“I… I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do that.”

Xiao Ling blushed like a red beetroot with dizzy eyes. He was too nervous.

“Why are you apologizing? I don’t mind that.” In fact, Yan Xingwei wanted Xiao Ling to touch him.

Suddenly, Yan Xingwei stared at Xiao Ling, a hint of desire came across his eyes. Xiao Ling’s flustered face was adorable, especially when it was as red as a rose.

He thought, “Damn it. He’s so cute that I’m losing control.”

Xiao Ling saw the desire in Yan Xingwei’s eyes. It was not the first time he saw this. When Yan Xingwei raped him that night, he looked at him with the same eyes and pounced on him.

Xiao Ling quickly lowered his head, not daring to look at Yan Xingwei’s face anymore. He was frightened, afraid that Yan Xingwei would force on him again. However, he somehow looked forward to it with inexplicable joy.

He thought, “Am I a fool? What if he hits me like before? But he isn’t drunk now! He’s sober. Will he force it on me?”

Xiao Ling bit his lips and felt ambivalent. He blushed again like a red rose, which was seductive.

“Come on! You should give me the answer. I’ve waited so long.”

Yan Xingwei asked Xiao Ling with heat in his voice. Xiao Ling trembled with the burning heat of the hand on his face.

Xiao Ling knew that Yan Xingwei was waiting for his answer, but he couldn’t decide on it.

“Don’t you like me?”

“Yes, but it’s not like this.”

Xiao Ling explained hastily and bit his lip, lowering his head and glancing at Yan Xinwei from the corner of his eyes. He whispered, “What about you? Are you serious? Do you like me?”

He thought, “Did you say you like me for fun?”

Xiao Ling wanted to ask the question, but he checked himself, fearing that Yang Xingwei would be angered.

Xiao Ling thought so because Yan Xingwei couldn’t remember his name after staying in the same class for three years. It was natural that he felt suspicious when Yan Xingwei suddenly said he liked him.

Yan Xingwei frowned. “What do you mean? Do you think I said that to play a joke on you?” He started to get angry.

Xiao Ling fell silent instead of explaining hastily. After a while, he said, “You never looked at me before. I sat in front of you and collected your homework every day, but you didn’t remember me. You don’t even remember you had sex with me.”

As Xiao Ling spoke, his eyes started to wet. He didn’t want to mention this, but he was afraid that Yan Xingwei would never remember what had happened if he didn’t tell him.

Yan Xingwei shuddered slightly with wide eyes. He thought, “So it wasn’t a dream. Those scenes are real. That’s Xiao Ling?”

Yan Xingwei’s heart suddenly ached. In those scenes, he hit Xiao Ling and forced him. What he couldn’t forgive himself was that he pressed Xiao Ling harder when the latter begged him to stop in tears.

“Sorry, I…”

Yan Xingwei trailed off. He couldn’t make it up for Xiao Ling no matter what he said.