an unnamed smile.

Zheng Ren looked at him silently and seriously.

"I've already made a decision. You have to ask me again and again. It's really annoying." The little Stone said, "originally, because of money, I think so. But you bear this part of the cost. What else do I have to worry about?"

"Brother, I think you are very depressed. It's not the economic reason. You beat around the Bush and told me that there is not enough money. Living here is not cheap." Asked the little stone.

"No." Zheng Ren had some haze in his heart. He sincerely said, "money is not a thing, at least for me. Last year, I earned 3000 yuan a month in Haicheng."

"How did you survive?"

"I basically didn't spend money. I didn't expect to marry my daughter-in-law at that time. There was a rental house shared with Xiao Zhao, an anchor." Zheng Ren said with a smile. It's interesting to recall what happened last year.

"For me, I didn't dare to think about the future at that time. Is there a future? They all said not to let my children lose at the starting line, but I lost clean early in the morning." Zheng Ren said without sorrow or joy.

"Like me?" Asked the little stone.

"Almost, in essence, it's the same as you. At that time, I was wronged. I couldn't say it when I was angry. I had to keep silent." Zheng Ren seldom speaks from his heart. Today, the little stone touches a soft place in his heart that has never been shown to others.

What I would never have said in my life was all said at this time. Maybe... This is also the sequelae of using the real eye.

"But there's no way, people. It's hard to live. So I understand what you say, I understand your parents understand you."

"Tell me about your time." The little stone tried to show a smiling expression again.

Zheng Ren's heart is warm. He can understand how difficult it is for this guy to laugh. He is like this and wants to comfort himself with a smile. The child is very sensible.

"Well, Haicheng is a small place and everyone basically knows it. Most of the doctors in the Department and their parents have contacts, so the director... Can't say that he bullied me, but I don't have any contact, so I do some dirty and tiring work."

"Work is nothing. The important thing is not to let me have an operation." Zheng Ren said plainly, as if he were telling other people's stories, "people who come with me can cut the gallbladder, but I can only constantly outline in my mind and do virtual surgery."

"What a tragedy." Said the little stone.

"Yes, it's terrible." Zheng Ren smiled. "I think every day. When I get up in the wind one day, I must make them look good!"

Little stone has a lot of spirit and listens to Zheng Ren's story carefully.

"However, the four or five years have trained my ability to simulate surgery in my mind. Sometimes I sleep and dream and have surgery all night. I'm so tired. Usually the unit is busy and the extra bed is full. In short, I'm not tired."

"Maybe fate thinks it's too unfair to me. One day I'll change."

"Wow!" The little stone admired.

"I had a very difficult operation. Although director Liu still didn't like me, I was appreciated by director Pan and transferred to the emergency department to set up an emergency ward. Since then, I began to contact interventional surgery and various operations."

"Looking back now, it was very painful in those four or five years. There was darkness in front of me. I felt that I could never make it out in my life. But I didn't give up and insisted all the time."

"It doesn't mean how noble and brave I am. What if I don't insist? Do I just go on like this?"

"Brother, don't make complaints about me. I don't listen to chicken soup. How do you get revenge after your development?" The little stone asked with great interest, even louder.

"At first, I was a little floating. Now I'm embarrassed to think about it. Later, director Liu, who used to suppress me, fell ill and had liver cancer. I'm good at treating this. It doesn't seem too much to say that it is the strongest in the country."

"Once I went to the provincial capital for an operation. When I got out of the operating room, I just saw director Liu lying on the flat car and being pushed out. I also imagined this picture. I should have walked forward and asked director Liu, what's the matter with you? Say something else that he would be furious, and then turned and left."

"And then?"

"At that moment, I suddenly felt very meaningless. It was meaningless to do so." Zheng Ren said, "there is a bowl of chicken soup. It says that whoever can't kill you will make you stronger."

"It's boring and illogical." Little stone road.

"Yes, but it's more in line with my mood at that time. I'm still thinking on my way back. I seem to be more interested in treating patients and saving people than retaliating against director Liu."

"Shouldn't you be more interested in making money?"

"Alas, over the years, medical care has been carried too high. Do you treat patients and save people, and doctors' benevolence? Teachers have said since school that doctors, nurses and public opinion in the whole society have said so. Making money is only one thing... Let's say, I'm more happy with the progress of technology."