Shen Zhiyu tentatively reaches out his hand and wants to touch Xia Beiqing's cheek, but Xia Beiqing immediately turns away. Shen Zhiyu's heart is like falling into the ice cellar.
He knows all about it.
Shen Zhiyu is not worried about being exposed. He is afraid that Xia Beiqing is upset when he knows that he has psychological problems.
Shen Zhiyu squats down slowly and wants to hold Xia Beiqing. Xia Beiqing, like a frightened child, pushes Shen Zhiyu away and retreats until the wheelchair is on the edge of the bed.
"I'm sorry..." Shen Zhiyu chased and pressed Xia Beiqing's shoulder, but he saw that Xia Beiqing was deeply buried in his head.
Shen Zhiyu raised Xia Beiqing's head with his hand. When he saw the appearance of Xia Beiqing, his whole body froze.
Xia Beiqing's face was as white as paper, and the big tears came out of his eyes and ran down his cheek. However, he was biting his lip with his scallop teeth and tried to stop crying. His whole body could not help shaking.
Shen Zhiyu quickly wiped Xia Beiqing's tears with his finger, but Xia Beiqing was still scared. He picked up a pen and paper and wrote on it tremblingly. 
——Mr. Shen, do you think I have mental problems?
Shen Zhiyu anxiously explained: "North leaning, listen to me, it's not mental problems, and I don't mean to hide it from you. You may not know that you often wake up from nightmares in the middle of the night, suddenly lose your mind, become crazy, become painful fantasy, and even... Do self mutilation. I'm too afraid to lose you, That's why I got a psychiatrist. It's all my fault. "
Xia Beiqing's pupil was shaking violently, which seemed incredible.
Insanity, madness, fantasy, self mutilation.
He never knew he was going to be like this.
Why on earth did he become like this!
Xia Beiqing's body suddenly couldn't stop spasm. He squeezed his fist and beat his head hard.
No! He doesn't want to be like this!
His body has been disabled, even his spirit is going to become abnormal?
"To the North! Calm down Shen Zhiyu tightly holds Xia Beiqing's hand and wants to stop his crazy behavior.
Gradually, Xia Bei lost his strength and was paralyzed in the wheelchair. His forehead turned red because of the beating. He tilted his head. The bottom of his eyes was dead, and only his chest was fluctuating violently.
Shen Zhiyu can only hold him firmly, even if he holds him for a lifetime.
I don't know how long later, Xia Beiqing in his arms suddenly moved and slowly pushed Shen Zhiyu away. He shook his pen and wrote askew on the paper.
——Miss Shen, do you dislike me?
Shen Zhiyu twisted his eyebrows: "how can you think that? If I dislike you, will I accompany you like this? If I dislike you and you say you want to leave, will I take you away regardless? "
Xia Beiqing continued to write on paper.
——Because I saved you, you appreciate me and feel sorry for me.
"To the North!" Shen Zhiyu suddenly stands up and stares at Xia Beiqing. There is a pain in his eyes: "because of gratitude, because of guilt? In your heart, I am such a person! "
Xia Beiqing buried his head, don't talk.
Shen Zhiyu took a breath, forced himself to calm down, squatted down again, and held Xia Beiqing's head in his hand.
But Xia Beiqing shakes his head to get rid of him, pushes his wheelchair to turn around, and then holds up his arms, drags his incomplete legs and wants to climb to the bed.